my Mr. Ruffian

Chapter 272 Malice
But it's only been two months, and apart from the pregnancy reaction, I can't detect the existence of the child at all.

Sooner or later, his expression was sluggish, and he never left his hand on his abdomen for a moment.Chi Nan helped her into the car, reached out and patted her head, and said softly: "Don't think too much, I'll ask the doctor to arrange a consultation tomorrow."

After a slight pause, he continued: "Anyway, Zheng Chong has the right to know, and I will call him later."

Sooner or later, he leaned back on the car seat with a dull expression, as if he couldn't hear anything.This child is not welcome, the Qi family may not care about her family background, but she will never allow her to marry into the Qi family with a child who does not belong to Qi Zichuan.

As for the Chi family, when they were about to catch up with the Zheng family, they would not allow this child to exist.

Zheng Chong, sooner or later, that expressionless face appeared in his mind, and he slowly closed his eyes.

The car was driving, and after being panicked, sooner or later, it calmed down, looking at the warm yellow lights outside the window without saying a word.

When I got home, sooner or later, I no longer lost my mind, and returned to my usual appearance.Chi Nan's mood was complicated, watching her fall on the sofa after entering the bathroom and rubbing the center of her brows vigorously.

He is not in favor of giving birth to a child. He is an experienced person who knows how hard it is for a single mother, and even more so, how tiring a marriage that exists in name only is.

Zao Zao and Zheng Chong have already separated, even if Zheng Chong agreed to marry for the sake of the child, Zao Zao will suffer from it in the future.

He suddenly remembered when his mother left. At that time, he was already eight years old, but he was only three years old early.Knowing what kind of character Chi Lidong is, what my mother can't let go of is Zao Zao.Before leaving, he touched Zao Zao's face over and over again, telling himself to take good care of her.

Zao Zao didn't understand anything, let alone the concept of death, when she saw her mother crying, she stretched out her round little hand to wipe away her tears.

Mother's tears fell harder, and she began to cry too.That was the last time they saw their mother. Mother went there that night, her eyes were wide open when she left.He knew that she couldn't let go of herself, let alone Zaozao.

When my mother first left, I asked my mother where my mother was all day long.Later, as I grew up, I never asked again.Maybe it's because she doesn't have a mother, although he takes good care of her, she still matures much earlier than her peers.Although he loves to make trouble, he is very measured and never let him worry about it.

Chi Nan couldn't bear it anymore and took out a cigarette and lit it.The tiredness between his brows did not ease, he smoked half a cigarette, and when he heard footsteps, he stubbed out the cigarette again.

"Brother, you go to the hospital, I'm fine." Seeing that Chi Nan was still sitting, Chi Chi Chi said in a low voice.After taking a bath, under the steam, her face was no longer as pale as before.There is no longer a dull look in the big eyes, with a calmness that does not match this age.

"It's not over yet. Auntie will take care of it. Just make a phone call later." Chi Nan stood up, took a towel to wipe the water from Chi Chi Zao's hair, and said softly, "There are some ingredients in the refrigerator. , How about I make a bowl of seafood noodles? No matter what, there are still things to eat.”

Sooner or later he hesitated and nodded.Chi Nan dried her hair for her, and when she was going to the kitchen, sooner or later she suddenly said, "Brother, can you use your phone for me."

Chi Nan took out her mobile phone and handed it to her, staring at her deeply, said: "Good morning, brother will always be here."

Sooner or later, he knew that he was afraid that he would do something stupid, and there was moist liquid overflowing from his eye sockets. After a long time, he hummed.

Chi Nan pressed her head against her chest for a few minutes before stroking her hair and entering the kitchen.Sooner or later, he took his mobile phone out of the yard, stared at the screen of the mobile phone for a long time, and then dialed the number that had been engraved in his mind with trembling fingers.

The call was quickly connected, but the person who answered was not Zheng Chong, but Zheng Chong's new assistant.

