my Mr. Ruffian

Chapter 228 entanglement
Time goes back to when he was young, he may have the courage to be like him.However, time will never turn back.He also inevitably experienced the impermanence of the world, and he couldn't control that increasingly tired heart.

In the fluttering snowflakes, Lu Fang stopped the car, stared at the bleak road under the warm yellow street lights, and became stunned.

When Cheng Xiao also returned home, his nose started to get stuffed.Sneezed twice in a row.Jiang Yingjing hastily put hot water on her to wash away the cold air from her body, then wrapped her in a blanket and threw her on the bed.

Cheng Xiao also didn't sleep well last night. Although Jiang's embrace was warm, he was afraid of being discovered by his parents. He was worried, and his mind was sometimes blurred and sometimes sober.At noon, he was tossing about again, and he didn't even take a nap.

I took a shower and wrapped myself in a blanket, feeling warm all over.The eyelids sank uncontrollably.She fell into a drowsy sleep, when she heard light footsteps coming in again, she knew it was Jiang Yingjing, she turned over and went back to sleep.

Jiang Yingjing sat on the bed, but did not go to bed. He patted Cheng Xiaoye's face and said with a light smile, "Lazy pig? Fell asleep so soon? Get up and drink some ginger soup before going to sleep. Don't catch a cold." .”

If he had known earlier, he should have asked Lu Fang to make an appointment until tomorrow, but Lu Fang was always a thorn in his heart, so he could resolve it earlier and feel at ease.

Cheng Xiao also fell into a drowsy sleep, how could he get up, and turned over again.The person on the bed looked like a child when he fell asleep. Jiang Yingjing watched, pinched his blushing face uncontrollably, and threatened in a low voice: "Hey, get up quickly. Otherwise, I will force feed you Already."

He thought that Cheng Xiao was only pretending to be asleep to threaten her like this, but Cheng Xiao was also in a daze, and didn't even notice the ambiguity in his tone, so he slapped away his hand that twisted her face.

After Jiang Yingjing's hand was knocked off, the world seemed to be quiet.It was quiet, and I could have slept soundly.But Cheng Xiaoye felt that something was wrong. With Jiang's temper, how could he let her go so easily?

Struggling with upper and lower eyelids, she struggled to open her eyes.Just as he opened his eyes, the bed on the other side sank.Jiang Yingjing's weird smile magnified in front of her eyes, and before she could react, he covered her lips.

The warm and slightly sweet ginger soup slowly flowed into the mouth.Cheng Xiao also opened his eyes wide in astonishment, the tongue of the person who was pressing on him pushed slightly, and the ginger soup flowed into his stomach.

Jiang Yingjing always enjoys eating tofu.While she was still in astonishment, she took another sip of ginger soup, leaned over to pry open her teeth, and fed it into the mouth of the person below her.

He obviously hated ginger soup, but now he felt that the strange smell was gone, and instead it had a different flavor.In this way, the lips and tongue were entangled again.

Half a bowl of ginger soup, entangled for 5 minutes.Cheng Xiaoye's face was blushing, Jiang Yingjing pecked lightly, and said with a low smile, "Go to sleep, I'll take a bath."

He actually let her go like this?Cheng Xiao was also surprised, quickly retracted his body into the quilt, and nodded repeatedly.She was really tired, and of course she wanted to have a good night's sleep.

Jiang Yingjing smiled lightly, leaned over and kissed her gently on the forehead, and then gently closed the door and left.

When he came back again, Cheng Xiao had already breathed evenly.The whole person is buried in the quilt, just like a little ostrich.

Jiang Yingjing sat on the edge of the bed and watched, then straightened the quilt lightly, exposed her head a little, and then walked out of the bedroom lightly.The light in the living room has been turned off, and the blurred and cold light in the community comes in through the floor-to-ceiling windows, casting layers of shadows.

Jiang Ying lit a cigarette and sat down on the sofa.He smoked too much a while ago, even though he tried his best to restrain himself in front of Cheng Xiaoye, he still has the craving.It's so easy to quit something you're addicted to all of a sudden.

Usually, when he was addicted to cigarettes, he hid in the bathroom and smoked quietly. This time she fell asleep, and he could smoke once again in a 'fair and fair' way.

In fact, he didn't sleep well, but he didn't know why he didn't feel sleepy.After taking two puffs of his cigarette, he stood up again, walked to the large French windows, and looked at the snowflakes under the warm light.

The thing that bothered him the most in his life was that Cheng Xiao also liked Lu Fang.Even now, it is still the case.

Lu Fang is a strong enemy, but he is also a person worthy of deep friendship.He knew very well that he and Cheng Xiao could be together only because he voluntarily backed down.He used to think he was selfish, but he wasn't.

He will love and let go.Maybe, in his heart, Cheng Xiaoye was still the little girl back then. Even though she would not stay by his side, he still hoped that she could live happily ever after.

Although, under her happiness is his endless loneliness and pain.He never thought that he would take the initiative to let go and make it happen.He didn't even want to admit it, but it was indeed true.

Jiang Yingjing took another deep breath of the cigarette, and slowly exhaled the smoke.The word "let go" is very simple, but it is extremely difficult to do it.He has tried, but he will never be able to be as calm as Lu Fang, and as generous as Lu Fang.

When he filed for divorce, he really thought that since she couldn't forget Lu Fang, he might as well let her go free.However, he couldn't do it, and his subconscious didn't allow him to do that.

He divorced her, but forced her desperately.He was unwilling and wanted to use this method to force her out of the tortoise shell.Even if she really doesn't have him at all in her heart, then he must die clearly and happily.It's better than being suffocated like this.

He is far from Lu Fang's calmness, he will be jealous, he will be jealous, and he can't help but want to make her hurt too.He knew he was selfish, but he couldn't control himself.

Sometimes, he was so tired that he wanted to give up.He wanted to become as hard as a stone, but after that moment of exhaustion, he still couldn't let go.He calculated in his heart, she had already been integrated into his flesh and blood, so how could he let her go so easily.

There was a demon living in his heart, and he couldn't let her go, so he could only pester her to death.Occasionally he calms down alone, he knows that he is too selfish, he wants to change, and hopes that he can become able to afford and let go.

However, he couldn't control his body or mind.This news event, he thought, this is the last time, if she really doesn't love him anymore, then he will let her go.

He told himself so, but he never dared to think deeply.He didn't dare to think about the consequences of her not loving him. He was even more afraid that he would make crazier moves.

(End of this chapter)