President Satan, don't love me

Chapter 545 His guilt
Yun Nuoqian was stunned.

Pregnant……

So, she just asked him to accompany her to the hospital today?

"Yesterday, Guoguo said that today I will let you accompany him to the hospital for an examination. Didn't you go?"

Yun Nuoqian clenched his fist, damn it.

Su Qian disturbed what had been agreed upon.

"It seems that there really isn't. Then... why is Guoguo so abnormal? According to her personality, it's impossible to just leave without saying anything."

Yun Nuoqian turned around and walked towards the door.

Sister Mao also hurriedly followed downstairs: "Mr. Yun, I'll go find it with you. Everyone will search separately. Whoever finds it first will report to the other party that he is safe."

Yun Nuoqian got into the car, started the car and left.

He called Fu Zimo: "Gather your subordinates to find Yun Guo. Immediately, I will know Yun Guo's whereabouts within an hour."

"Good Mr. Yun."

After hanging up the phone, Yun Nuoqian exhaled, calming his breathing.

He started the car and continued to look around.

In the hotel, Yun Guo still maintained the posture when entering the room.

His eyes stared decadently at the sky outside the window, gradually falling from day to night.

Her heart became more and more peaceful.

I was so calm that I didn't have any thoughts in my mind.

Suddenly there was a loud knock on the door.

Yunguo ignored it.

Then, Yun Nuoqian's voice came.

"Open the door, little fish, I know you are inside, open the door."

Yun Guo's eyes moved slightly, but she didn't get up.

The knocking on the door continued.

"Xiao Yu'er, open the door, let's talk."

Yun Nuoqian stood at the door for 5 minutes.

Seeing that there was no response or sound from inside, he was really worried.

He asked someone to find the key and opened the door directly.

When he rushed in, Yunguo presumptuously didn't hear him.

He closed the door and walked slowly to Yun Guo.

He squatted down beside the bed and reached out to hold her hand.

Her eyes shifted from the window to his face.

He reached out and gently stroked her cheek and her hair.

"Fortunately, you didn't leave."

After he finished speaking, Yun Guo's eye sockets shrank slightly.

Her heart hurts.

Yun Nuoqian held her hand again: "I'll take you home."

Yun Guo closed her eyes: "I just want to be alone tonight."

"Then I'll stay here with you, together."

"You go, I won't leave, what you hold in your hand is not a bargaining chip, but my... life."

Yun Guo's eye sockets were slightly moist.

"I will not leave Zhongyu, I have already lost Zhongshu, no matter what in this life, I will never leave Zhongyu."

Yun Nuoqian pulled her hand to his lips and kissed her.

"I never thought about threatening you with Zhongyu. I know better than anyone else that Zhongyu is your life. How can I be willing to threaten you? The reason why I want to keep Zhongyu is because...you are also me. life.

Xiao Yu'er, I can't let you leave. You and Zhong Yu are my only relatives in this world. How could I be willing to let you go?I am reluctant, if you must leave here, then take me with you.

I don't want anything, I don't care about anything, but our family must be together forever, the ends of the earth, I will accompany you, accompany our children, let's go together, huh? "

Yun Guo's tears rolled silently from her eyes and slid onto the white pillow.

She turned her head and buried her eyes in the pillow.

"I can't give you forgiveness, and you can't give me forgiveness. Therefore, for the rest of our lives, we are doomed to torture each other and regret for the rest of our lives. You once said that if we meet again in the next life, we can have a beautiful spring. But, little uncle, if there is In the next life, I really beg God, let me never know you again. In this life, I am really... so wronged."

Yun Nuoqian got up on the bed sideways and held her tightly in his arms.

"I don't know what Suqian told you, but do you want to hear what I said about the past from my point of view?"

Yun Guo didn't move, nor shook his head.

Yun Nuoqian said softly: "I am my father's old man, in that era when rich people were often kidnapped and blackmailed, in order to protect me, my father let me keep my name anonymous and go to ordinary middle and high schools.

That year, I was 17 years old, a young boy who had just begun to fall in love. Before I knew what love was, I met Su Zi. She was my deskmate and a girl who loved to laugh.