"Hi, let me find Zheng, Mr. Zheng." Chi Chi Chi's voice was a little hoarse, no matter how strong she was, she was just a child who hadn't gone through the storm.

"Excuse me, what is your surname?" The new assistant was quite winking, and of course he couldn't afford to offend someone who could call Zheng Chong's private number.

"Late." After a slight pause, she said again: "Sooner or later." Her voice was very small, and the name behind was almost whispered.

The assistant over there didn't notice that much, and after saying "wait a moment", there was no more sound over there.Sooner or later, a little sweat subconsciously broke out in the palms of the hands.The surrounding area was so quiet that there was no sound at all, and the light from the street lamp fell on the dilapidated courtyard wall, making it desolate.

It seems that after a long time of a century, there was a voice again, but it was not Zheng Chong's voice.

"I'm sorry, Ms. Chi, Mr. Zheng is still in the meeting. If you have something to do, I can tell him." The assistant was still polite, and he had already made preparations. Sooner or later, he felt as if he had fallen into an ice cellar, and his whole body was chilling. , could not help trembling.

She leaned against the pillar, her hand hangs down weakly, letting the phone slip from her hand.If Zheng Chong was really still in the meeting, then the assistant should have said just now.After so long, it was obviously just an excuse to say that he was in a meeting.

Sooner or later, I couldn't help curling up, staring blankly at the dark green moss growing from the cracks in the bricks under the shadow of the lamp.Helpless, dazed, pain overwhelmed the whole body.He is so tired of her that he doesn't even answer the phone, let her say anything, is it useful?Will he believe it?
Drops of tears slipped from his eyes and fell silently onto the dark green moss.Even though it was early spring, it was even colder than in the bitterly cold twelfth lunar month.

When Chi Nan came out, Chi Chi Chi curled up and leaned against the pillar.His eyes were empty, and tears kept rolling down his pale cheeks.

Chi Nan's heart ached, she stepped forward and picked her up, holding her tightly in her arms.This was the first time he saw her so helpless, but he couldn't do anything.

"Morning, it's okay, brother is still here." He whispered softly with pity in his voice.

Chi Chi Chi's tears fell even harder, enduring the choked sobs like tiny needles piercing Chi Nan's heart one by one.

He clenched his fists tightly, glanced at the mobile phone that was left aside, let go of Chi Chi Zao, picked up the mobile phone, and called the number she had dialed before.

The phone didn't connect, but a mechanical female voice reminded me to shut down the phone, "Zheng Chong, you fucking bastard!"

Chi Nan blushed, smashed the phone on the ground, punched the pillar, and roared angrily.He hates now, hates himself.He should have stopped Zao Zao in the first place and prevented her from passing.

In Chi Nan's memory, Chi Nan has always been gentle.Even loud reprimands to her are rare.The roar contained countless pains, and sooner or later the tears fell harder. He grabbed Chi Nan's hand that was punched on the pillar, and murmured in a low voice: "Brother, I'm fine, I'm fine."

The skin on the fist was broken, and the bright red liquid flowed down the back of the hand.Chi Chi Nan's eyes became even more red, and she hurriedly dragged Chi Nan into the house to find a medicine box for bandages.

Chi Nan had a painful look on his face, but it wasn't because of the pain in his fist.Rather, distressed.He only hated himself, and couldn't even protect his only sister.

By the time the medicine box was found sooner or later, Chi Nan's mood had stabilized.Sooner or later, while cleaning his bloody fist, he choked up and said, "Brother, does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, it's okay, it's just a flesh wound." Chi Nan reached out and gently rubbed Chi Chi Chi's hair, with complicated expressions in his eyes.

Sooner or later, the eye sockets became more red, and I tried my best to control myself not to let the tears fall.In the past, every time he was beaten by Chi Lidong, he would smile and say it didn't hurt, even though his body was covered with bruises.

Memories are like floods with valves turned on, sooner or later the pain is too painful to breathe, tears blurred the eyes again and again, she wiped them off with her sleeves again and again, cleaned the wound for Chi Nan, and wrapped it up with bandages little by little.

