my Mr. Ruffian

Chapter 298 Uneasy
Sooner or later, before he could react, the spicy liquid flowed down his throat.It was very strange, it should be uncomfortable, but because of the slightly cool lips on the lips, it was not uncomfortable, and the senses became strange in an instant.

Zheng Chong was extremely gentle, bit by bit tossing and lingering.There was a mellow taste of wine in his mouth, I don't know if it was his or hers...

Sooner or later, my mind is a little out of control, and I don't know whether it is sadness or joy.After struggling a few times but failing to break free, she closed her eyes and numbly let him ask for it.From the corners of the eyes, slightly wet liquid quietly overflowed from the eye sockets and slid down the cheeks.

Tasting the saltiness on his lips, Zheng Chong's movements froze slightly, but he didn't let go.Sucking away the little bit of saltiness, he said in a hoarse voice: "You don't believe me that much?"

Probably because of drinking, his voice was much deeper than usual.No anger, just as calm as a sigh.

The mind is out of control, and sooner or later it will not be able to pretend to be calm.Turning his face away, there was a look of misery at the corner of his mouth, and he said lightly: "It doesn't make any sense to believe or not to believe. I only know now that we are not suitable. From the beginning, it was my delusion."

So, from now on, she will no longer have delusions, face the reality, and live a peaceful and ordinary life.Indeed, they are not suitable.Things that have been broken for a long time, even if they are seamlessly glued together, are still not the original.

And she, her feelings, had already been scarred by time.She didn't have the courage to do it again, not even the courage to face it.Her courage was exhausted when she went to S city.

She doesn't want it anymore, she doesn't want anything anymore, she just wants to live a peaceful life without waves.

Zheng Chong leaned over to look at her, his dark eyes were dull, unable to see any emotion.After a long time, he let go of his hand, took out his mobile phone and made a call, then said lightly, "Let's go."

Chi Chi wiped the corner of his mouth with his hand, turned around without any expression, and opened the door.

After the door was closed, Zheng Chong leaned heavily against the wall.He was also prepared to tell the truth about the past that had been tormented for many years.But now, she doesn't listen anymore.She doesn't listen anymore.

Zheng Chong clenched the wine glass tightly, with a somewhat lonely and frustrated expression on his expression.The silence in the room was suffocating, and the pattern on the glass burned my fingers a little painfully.As if he suddenly woke up, he threw the wine glass on the table, grabbed his coat and rushed out.

Most likely it was already numb from the pain, and sooner or later, I didn't feel any special feeling, and I didn't go back to the private room after leaving the door, I just took the elevator and went down.

Li Zong had probably forgotten about her at this time, and he didn't even make a phone call after being out for so long.

The lights in the middle of the night are silent and few, and there are taxis whizzing by on the street.Sooner or later, the discomfort in my stomach did not go away, it was still top-heavy and unspeakably uncomfortable.

The wind caressed his cheeks, and his face was cold.Only then did she realize that she was crying again.Fortunately, there were not many pedestrians in the middle of the night, otherwise, they would definitely have received sympathetic looks.

Sooner or later, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his face, took a deep breath, and stood still for a while before moving forward slowly under the dark yellow street lights.

When Zheng Chong drove to catch up with her, she had already walked to the side of the bus stop, staring at the dim lights all the way in a daze.The thin figure became thinner and thinner in the night wind.

Zheng Chong's eyes were obscure, he parked the car in front of her, rolled down the window, and said flatly, "I'll take you back."

He pursed his lips tightly, with a stubborn and impatient expression on his face.Sooner or later there was silence, there was no one on the platform, and the two were deadlocked.

Zheng Chong looked straight at Chi Chi Chi, suddenly opened the car door and got out of the car, approaching step by step, far away, as if afraid of her escape, grabbed her hand, lowered his voice and said without any emotion: "Because Jincheng?"

Sooner or later, he struggled to break free from his hand, and said calmly: "You think too much, it has nothing to do with others."

Her downplaying attitude angered Zheng Chong, and Zheng Chong's hand on her wrist increased his strength.Sooner or later, his face was still indifferent, Zheng Chong pursed his lips, looked at the wrist tightly held by him, and suddenly let go of her hand, looking at him as if looking at a stranger, After a long time, as if suppressing the anger in his heart, he said without any emotion: "I'll take you back."

Sooner or later, he would naturally not let him see him off again, and calmly said with his head down: "Thank you, I will go back by myself."

Zheng Chong glanced at her, stopped talking, turned around, took the car keys and got into the car.The car quickly disappeared into the dazed night.

It was almost one o'clock in the morning when I got home sooner or later. My aunt opened the door and saw that she drank too much wine, and then made her hangover soup.Sooner or later, she remembered all the situations she had with Chi Nan in the past, and covered her face tightly with her hands.