At that time, I couldn't figure out what she could be happy about eating the most ordinary food and wearing the most ordinary clothes every day. She told me that people should learn to live with it and cherish every day.

At that time, she had the maturity and open-mindedness that girls of that age should not have. I was attracted by her good personality and fell in love with her. At that time, I really firmly believed that that was love.

Later, my parents knew about our relationship because of your mother. How could I compromise so easily when I was in the rebellious period? I exhausted all my energy to fight against my parents.

But later, she mentioned breaking up with me. At that time, I was young and energetic, and I didn't understand why she left me because of a little setback. We had a very serious quarrel for the first time.

Later, she compromised for me and continued to be with me, but... we were betrayed by your mother again.When my father told me that Su Zi asked him for 100 million yuan, I was surrounded by a deep sense of betrayal. I went to confront Su Zi, and that was the second time we quarreled.

That time, we quarreled fiercely, and I turned my face away and left. I told her a lot... a lot of bad words that I couldn't make up for.But just a few hours later, I heard the news of Su Zi's death.

Xiao Yu'er, you may not be able to understand my feelings at that time, especially after knowing that the 100 million was actually embezzled by your mother, the guilt in my heart almost overwhelmed me.

I regret why I treated Su Zi like that, regret why I had to quarrel with her, and said so many ugly things, how I wish I could turn back time, even if I say sorry to her, at least, I won’t have any pain in my heart. So much owed.

To this day, when I tell you these things, I can still think of a girl who is usually so optimistic, looking at me with such sad eyes.Even if I dream, I can still dream that Su Zi is blaming me, why don't I believe her.

Her death, like a thorn, pierced heavily in my heart. In order not to feel so guilty, I took this hatred to you.

I know that this matter has nothing to do with you as a child, and I also know... If I didn't treat Su Zi like that at that time, maybe she wouldn't have chosen to go that way, but I still couldn't help myself, after your father left , brought you back.

Because I really can't bear so much resentment by myself, this resentment was given to me by myself, and I can't redeem myself, so... I regard you as a carrier to bear the resentment.

But... Xiao Yu'er, after all, I... have no way to hurt you.Because I know too well that it's not your fault.I really don't want to repeat the same mistakes, you understand?

Today you asked me, if there was an afterlife, who would I choose, I never thought of choosing Su Zi, for Su Zi... I feel very guilty, but I didn't understand what love is until I fell in love with you.

I liked Su Zi once, just like you when you were a teenager, you fell in love with Chi Xin at the beginning of love, it was the same feeling.But now I understand that love is different from ignorant first love.

The ignorant first love just wants to chat with each other, and wants to get in touch with each other more every day.But in love, I want to hold the other person in my arms, keep them by the pillow, put them in front of my eyes, and never separate them for the rest of my life.

Xiao Yu'er, I know, I'm sorry for you, but are you willing to give me a chance to give you and our children happiness?I swear, I will treat you well, I swear, for the rest of my life, I will never hurt you, I will only make you happy, huh? "

Listening to what he said, no matter how hard-hearted you are, you can't complain anymore.

What's more, she still cares about him so much.

If it wasn't for caring, her heart wouldn't be so painful.

She looked up at him.

Yun Nuoqian lowered his head and kissed her lips.

She didn't push him away.

This made him feel happy.

He slowly let go of her: "You...are you not angry with me?"

Yun Guo exhaled: "I don't know."

"Don't you don't know, don't be angry, okay?" He rubbed her face: "It's really hurtful to make trouble, I feel like I've lost my soul all day long Normally, this kind of feeling is really too uncomfortable, forgive me, okay?"

Yun Guo shook her head: "I really don't know, I can't figure out anything now."

"How long have you been in the hotel?"

Yun Guo pursed her lips: "From noon to now."

"time to eat?"

Yunguo shook his head.

Yun Nuoqian immediately let go of her, sat up, picked up the hotel phone to order food.

After ordering the meal, he held her hand.

"You can be angry with me, but the premise is that you must protect your body. You can't be hungry, you must eat well, you know?"

Yun Guo wants to sit up.

Yun Nuoqian carefully supported her.

She looked at him, frowning: "You are a little too attentive."