In the short dressing time, I wiped my eye sockets several times sooner or later.Chi Nan was helpless, coaxing in a low voice: "Don't cry, I'm fine."

Sooner or later, he didn't want the atmosphere to be so oppressive, so he pulled out a big smile with red eyes.Although he smiled, his eye sockets were still blurred.

Chi Nan's heart was sore, she gently hugged her into his arms, and said in a low voice, "Good morning, we all need to be well."

His voice was like a whisper, and sooner or later he felt equally uncomfortable, so he nodded vigorously.

Chi Nan rubbed Chi Chi Chi's head again, and then wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.The bowl of noodles he made has been mushy and can only be thrown away.

The atmosphere seemed to be a little more relaxed, but sooner or later my heart became more depressed.Made noodles with ready-made shrimps and green vegetables, obviously she didn't have any appetite, afraid that Chi Nan would be worried, but she ate most of the bowl with a smile.

This night, no matter it was Chi Nan or Sooner or later, it was destined to be a sleepless night.Chi Nan stood on the balcony to smoke in the middle of the night, and didn't stop until he coughed.

Chi Chi Chi put his hands on his abdomen and stroked gently.The abdomen is as usual, still flat.It is completely unimaginable that there will be a small life inside.

Tears fell from the corners of her eyes again and again, and she remembered Chi Nan's tangle of brows when he talked about Qi Shi, and the tears fell even more violently.

Unprecedented pain envelops the body, the flesh and blood are separated, and the flesh and blood will really be separated.Before calling Zheng Chong, she still had a glimmer of hope in her heart.But now, the heart has long been covered with despair.

The pain gradually became numb, she opened her eyes wide, and stroked her abdomen mechanically.In the darkness of a room, despair covers everything.

The next morning, when Chi Nan woke up early, Chi Nan had already bought breakfast.Soup dumplings, porridge, and soy milk.

The siblings finished their breakfast in silence. Chi Nan stared at Zao Zao, and said in a low voice, "Zao Zao, you can't have this child. I'll reject the Qi family. But you can't have this child."

"Whether you hate me or blame me, I will not allow you to give birth to this child." Chi Nan's voice was hoarse but firm.

Sooner or later, she lowered her head, her long eyelashes fluttering gently, and after a while, she said hello in a hoarse voice.

After a while, she raised her head again, with crystal clear teardrops in her eyes, and said hoarsely: "Brother, the surgery will take another week, okay?"

Her hand unconsciously stroked her abdomen, Chi Nan's heart felt sore, and she said hello dumbly.

A week passed quickly, and sooner or later he didn't call Zheng Chong again, most of the time he was rubbing his abdomen in a daze.Sometimes I brace myself up and find a fairy tale book to read slowly, as if the baby in my stomach can hear it.

Taking Xiaobao out for shopping, she walked to the door of the maternity and baby store. She couldn't move, and went into the store to pick out a set of small clothes, small shoes, small socks, and small hats for the newborn baby.

The emotions of the mother will affect the baby in the womb.She tried her best to make herself happy. In his last week in this world, all she could give was to make him happy.

Sometimes lying on the bed at night, tears would fall unconsciously, stroking my stomach and saying sorry over and over again.

For the operation, Chi Nan found a well-known gynecologist in the industry. Sooner or later, he lay on the operating bed, stroking his abdomen for redness and swelling of the eye sockets.When it was time to take the anesthetic, she said in a hoarse voice: "No need to take the anesthetic, I'm fine."

The doctor was a little surprised. Seeing her determination, she finally didn't let the anesthesiologist administer anesthesia.During the operation, tears kept rolling down her cheeks, but she didn't say a word.

Dr. Xie has performed surgeries for many years, and many of them kept asking if it hurts before entering the operating room, and asked not to take anesthesia like sooner or later. This is the first time she has seen them.

She couldn't help but said softly: "Cry out when it hurts, don't bear it."

