President Satan, don't love me

Chapter 394 I'm Actually a Coward
Lu Zheng's words made Li Sui's eyes turn red instantly.

She couldn't understand how much pain Lu Zheng felt right now.

But as a bystander, hearing her say such words made my heart ache.

Lu Zheng said, tears falling down: "In the past, I always felt that a person like me lived in this world, and it was not necessary. Without me, the world would still go around, except that my parents and my brother would help me. Sad, except for the loss of one person in my family, nothing will change. At that time, although I would be taboo about death, I was not afraid. Although I was young, I was always calm in the face of death.

But now, I can't do it, how much I want... to be able to stay with Brother Kang for a little longer, even if it is only one year, no, I am afraid that after one year, I will look forward to more, so I just look forward to it, if I can be healthy How wonderful it would be for Kang to be alive. I want to marry Brother Kang. I want to give birth to him. I want to raise our children. I want to give them a very happy home and be a good wife and mother.

But these, things that seem simple and easy to do to others, why are they so difficult for me? Why is God so unfair to me? Sister Sui, I really regret that I have brought Brother Kang into my life. If I had known earlier, falling in love is such a happy thing, so happy that I would not want to face death again, then I would rather not put He dragged in.

When I die, I don’t know anything. I can take away all my reluctance and nostalgia, but what about Brother Kang?He was left alone by me, what should I do, will he be in pain, if he is in pain, I will be very sad, I should not have brought him in, I regret it. "

Li Sui held Lu Zheng's hand: "Xiao Zheng, listen to me, don't think that way."

"Sister Xiaosui, you have always understood the most truths. Tell me, what should I do now? Should I send Brother Kang away from me, or...continue to harm him like this?"

Li Sui lowered her eyes, at this time...she really couldn't give Lu Zheng an answer.

She knew how uncomfortable Lu Zheng was, but if Kang Rong was beaten from her side, wouldn't she feel uncomfortable?

If Kang Rong leaves her, then she will be truly hopeless.

Could it be... Do you want her to die?
She shook her head, of course not.

"Xiaozheng, I really can't give you any better advice, but I can talk to you about myself. As for me, I am a person who likes to have fun in time. Some things, some happiness, come, I will grasp it and leave I will not cry and shout to force.

I love someone, not as brave as you, because I don't even dare to confess, I dare not face failure, but I will try my best to let myself present what I want most in this relationship, without fighting or grabbing , neither humble nor overbearing.

Not because of how noble I am, but because of my cowardice, which makes me unable to fight for love. Do you know the difference between us? "

Lu Zheng shook his head.

"The difference between us is that I feel healthy and have a lot of time to squander, so I dare not cherish love, but you always feel that you don't have much time, so you cherish time more than me , Cherish every minute and every second with the person you love.

That being the case, I want to ask you a question, if you let Kang Rong leave you now, would you be sad, would you be in pain?Will you be devastated?If you would, then why would you let him go? "

"I'm afraid that I will leave him in the future, he..."

"In this world, everyone will die. You will, and I will too. Everyone is the same. Maybe your deadline is one year, and we will die unexpectedly when we go out tomorrow. Sometimes, knowing yourself It is indeed very painful, but each of us is living in the fear of leaving this world at any time.

Since I worked with Secretary Kang, I found that Secretary Kang is a very smart person. In fact, there are some truths. He knows more than you, but why didn't he leave you now to avoid possible pain in the future?Because he wants to do it and cherish it.

You are in a relationship with a very smart person, so you don’t have to worry too much about him. Even if you leave now, he will still be in pain. If something happens to you in the future, and he knows, he will suffer a second time. In comparison... think about it for yourself, how to choose. "

Lu Zheng breathed out, "Is that so? If I keep him, won't others think I'm selfish?"

"You also said that when a person leaves, everything is taken away. Does it matter if others think you are selfish?"

Lu Zheng shook his head: "As long as Big Brother Kang doesn't think I'm selfish, I'll admit it. I really don't want to leave him."

Her eyes became firm again, Li Sui pursed her lips and smiled, holding her hand very hard.

"Sister Xiaosui."

"Ok?"

"You just said, what do you mean you love someone, and you don't even dare to confess? Do you...have someone you have a crush on? Then you didn't confess in the end?"

Li Sui shrugged: "Yes."

"Why? Just because you're afraid of being rejected?"

Li Sui smiled: "I can't tell, I'm actually a coward."

"You don't seem to be such a timid person."

"Heh, seeing is not necessarily believing. In some respects, I am quite useless."

"Then who do you like?"

Li Sui shrugged and said nothing.