"Do I dare not be courteous? What if you run away with my child?"

Yun Guo was speechless: "Will you let me take Zhong Yu away?"

His hand stroked her lower abdomen: "I'm talking about this."

Yun Guo was surprised, "How could you... have you met Sister Mao?"

"Yes, I couldn't find you anywhere, so I went to Mao Yixuan's house. She was very worried about you, so she slipped her tongue."

She put her hands on her belly.

"I just tested it with a test strip, but I heard that the test strip is not 100% accurate, so I am not very sure, and you should not be too happy."

Yun Nuoqian curled his lips: "It must be, don't worry, I have a very strong feeling in my heart, yes."

Seeing him so happy, Yun Guo was also a little speechless.

"You clearly agreed to take contraceptive measures," she muttered.

"This kind of thing, even if you take medicine, there will be accidents, right?"

Yun Guo frowned: "But if you have this outside your body, how could it be possible?"

"Because you are so attractive, sometimes I can't help it. Besides... Isn't this just right? This is the best gift God has given us."

"I said it all, maybe not."

Yun Nuoqian looked at her dotingly: "Okay, then after we go to the hospital for an examination tomorrow morning, I'll talk about the child, but when the time comes, you can also finish what you wanted to tell me today, how about it?" ?”

"I don't need to say what I want to say today."

Yun Nuoqian frowned: "What's wrong?"

"You already know that," she lowered her eyebrows after looking at him for a moment.

Yun Nuoqian was pleasantly surprised: "You were going to tell me about Zhong Yu?"

Yunguo nodded.

Yun Nuoqian was overjoyed, it turned out that she was ready to talk.

If Su Qian hadn't caused so much trouble, he would have been able to hear Yun Guo tell himself the truth with his own ears.

Just a little bit off.

However, he didn't feel sorry.

Because, he really felt relieved.

No matter what Yunguo's purpose in hiding her was, he felt very happy now.

Yun Guo looked at him: "How...how did you know about this?"

"You told me."

"I?"

Yun Guo looked at him in surprise: "Nonsense, am I talking in my sleep?"

"That day, I heard you call the child Zhongyu in the children's room. I thought these two words were a bit strange, so when I sent Zhongyu to kindergarten the next day, I called him by his name and asked him some questions. question.

Children are relatively simple, and Zhong Yu will answer whatever I ask, so it is difficult for me not to know. "

Yun Guo thought for a while: "You said you were going to send the siblings to school that day?"

"That's right, that day."

"But why didn't you say anything after you knew the truth? Are you testing me?"

"I'm waiting, waiting for you to tell me the truth. In fact, when I first found out about this, I was excited and annoyed at the same time. I really wanted to rush to you and ask you , Why did you hide such a big matter from me, why did you lie to me, you really have a hard time grasping the lie.

You don't know, because of your concealment, I missed so many beautiful and happy things in the world. I actually missed five years of my child's growth. I am really upset.

But I know that if I ask you rashly, you will definitely deny it, so... I secretly took a paternity test. "

"You still do this kind of thing?"

"To deal with your stubborn personality like a dead duck, besides this, is there any other way for me to make you nod?"

"Then...why didn't you come to confront me later?"

"Because I worry too much about gains and losses," he smiled helplessly: "Although I blame you, I am also afraid that my worries about gains and losses will push you further and further away, so I went to find Jinzhi and Yuchen. Gave me a good suggestion, that is, let me induce you and let you take the initiative to tell me about this matter.

After all, if you say it yourself, it is not concealment or deception. Even though it is too late for me, but you confessed to me yourself, which is a good start. "

Before Yun Guo thought about it carefully, he said that he would adopt Xi'er and Zhong Yu.

Thinking of what he said again, she frowned: "So, all the things you said about adopting Xi'er and Zhong Yu, and wishing Zhong Yu to be your child, are all to induce me?"

"My words are all from the truth. I really like these two children, Zhong Yu and Xi'er too. When they are at home, the happiness index of the family has risen not just a little bit. At my age A good man will always hope that there is someone he loves by his side, and a child around his knees, that's the only way to be complete."

Yun Guo looked at him and fell silent again.