Sooner or later, he shook his head vigorously, with a trace of stubbornness on his lips.After the operation was over, sooner or later her clothes were already soaked in sweat. Dr. Xie looked at that pale and calm face, reached out and wiped the tears off her cheeks, and said softly, "Don't cry, little girl!" Crying too much during confinement hurts your body. Now that you have made your choice, you must face it with strength. There are always many ups and downs in life, and you must live for those who love you.”

After a slight pause, she continued: "Tears should be shed for those who are worthy. Come back after the tumor is healthy. I will go to the imperial capital next month. When the time comes, you will come. I will see it before deciding." surgery time."

Chi Chi said thank you with a pale face and hoarse voice, and then closed his eyes.Dr. Xie gave some instructions to the nurse in a low voice, and then he ordered someone to give him an infusion sooner or later.

The child in the stomach is removed, and sooner or later the heart will be empty.Tiredness eroded her body, she closed her eyes tightly, unwilling to open them again.

Sooner or later, he would not want to talk anymore, and would be in a daze all day long.Chi Nan ate whatever he brought.It wasn't until Chi Nan called a psychiatrist that she pulled herself together and forced herself to smile.

Before the surgery sooner or later, Chi Lidong came to the old house once.Seeing that the old house was dilapidated, he said that he needed someone to repair it.After saying this, he hesitated and said that sooner or later he would go out and date Qi Zichuan more. He has never cared about this daughter, and after getting sweets from the Qi family, he naturally wanted to please her.

He always liked to promise bad promises, and never mentioned the matter of repairs. With Zhang Yuzhen's shrewdness, how could it be possible for him to pay for the repairs of the old house.It might be demolished here, and the house is in Chi Nan's name, how could she spend a lot of money and waste money.

Chi Nan naturally didn't say anything about the miscarriage.Tell Zhang Yuzhen and the Qi family that she is sick.After the invitation from the Qi family, Zhang Yuzhen was busy showing off, and never came over once.Of course Chi Lidong didn't come, he just pretended to let his aunt take good care of Chi Chi Zao.

Sooner or later, half a month after the operation, Qi Zichuan didn't know what kind of madness he had, and he came to see her in the old house.

His flamboyant Lamborghini was parked in the alley, and immediately attracted onlookers.Qi Ershao was used to this, and knocked on the door of the old house coquettishly.

Seeing Qi Zichuan, my aunt panicked for a while, invited him to sit at home, and immediately went downstairs to let him go downstairs sooner or later.

The aunt knew that Xiaoyuezi was going to be raised, her eyes were full of distress, she told Chi Chi to go downstairs, and then called Chi Nan to come back.With Chi Nan coming forward, Zaozao also had an excuse to go back to the room to rest.

Sooner or later, when he went downstairs, Qi Zichuan happened to tease Xiaobao in a temper.Xiao Bao was timid, he took out a lollipop from his pocket, and said with a smile, "Call me brother, and brother will give you a lollipop."

The corners of Chi Chi Chi's mouth couldn't help twitching, and he really figured out how to ask Xiao Bao to call him brother.

Xiaobao obviously wanted the lollipop very much, and he recognized his life, seeing that sooner or later he would come down, he went forward and called aunt eagerly.

Qi Zichuan leaned lazily on the sofa, without blushing, and said with a smile: "It should be called little uncle, right, early?"

There was some banter in his words, and sooner or later he pursed his lips, ignored him, and said calmly, "Mr. Qi, should you drink tea or coffee?"

Qi Zichuan knocked on the coffee table a few times with the hand holding the car keys, looked at the morning and evening, smiled and said: "I don't drink coffee or tea, I heard from my aunt that your snacks and dishes are very good, so I came here to taste your craftsmanship."

The smile on his face was extremely pure, but his eyes were somewhat sharp.I'm still in confinement, how can I cook and make snacks.The aunt was a little anxious, and hurriedly said: "I'm sick early, let me do it, Mr. Qi."

How could anyone who came to visit ask the patient to cook and eat? Of course, Auntie also noticed that Qi Zichuan was not here to visit.

