Brother, I'm here to survive

Chapter 187 Help Me
Zijin looked at Ruohua, she was seven points like Xue Yunyue, and even her heart was like her mother's, Zijin stretched out his hand and touched Ruohua's face, Ruohua was slightly startled, not understanding Zijin's What does jin mean.

"Thank you."

Zijin said slowly, Ruohua looked at Zijin, thank you?Why did senior brother Zijin want to say thank you to her?
Zijin took a breath, suppressing the tumbling blood in his body.He reached out and tugged at the placket of his chest.

"Ruohua, my mother is from the demon world, and half of the blood in my body belongs to the demon race."

Ruohua is puzzled.

"So what? Senior Brother Zijin is still Senior Brother Zijin."

If Hua didn't understand what Zijin meant, even if Zijin had half of the demon blood in his body, so what?Isn't Senior Brother Zijin not Senior Brother Zijin?

Hearing this, Zijin showed a gratified smile, and he knew that Ruohua would not be like other people.

"I grew up in the demon world since I was a child. Even though I have half of the demon blood in my body, the blood is always impure, so my mother sent me to the fairy world. After many wanderings, I came to the Immortal Mountain. Later... I met Your mother, Ruohua, your mother is very good, very good, I really envy you, having such a mother."

As Zijin said, his tone was full of envy, yes, when he was young, he had imagined countless times that it would be great if Xue Yunyue was his mother.

"Brother Zijin..."

Ruohua opened her mouth slowly, even though Zijin didn't go into details, she could still understand Zijin's childhood life.It must have been the same as when she was a child.

Ruohua looked at Zijin, full of distress, but Zijin smiled indifferently.

Looking at Ruohua, he handed the things in his hands to Ruohua.

"Please do me a favor……"

Ruohua looked at the thing stuffed by the quilt in his hand. In his hand was a dagger-like thing, but the dense runes on it made Ruohua startled.

"Ruohua."

Ruohua looked at Zijin, and saw Zijin struggling to get up from the ground, looking straight at Ruohua, Ruohua was slightly startled, the feeling that made her restless became more and more obvious.

Zijin looked at Ruohua, he could no longer suppress the restlessness of the demonic blood in his body.

"Brother Zijin!"

Zijin looked at Ruohua and tore open his skirt.

"Ruohua, help me!"

Ruohua held the thing in her hand, she seemed to know something, but she didn't dare and didn't want to do it.

Zijin looked at Ruohua. He wanted to kill himself more than once, but he couldn't do it. If he could, he wouldn't see Ruohua now.

Ruohua shook his head and put the things in his hands aside.

"No! Senior Brother Zijin, you can't! You can't do this! Let's go to Senior Brother, shall we, Senior Brother will help you, Senior Brother Zijin, Senior Brother will help you, shall we go to Senior Brother?"

Ruohua said to Zijin, they still have senior brothers, don't they?Only seniors can help them.

Zijin shook his head, looked at Ruohua and said.

"No, if the senior brother knows, under the Xuanyuan sword, the gods and bodies will be destroyed. Ruohua, listen to me, help me, I am in pain, and senior brother Zijin is in pain, can you help me. "

There was a three-point plea in Zijin's tone, he couldn't let himself become a demon, no!
Ruohua shook his head.

"No, senior brother Zijin, senior senior brother won't do this, no."

Jing Shuo will not let senior brother Zijin die, no.

Zijin shook his head, Ruohua didn't understand, she didn't understand.

Zijin grabbed Ruohua's hand and said.

"Eldest brother is different from us, Ruohua, I beg you, please kill me, kill me and let me go to reincarnation, I can't die in the hands of elder brother, if I die in his hands, I will never die There's no chance."

Zijin didn't dare to gamble, if he gambled wrongly and died in the hands of Jing Shuo, he would have no chance, if he went to reincarnation, he still had a glimmer of life, if he was destined, he could still meet Xue Yunyue.

Zijin grabbed Ruohua's hand, struggled to pick up what Ruohua had thrown away, and put it in Ruohua's palm.

The suppression for the past few days had left him with no extra strength, and his pale face was even paler than when he was in Xianzhong Mountain that day.

He looked at Ruohua, he only wanted a happy one.

Ruohua shook her head, she didn't have the strength to hold the thing that Zijin handed over, she didn't know what it was, the runes on it scared her.

Compared with Zijin, her face was also extremely pale.

No matter what Zijin said, she would kill Zijin. This is impossible, impossible.

"I don't, Senior Brother Zijin, I can't do it, I really can't do it."

Ruohua's hands were trembling, even though Zijin was pulling her hand, she still couldn't control it, she was so scared, she didn't want to kill Senior Brother Zijin, she didn't want to!
Zijin took a breath and held Ruohua's hand. The blood of the monster in his body had been tormenting him. As long as he picked up the subduing pestle, he would be restless and unable to suppress it.

"Ruohua, don't be afraid, this is just a demon pestle, what dies is only a body with demon blood, my soul will go to reincarnation, you are not killing me at all, don't be afraid."

Ruohua shook his head.

"Isn't the blood of the demon race Senior Brother Zijin?"

Ruohua said angrily, what does it mean to kill senior brother Zijin?

Zijin smiled, he kept this secret all the time, thought that Ruohua would avoid it after hearing it, but at this moment he felt that he had done wrong before.It's too late now, he has no turning back, becoming a demon or dying, he only has these two paths, he chooses the latter.

"Ruohua, I'm very happy, but it's too late... help me, I've never asked you for anything, Ruohua help me, now only you can help me."

Zijin looked at Ruohua with sadness in his eyes. Even though it was too late now, he never regretted everything he had done.

"Ruohua, help me, only you can help me. Could it be that you want to see me completely annihilated in the hands of senior brother, without even the possibility of reincarnation?"

Ruohua shook her head, no, she didn't think so, senior brother wouldn't do that.

"No, brother Zijin, brother won't do this, you are the key point, brother won't let you die, he will help you find a way! No way!"

Ruohua hurriedly said, but Zijin didn't think so, there were too many things that Ruohua didn't know at all, the senior brother was born different from them.He can't bet.

"Ruohua, the only one who can help me now is you, I beg you, please help me... Send me to reincarnation, help me."

Zijin looked at Ruohua with a begging smile.

(End of this chapter)