Yun Nuoqian worried: "You don't believe me?"

Yun Guo shook her head: "I just don't know how to mention Zhong Yu to you again, I... I'm sorry."

Yun Nuoqian leaned forward and hugged her: "It's impossible to say that I don't blame you at all, after all, I didn't take part in it for you who were pregnant, who just gave birth, or who accompanied your child to grow up.

There is nothing to be hateful about, if I really had a half-point resentment towards you, we wouldn't be where we are now.Moreover, without you, Zhongyu would not exist. I am angry, but I feel a little annoyed.

Back then, when Zhongshu was in front of me, I was busy with work every day, so I failed to be a good father.Later, Zhong Yu grew up without my knowledge, and I... feel a little ashamed. "

Yun Guo looked at him, her eyes were moist again: "I'm sorry."

Yun Nuoqian let go of her, and reached out to help her wipe away tears: "Girl, don't cry, I've told you, it's okay, as long as you don't leave my side even if you die in the future, then our past will be wiped away, and we will be together for the rest of our lives." Treat each other well, okay?"

Yun Guo spread out her arms, embraced him, and nodded vigorously.

What else can she say, come to this point, God has given her too much nostalgia, hasn't it?
After all, it's not easy for Yun Nuoqian to let go of the past, is it?
There was an inappropriate knock on the door.

Dinner is here.

Yun Nuoqian let go of her, "Go and wash your face, let's eat."

Yun Guo sniffed, nodded, and got out of bed.

Dinner was very rich.

She only took two bites before putting down her chopsticks, feeling nauseous.

Seeing her frowning, Yun Nuoqian brought her some food: "Eat more."

Yun Guo looked at him: "I don't want to eat these."

"What's the matter, don't you like it?"

Yun Guo nodded: "It makes me want to vomit when I smell it."

Yun Nuoqian said: "Happy?"

"Ah."

"Then what do you want to eat?" Although she was pregnant with Zhong Yu, he didn't accompany her all the way.

But when she was pregnant with Zhongshu, he was by her side.

So he knew that when a woman is pregnant, she will be picky about food.

What I used to love to eat will become no longer like to eat when I am pregnant.

Yun Guo thought for a while: "I want to eat Tian Tian's corn kernels, and I also want to drink a cup of refreshing corn juice."

"Only these?"

Yun Guo nodded: "Okay, I'll send someone to bring it right away."

After Yun Nuoqian finished speaking, he called again to order food.

The waiter brought the meal, and she finished all the pine nut corn by herself.

After that, he drank the whole bottle of corn juice by himself.

After eating, she smiled contentedly.

Yun Nuoqian dipped her in the corn juice on the corner of her lips with a tissue: "Are you full?"

Yunguo nodded.

"During Huai Zhongyu before, did this kid make such a fuss?"

Yun Guo smiled: "Well, he is much more mischievous than Zhongshu, especially in the later stage, every day he kicks my stomach a bit higher on the east side and the west side, and he can wake me up when I fall asleep."

"I said this kid, why can't he stay idle for a while, it turns out that this lively energy was brought out from the mother's womb."

As he said, he touched her belly: "little guy, you can't be like your brother, you have to be obedient, you know? Otherwise, if you come out, daddy will spank you."

Yun Guo rolled his eyes at him: "Stop talking big, you won't be willing."

"That's not necessarily true. If he bullies you, I'll be willing."

"You can't do anything, I'm sure, when I was pregnant with Zhongyu, I also said such bold words, but once the child was born, I couldn't love enough, so how could I be willing to move a finger of him, even if he No matter how naughty I am, I still don't want to.

Moreover, if this is a daughter, I'm afraid you will be even more reluctant. After all, daughters are father's lovers in his previous life. I haven't heard of any father who is really willing to beat his daughter. "

Hearing what she said, Yun Nuoqian smiled: "Then, do you want this baby to be a boy or a girl?"

Yun Guo pursed her lips and shook her head: "I don't know, I like both boys and girls. Of course, if it's a boy, let him protect Xi'er with his brother. If it's a daughter, let finally protect him My sister and sister, I think both are fine. What about you, do you want him to be a boy or a girl?"

(End of this chapter)