Life is still going on step by step. I used to think that some people have already melted into their bones and blood and cannot be separated. Facts have proved that time can erase many things, including the emotions that I once thought were deep.

Li Zong took care of sooner or later, and took her to their alumni gathering on weekends to introduce Shenghe's manager for her.

In such occasions, it is most likely to be misunderstood.Li Zong told Chi Sooner about their situation at school, and asked her to pretend to be a junior school girl.There are so many people on that occasion, anyway, they won't stare and ask non-stop.

Alumni gatherings are always the same, loud and chaotic.The same goes for Li Zong and the others. Li Zong was surrounded by a group of people as soon as he arrived. Sipping.

After Li Zong finished dealing with a group of people, he sat next to Chi Chi Chi and said in a low voice: "He hasn't arrived yet, I'll just let you toast later. This time I'm a familiar face, I'll ask him out in a few days Let's talk after dinner."

He is afraid that sooner or later he will be eager for quick success, which will make people disgusted.Sooner or later, he nodded vigorously to show that he knew.

Shenghe's manager was late, and he came alone.As soon as he came, he was booed by everyone and punished himself with three cups.

This kind of occasion is really not suitable for talking about things.Sooner or later, after getting acquainted with each other, he was put aside.Because Li Zong would talk to her in a low voice from time to time, even if the men present had feelings for her, Li Zong could only put an end to their thoughts.

Until the end of the dinner, sooner or later I was unable to speak to the manager of Shenghe alone.Li Zong signaled her not to worry, because she had to go to KTV later.

The feeling of sitting dryly among a group of strangers is actually very awkward, and there is nothing to say. Although no one has noticed you, there is always a feeling of being on your back.

Sooner or later, I actually didn't want to go again at all. Thinking of the commission, I took another deep breath and cheered myself up.

It's just sitting around, and someone has the cheek to wait at the door for the sake of performance.I have never had such an experience. Although I kept smiling sooner or later, I was inevitably frustrated in my heart.
As soon as a group of people arrived at the KTV, they began to order songs and drink. You come and go, pushing a cup and changing a cup, it is very lively.Sooner or later, seeing that he couldn't get in the conversation, he told Li Zong and went out to breathe.

As soon as he walked out of the private room, a girl with long hair reaching her waist hurried out from the private room next door.She was probably drunk and wanted to rush to the bathroom to throw up.

Sooner or later, she avoided it at the fastest speed, but her momentum still knocked her into a stagger, hitting the wall behind her.The back of the head hurts.

The girl obviously didn't expect a person to appear suddenly, she was covering her chest and was about to say sorry, when she looked up and saw Chi Chi Zao rubbing the back of her head, she said pleasantly, "Zao Zao..."

As soon as a name was called, there was a rush in my stomach.She covered her mouth with one hand, and with the other hand she took Chi Chi Chi and ran straight to the bathroom, as if she was afraid of escaping sooner or later.

Sooner or later, he was surprised and helpless, allowing her to drag him away.After vomiting and rinsing his mouth, Yin Shu straightened up, slapped him hard, and said angrily, "Where did you go, you damn girl? I didn't know you moved until I went to your house to find you. Why didn't you notify me?"

Yin Shu was still the same as before, carefree.Chi Chi gave a wry smile, and said sullenly, "There is going to be demolition over there. I've been busy recently, and I didn't expect you to return to China so soon, so I didn't tell you."

Yin Shu and Chi Sooner have been friends since junior high school. After graduating from high school, Yin Shu went abroad and came back once a year.Despite the distance, the relationship between the two has not faded.Even though he only sent an email or made a phone call once in a year or so, Yin Shu still acted as if he had never left, carefree, not at all unfamiliar and polite.

Yin Shu has always been ignorant, so he didn't ask what happened sooner or later, he hugged him with a smile, and said with a smile: "I didn't come back until the Chinese New Year, but my grandma's birthday is coming soon, so I came back early I originally wanted to give you a surprise, but who knows that you have moved. You can’t get through the phone, and you don’t reply to the email. I’m asking my brother to help you find out the news.”

Sooner or later is not the usual sooner or later, even though we haven't seen each other for a long time, we still can't bounce around like a child like before.Then talk about where to eat, where to play.

Yin Shu was the same as before, pulling Chisooner out and saying, "It's too noisy here, I'll go say hello to Tiantian, let's go out and find a place to sit. Let me tell you, I'm going to be with my crush for a few years Your male god is engaged..." At this point, she changed the subject again, turned her head to look at Chi Chi Chi, and asked curiously, "By the way, are you in a relationship?"

Yin Shu's personality is different from Chi Chi Chi, and he is very playful. He had been in love several times when he was in junior high school, and he never broke up with his boyfriend over the years.