"Does your husband know about this? I heard from Brother Kang that your husband is Mr. Huo. If Mr. Huo knows, he will be very angry. "

Li Sui sighed, looked up at the sky, the corners of his lips curled up slightly.

"Sister Xiaosui, let me gossip secretly. The person you like is not my brother."

"Ah?" Li Sui looked at her in surprise: "You little girl, what are you thinking?"

"Isn't it? Actually, when I was a child, I always thought you would be my sister-in-law, because at that time, my brother really liked you so much, he opened his mouth and shut his mouth full of you, and one day when he was having dinner, he swore that you would be my sister-in-law." Said, in the future, I will definitely marry you home and be the daughter-in-law of our Lu family."

Li Sui laughed twice.

"Guess what my dad said?"

Li Sui looked at her: "Uncle Lu must have scolded him."

"Yeah, my dad scolded him a lot, saying that he didn't study well, he was doing bad things, and he wanted to marry you. It's like a toad wanting to eat swan meat."

Li Sui laughed out loud, this indeed seemed like what Uncle Lu would say, but it was too much to call his son a toad.

"If the person you like is really my brother, then my brother's first love will be fulfilled in this life."

"If you can't get it, it's not considered complete."

"For a person like my brother, if you let him get your heart, that's all for him."

Li Sui sighed: "Xiaozheng, let me tell you a secret that the whole world does not know, can you help me keep the secret?"

"Tell me, I can."

"The person I love is Huo Jinzhi."

It was the first time in her life that she said this, and the moment she said it, she really felt that her heart seemed to open up all of a sudden.

This secret made her almost breathless.

"Ah, sister Xiaosui, you are so boring. My husband still wants to love you secretly. You can tell him I love you a hundred times a day."

"But with some love, it will be more comfortable to keep in your heart, because if you put it in your heart, it will always belong to me."

Lu Zheng pondered for a moment: "Sister Xiaosui, I used to see Mr. Huo's gossip often. Could it be that those are not fake? He doesn't have...love for you?"

Li Sui smiled faintly: "It's true that we have lived under the same roof for many years, but marriage is not what we choose, it is what Grandpa Huo made for us."

"So, Mr. Huo really doesn't love you? You are so nice, why doesn't he love you. "

"Maybe... it doesn't look right."

"Then his eyes are really not very good. If I were a man, I would pursue you in vain, and stay by your side and never let you go."

Li Sui smiled: "That's right, I think so too. This Huo Jinzhi really has no vision. He let such a good woman like me not pursue him, and went looking for some white lotus. In his previous life, he must have eaten less cassia seeds."

The two women looked at each other and chuckled.

Not far away, two men walked over slowly while chatting.

Lu Zheng quickly patted her cheek: "Sister Xiaosui, can you see that I just cried on my face?"

"I can't tell, don't worry, it's very beautiful."

Lu Zheng smiled, stood up, went up to meet him, and grabbed Kang Rong's arm: "Brother Kang, you are done talking."

In front of Huo Jinzhi, Kang Rong was still a little cautious and nodded.

Lu Zheng raised her eyebrows and looked at Huo Jinzhi: "Mr. Huo, you are really my sister Xiaosui's husband."

"Yes."

"Then you have to be careful, my sister Xiaosui is so good, there are many people who like her."

Huo Jinzhi looked at Li Sui, raised his eyebrows slightly: "I know."

"I saw a lot of gossip about you and various women in the news. It's wrong for you to do this. I hope you can treat your own wife well and be a good person in the future."

Huo Jinzhi smiled, Li Sui got up, walked to the side of the three of them, and said to Kang Rong: "Secretary Kang, Xiaozheng will be out soon, take her back to rest."

"Okay, then let's go first," Kang Rong hurriedly took Xiaozheng away, until he was far away, Xiaozheng turned his head and glared at Huo Jinzhi.

Huo Jinzhi looked at Li Sui and raised his eyebrows: "You were so nervous just now, because you were afraid that I would confront her?"

Li Sui pursed his lips and said with a smile, "You won't, you're an adult now, so you still have some guts."

Huo Jinzhi snorted coldly, with a displeased expression on his face: "I am indeed an adult, and I do have a belly, but you, little girl, really make people very angry."

"What, did she say something wrong? Which word did she say wrong?" Li Sui raised his eyebrows: "Every word she wants to say is from my heart. If you have any opinions, come to me."

"I'm only angry if she's right. It's the first time I've been bullied like this in my life, and I feel speechless, hmph."

Li Sui rolled his eyes, he deserved it.

(End of this chapter)