Qi Zichuan continued to stare at Chi Chi Chi, and said with a smile, "I want to try my fiancée's craftsmanship, can you do the same?"

He directly ignored the word sick, and the aunt was even more disturbed, turning her head to see sooner or later.Chi Chi Chi's face was very calm, and he said lightly: "If there is nothing, I have to go to the supermarket to buy it. Mr. Qi may have to wait a bit."

Qi Zichuan squinted his eyes, tapped the coffee table lightly, and said lazily: "It's okay, I just happened to be idle, it's been a while since we saw each other, we should also cultivate our relationship."

Said, no longer caring about sooner or later, teasing Xiao Bao with the lollipop in his hand: "Come, come, call little uncle, little uncle will give you a lollipop."

Xiao Bao ignored him and went to look for a toy to play with.People like Qi Zichuan couldn't be patient. Seeing that Xiaobao ignored him, he made a phone call, screaming sweetly one after another.

Auntie felt sorry for sooner or later, so she entered the kitchen and said, "I called your brother, just delaying the time. Don't really do it, what if the root cause of the disease is left behind."

Sooner or later, while writing the purchase list, he smiled and said, "It's okay, how can I be so delicate."

Knowing the relationship between the two families, the aunt hesitated to speak, but finally said nothing.

The supermarket is not far away, and my aunt will be back soon.Afraid of running into raw water sooner or later, I boiled a lot of hot water.

Qi Zichuan leaned against the door of the kitchen, watching her movements, as if the supervisor would sooner or later.Sooner or later it was peaceful, stirring flour, baking cookies, and washing rice for cooking.

The aunt was very worried, but she didn't feel it, but her body was still weak, and her waist was a little sore after standing for a long time.

Chi Nan didn't know what was the delay, and she never came back.Sooner or later, the cookies were brought out, and the dishes were made and served, and then it was done.

There are many taboos during the confinement period. She was feeding Xiaobao most of the time, and she didn't eat much.Qi Zichuan didn't eat much, and the cookie barely moved.

After dinner, Qi Zichuan didn't say to leave.Let sooner or later to make black tea.When I came out sooner or later, my aunt had already taken Xiaobao to take a nap.

Qi Zichuan was playing a game slowly with his mobile phone, when he saw that sooner or later came out, he put down his mobile phone.Picking up the teacup and taking a sip of tea, he said with a smile, "I went to see a movie the day before yesterday and thought it was very creative, do you want to listen to it?"

Sooner or later, of course, he didn't think that he would kindly tell her about movies.Before she could speak, he said slowly: "Do you believe that there is a different dimension in this world? That space is called the forgotten space. All the things that disappear from this world and are forgotten will exist in another world."

Having said that, he narrowed his eyes, suddenly approached Chi Chi Zao, and said with a smile, "Have you forgotten anything?"

Sooner or later, he straightened his body, pursed his lips and did not speak.Qi Zichuan sat up straight again, and lazily said: "That movie is about a female writer who accidentally entered the forgotten space. There, she met her deceased grandfather."

After a slight pause, a strange light flashed in the long and narrow eyes, and he said with a smile: "She also met, met the child she lost. The flesh and blood grew into a ten-year-old girl. She didn’t even have a name. In that alien space, the female writer saw the horror of that space. The unformed baby scratched and scratched, making terrifying whistling sounds. The female writer was trembling with fear, but the little girl said that's where she grew up."

"The lost child must spend time in that cave during the immature period. Only when he grows up can he come out of your space. That world is not peaceful. There is a destructive force in the space. Over a period of time, those objects will collapse. Even if they come out of the cave, they may be destroyed at any time. The destroyed things will never reappear."

Speaking of this, Qi Zichuan took a sip of tea, paused, and looked at Chi Chi Chi with his long and narrow eyes.

Sooner or later, his face was pale, and there were fine beads of sweat on his forehead.The fingers clenched unconsciously.

(End of this chapter)