Sooner or later, he didn't intend to tell her about her and Zheng Chong, so he smiled and didn't speak.She didn't speak, Yin Shu thought she hadn't talked about it, and exaggerated: "Are you 25 or [-]? Are you going to become a nun without falling in love? You have wasted your wonderful youth like this, what a crime!"

Her speech was still the same as before, crackling like pouring beans.She didn't relax her grip on Chi Chi Chi's hand, Chi Chi Chi Chi was scratched by her nails, she said helplessly, "Let go of me first, I also came out with my friends, and I have to say hello before leaving. Let's See you at this door later."

Only then did Yin Shu realize that he was holding her a little tighter, and he let go of his hand apologetically, and said like a curious baby: "What kind of friends are you with? Let me also see what kind of people you have been with these years Together."

She is a familiarity, and she doesn't feel uncomfortable at all.Chi Chi Chi was about to tell her that he wasn't here to play, so Li Zong opened the door and walked out. Seeing Chi Chi Chi was with Yin Shu, he was taken aback, then smiled and said, "Zao Chi is your friend? Come in and sit down together?"

He came out, and sooner or later he was too lazy to go in.He smiled and said: "I won't go in, we haven't seen each other for a long time, let's take a step first."

Li Zong smiled understandingly, looked inside, and said: "Today is too noisy, I will ask him out next time."

Although he is an old classmate, he still has to find out what other people say.It's better for him to come forward than run around like a headless chicken sooner or later.

Sooner or later he smiled gratefully, and before he could speak, Li Zong waved his hand heartily and said, "Go, don't play too late, it's not safe for a girl to go home alone."

Sooner or later he was speechless to the extreme, she was drunk and she left and he didn't even remember to call and ask, but now he was pretending to be a good person.

Li Zong probably knew what she was thinking, he smiled and said, "I'm going to the bathroom." Then he quickly slipped away.

It wasn't until his figure disappeared at the end of the corridor that Yin Shu asked curiously: "Who is that man? Is he your friend?"

Chi Chi shook his head, smiled faintly, and said, "No, it's the manager of our department."

She didn't want to talk too much about work, but she just said a word so lightly and didn't go on.

Yin Shu was obviously not interested in her work, so he went into the private room next door to say hello, then walked out bouncingly, and said with a smile, "Let's go, I'll treat you to a barbecue."

"You're still a sea turtle, you're really generous." Chi Chi Chi laughed and couldn't help but joke.

Yin Shu pouted and said, "Are you mocking me? I'm still a rice bug. I haven't played enough. I'll go to work after a while. Oh, you don't know, I haven't been back for long, I Mom has said it countless times, saying that I am ignorant, and how caring other people's daughters are, I am almost annoyed to death. After a while, I will find a class, and I will definitely move out of the house immediately !"

She was just playing lip service, she was the only daughter in the family, and the family would not allow her to move out.Even if she is far away abroad, she has never been free, let alone close.The second elder naturally wanted to keep her under his nose.

Although they are friends, sooner or later they don't know much about Yin Shu's family.All I know is that she has a good family background and is an only daughter.Although Yin Shu is careless, he never talks about his family background, and only talks about his parents when he occasionally complains.Sooner or later, he never asked gossip, and of course, Yin Shu never asked her either.

Sooner or later, she always just smiled at her complaints, and this time was no exception.Yin Shu's thinking has always been unconstrained. He just complained about the family affairs, and said with a smile: "I'm going to get engaged, I think I'm going to get married soon, and then you have to be a bridesmaid."

"Tsk tsk, I'm really not ashamed. I'm looking forward to getting married without even making an appointment. I'm not afraid of scaring others away." Sooner or later, I couldn't help but joke.

It was rare for Yin Shu not to play tricks anymore, he gave a wry smile, and said, "It's really what you said, I was just afraid that he would run away, so I urged him to prepare for the engagement."

Sooner or later, I just wish I could find a needle to sew my mouth shut.Before you figure out the situation, you should tightly shut your mouth.

The smile on her face was extremely embarrassing, but Yin Shu patted her on the shoulder as if nothing had happened, and said with a smile: "Don't sympathize with me, it's nothing unusual. There are many unrequited love people in this world Well, I'm just one of them. As long as you can see it, it's fine."

After a slight pause, she said a little lonely again: "He is really an exception. I have never wanted to be alone physically and mentally."

The atmosphere of a reunion is naturally not suitable for talking about these things, Yin Shu quickly brought the topic to the past.

Probably because they fell in love, the two sat in front of the barbecue booth, and Yin Shu babbled about that person's happiness again.To say that he is good does not mean how kind that person is to her, but how good-looking that person is and how he behaves.

Yin Shu has talked with many boyfriends, but sooner or later she has never been so serious.She smiled wryly in her heart, love really has a special magic power, it can turn a carefree person into such a chatterbox.

