Draw a circle in his paranoid heart

Chapter 196 He is very coaxable

It's also very serious for boys to be jealous, it's the first time Lin Qingyuan realizes it so clearly.

What he ate was Fu Shuang's vinegar and Lu Zhixing's vinegar.

She knew about his insecurity a long time ago, and tried to give him all the care, but it was not enough, far from enough.

He is still sick, and the cause is himself, and no one else can heal him except himself.

Lin Qingyuan looked at him with such an insecure appearance, feeling distressed and worried, what could she do to make him feel more at ease.

Let him believe that he will not abandon him, will not give up on him.

In the evening, the old man called a few times outside the room, Lin gently opened his mouth to respond, but Lu Chen, like a wayward child, blocked her with his lips to prevent her from making a sound.

His uneasiness is so strong, he doesn't like himself like this.

I don't like myself who is worried about gains and losses.

But only in this way, only when two people get so close can he feel a sense of reality.

My illness should not be cured, but being loved and pampered by her, I once thought that I was cured.

But as long as she leaves, she will become the same as before, anxious, worried, and paranoid like herself.

Afraid that she would meet someone better, afraid that she would abandon herself.

Before he knew it, he had become so scary that he didn't dare to tell her, and he didn't dare to let her find out that something was wrong with him easily.

Don't scare her.

As long as she coaxes him, just coax him.

He is very coaxing.

But he couldn't help thinking, what if one day, Wei Wei gets tired of him and doesn't want to coax him anymore?
What if she gets bored seeing herself like this and just wants to escape?
Will he go crazy and tie her by his side?

He didn't know, and it never seemed like an answer.

Even he himself didn't know how deep this love was.

She saw herself vulnerable again and again, even disregarding her own safety just to protect him.

She is so kind, she is getting deeper and deeper in his heart, engraved in his bones and blood, with the words Lin Qingqing engraved inside.

The engraving on the wrist has fallen off with the scarring of the wound, and the traces cannot be seen clearly, but the three words can still be vaguely seen.

That's his everything, that's his life.

Lin Weiwei was breathless from his kiss, and pushed him with her hands, her face was flushed, and there was some accusation in her eyes, "I'm going to be out of breath."

The little girl's voice was low and soft, with no strength at all, accompanied by a slight panting sound, he hugged her unconsciously, patted her on the shoulder, and gave her comfort.

Lin Weiwei saw that something was wrong with him, and couldn't care about anything else at the moment, she just wanted to coax him well, and then go to dinner.

I only ate a little for lunch, and I am really hungry now.

She touched Kong Kong's stomach, and looked at him aggrievedly, "I'm so hungry."

Lu Chen looked at her as if waking up from a dream, with some guilt in his eyes, "Qing, I'm sorry, let's go eat now, shall we?"

Lin gently hooked his neck and breathed softly, "Don't worry, I have to coax my baby first."

Lu Chen's heart warmed up slowly, little by little.

Being coaxed by his most beloved girl like this, it seems that all bad emotions are gone.

Only endless touch, and warmth.

His ears turned red gradually, first one, and then the other. Lin pinched his earlobe lightly, and said in a brisk tone, "Brother, your ears are so red, aren't you shy?" ?”

He was about to shake his head subconsciously, but he felt a sudden warm touch on his earlobe. He looked up, and the little girl smiled sweetly, and lightly bit his earlobe.

He felt his body temperature rise little by little, and his whole body became hot. He wanted to hold her down and continue what he had just done.

But thinking of the little girl's pitiful and hungry appearance, my heart softened.

Let the little girl eat first.

He waited for the little girl to finish her movements, ignoring his red earlobes, put on her shoes, picked her up and went downstairs.

Lin Weiwei was startled, and struggled a bit, "What are you doing, grandpa is still down here."

His eyes were full of smiles, and his voice was unconsciously lighter, "Hey, I'll carry you so that your legs won't go limp."

Lin moved his legs lightly and stopped struggling.

It seems to be a little weak in the legs.

But that's not his fault.

The culprit was smiling so brightly now that he didn't care about her mood at all.

There is no more love.

After going down the stairs, the old man seemed to have finished eating, standing at the top of the stairs and watching them, Lin Weiwei was so embarrassed that he buried his head in his arms, not daring to look at the old man.

It's so embarrassing, why did the old man just stand here and watch him hug her down with his own eyes.

The skirt I'm wearing now is very wrinkled. The old man is someone who has experienced it, so he can understand it just by looking at it.

Seeing the shy appearance of the person in his arms, Lu Chen raised his eyes to look at the old man, "Grandpa, you should go up and rest early."

The old man wanted to continue watching, but was chased away by his grandson, and he turned around angrily and left.

After waiting for the old man to go far away, Lu Chen put Lin down gently, and pulled out the chair for her to sit down.

Lin gently watched him serve himself rice and pick up vegetables, and did nothing but stare at him.

Blame him, the tyrant.

Now his reputation must be completely bad.

She ate angrily, treating the rice in the bowl as him, gulping down, chewing vigorously, her cheeks bulging like a little hamster.

Lu Chen likes her like this the most, it makes people feel heart-warming.

Let him feel that she is only his property.

It's wrong to have this kind of mentality, but deep down in his heart, that's what he really thinks.

Thinking about it, Lin Weiwei was very hungry. At first she got angry with him, but later she decided not to ruin her stomach. She drank a whole bowl of soup and ate a bowl full of rice.

She was too full and started hiccupping. Lu Chen led her to stand up, poured a glass of water and handed it to her.

Lin Qingqing already had experience, so she took a big gulp, and then swallowed slowly.

After a while, the hiccup stopped, and she was pulled out by him, walking around the old house.

As the name suggests, take a walk after dinner.

Lin Weiwei was reluctant, walked very slowly, lazily grabbed his arm, and was led away by his strength.

Lu Chen was not annoyed, and dragged her small body to move slowly, and did not leave the old house for a long time.

The old man saw this scene in front of the French windows upstairs, and he seemed to be able to see the smile on the corner of his grandson's mouth in the dark night.

It seems that the status of my grandson after marriage is really worrying.

The old man secretly sighed for him, and then went back to his room.

He was not like him back then, but the girl who made him want to pamper him for the rest of his life was gone.

She walked in pain, and when she came to an end, she held his hand tightly and called his name.

She is so reluctant.

Why is he not.

So in the rest of his life, he didn't marry again, and he devoted himself to leading Dalu Chengpeng and Zhuang Dalu's group. He put all his energy on these things, just to make himself have no time to think about her.

It hurts so much to think of her, even after decades, the scene of her dying is still vivid in my memory.

Can't forget, can't let go.

He can only hope that when he goes to the bottom, she will still remember him.

(End of this chapter)