After talking about himself, Yin Shu asked curiously again: "Didn't you say you liked someone again before? Why didn't you follow up? Let me tell you, if you like it, you have to go after it, but don't let yourself regret it. If you follow one People who don’t feel it live a lifetime, it’s better not to live it.”

Sooner or later, he took a sip of beer from a glass, lowered his head, and his eyelashes cast a faint shadow under his eyes.Although I feel that I have long been numb, but when I mention it in front of outsiders, I still find it difficult to speak.After a while, she said lightly: "It's already been divided, I don't think about it so much now, let's talk about it later."

Yin Shu has always been open-mouthed, so he let out an ah, and said: "How can we divide, you still like her even now, right?"

Does she still like him now?Sooner or later, I was at a loss for a moment, and then I smiled and said perfunctorily: "If it doesn't suit me, I will share it. I guess I don't like it as much as I thought."

Not all people have enough courage to face the disaster in an unsuitable love.In the grinding of time, no matter how profound something is, what remains is only a tiredness.

Yin Shu saw that sooner or later his mood was not high, he patted the table heavily, and said: "If you don't go to the old one, you won't come to the new one. I'll introduce you to someone who is thousands of times better than him. He has no vision and makes him regret it." go!"

Sooner or later, I didn't explain too much, I just smiled.When Yin Shu said this, he seemed to think of something, patted his forehead, and said, "Whenever you are free, I will call my family and ask him to treat you to dinner. You can choose the place to eat at that time." , don't save him!"

Sooner or later, she made him laugh, and said, "You're quite rude when someone else pays the bill."

Yin Shu said brazenly: "His is mine too, eating his is equivalent to eating my future."

Facing her thick skin, sooner or later he was extremely speechless.Yin Shu chuckled, raised his glass and said to Chi Chi Zao, "It's been so long since we've seen each other, we're going to get drunk today!"

She had vomited once earlier, and sooner or later she couldn't be persuaded, so she could only let her drink.Sooner or later, she thought that Yin Shu was happy, but she didn't expect to cry while drinking.

Sooner or later, he murmured words that he couldn't hear clearly, and tears kept streaming down his face.At the end, all I know is to ask: "Will you like me? I'll ask my dad to help you. Will you like me?"

Sooner or later, her heart was sore, and she patted her on the back lightly like coaxing a child.When he got drunk, Yin Shu's crying gradually subsided, and he lay down on the table and sobbed softly.

Sooner or later, when she was thinking about how to get her back, a car stopped on the side of the road, and a man in western yellow walked over.He was dressed formally and attracted the attention of several people at the barbecue.

He walked straight up to Chi Chi Zao, and said respectfully, "Miss Chi, thank you for accompanying our miss. I'll take you back home."

With the experience of being deceived by Zheng Chong last time, sooner or later it will no longer be so easy to trust people.He looked at the man suspiciously.

The man smiled helplessly, took out his ID card and handed it to Chi Chi Chi, and said, "I didn't lie to you, if you don't believe me, I can call Miss's mother to talk to you."

In fact, he wanted to come here just now, but he was afraid of being scolded by Yin Shu, so he never came here.Who knows that not being able to come is troublesome.

"Even if you call me, I don't know if what you said is true or not." Isn't it easy to find someone to pretend to be?Sooner or later, she spoke bluntly. After thinking about it, she pointed to the hotel opposite and said, "She won't be going home tonight. Help me take her to the hotel."

The man obviously hesitated, and said "wait a moment", called to ask for instructions, and after waiting for permission, he smiled apologetically, carried Yin Shu on his back, and walked to the opposite hotel.

Sooner or later, although drunk, but still fully sober.He vaguely felt that Yin Shu's family background was not simple, but he didn't think deeply about it.They are just friends and have nothing to do with anything.

The man opened the room, sent Yin Shu to the room, and said respectfully: "Our young lady is getting engaged, and she is not in a good mood. I will trouble you tonight."

Sooner or later, he wanted to ask Yin Shu who he was going to marry, but in the end he didn't ask, nodded and said, "You're welcome."

The man smiled apologetically, "I live across the street, you can call me anytime you need something." Even though he lived in a hotel, he was still worried after all.Sooner or later, the mess in my heart got bigger, but in the end I didn't say anything, just nodded.

When the man left, he wanted Yin Shu to get up and wash up sooner or later.Seeing the tear stains all over her face, he did not wake her up in the end, fetched water to wipe the tear stains off her face, and then lifted the quilt to cover her.Sitting on the edge of the bed in a daze, he started a daze.

After a long time, she got up, called her aunt, went into the bathroom, stood in front of the mirror, and looked at her pale face in the mirror.

When she was lying on the bed, she tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. Thinking of the person Yin Shu described, the uneasiness in her heart spread little by little.

(End of this chapter)