my Mr. Ruffian

Chapter 302 entanglement
The drizzle gradually turned into a drizzle, and the air smelled of gloomy and damp autumn rain.The street lamps on both sides cast long shadows on the ground one after another.

It was past nine o'clock, but the industrial park was brightly lit.The security guard at the door is sorting out the courier.Sooner or later, I arrived at the door, but didn't go in, but just stood there blankly.Let the light rain meander down along the hair.

In the industrial park separated by an electronic gate, employees occasionally pass by in a hurry, and the roar of the machine seems to be transmitted to the eardrums.

After an unknown amount of time, a group of people walked out from the distance.Probably due to his special status, there was actually someone around to help hold the umbrella.

Sooner or later, I wanted to avoid it, but when my eyes fell on the person on the right through the hazy mist, it suddenly became obscure, and the steps under my feet seemed to weigh a thousand catties, and I couldn't take another step .

The two leaders were Qi Zichuan and Zheng Chong.Far away, separated by the rain curtain and the dim yellow light, the expressions on the faces of the two of them could not be seen clearly.

There was icy liquid sliding down his cheeks, and he woke up sooner or later, as if he felt something, Zheng Chong glanced over with cold eyes.

Sooner or later, I take half a step back unconsciously, alternately in chaos and blankness, my mind seems to explode, and it seems to be empty.Not wanting to think about anything, she turned around and rushed into the vast night.

When Zheng Chong caught up sooner or later, she had just reached the side of the road and was about to cross the road.He grabbed her slender wrist, suppressed his anger in his dark eyes, and shouted in a low voice, "Are you crazy, aren't you?"

Sooner or later, my face was wet, and I couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears.I don't know if she was woken up by Zheng Chong's scolding or what, she stopped in her tracks, turned her head, and a miserable smile appeared on her lips: "Yes, I am crazy, if I am not crazy, how could I fall in love with you .”

Her face was pale without a trace of blood, and there was tragic despair and hatred in her eyes.Zheng Chong was startled, he held her wrist even harder, and said coldly, "Who told you what?"

Chi Chi Chi's mouth was miserable, and he tried hard to break free from her confinement.The more she struggled, the tighter Zheng Chong's grip was.There was unconcealable anger in the deep black eyes, and he said through gritted teeth: "You don't believe me?"

"What do you think I should believe in you?" Chi Chi Chi's tone was still full of sarcasm, knowing that Zheng Chong would not let her go at this moment, she tried hard to pull her wrist out.A frightening red-purple circle soon appeared on the pure white wrist, and it was burning with pain.

Zheng Chong pursed his lips and looked at her without any expression.The angrier he was, the calmer he became.Even the frowning brows were relaxed, but the whole body exuded a cold and intimidating aura.There are faint red threads in the eyes, completely ignoring the pain on Chi Chi Chi's face.

The two faced each other, and the cold rain continuously slid down from the hair and down the cheeks, some fell to the ground, and some fell to the collarbone along the lower jaw.

Probably in a daze, Chi Chi Chi's pale face was tinged with bruises, but Zheng Chong didn't seem to notice anything, holding back his anger and looking at Chi Chi Chi coldly.

"Let go of me!" Chi Chi Sooner struggled, growling in a low voice.

Zheng Chong's rationality gradually recovered, and he slightly loosened Chi Chi Chi's wrist, but did not let go.Seeing that the atmosphere between the two had eased, the driver who had already stopped and waited at the side called Mr. Zheng at the right time.

Zheng Chong's eyes were cold, and he turned his head to look at the driver, and dragged Chi Chi to the side of the car without any sympathy.

The mud splashed all over the trouser legs and shoes, his steps were still calm and elegant, but the hostility in his body was a bit scary.

"Let go of me, let me go, why are you pulling me?!" Sooner or later he kicked and hit him, but Zheng Chong strode to the car as if he couldn't feel the pain, forcefully stuffed her into the car.

His hands tightly clasped her wrists, and sooner or later he couldn't struggle, so he bit down hard.There was a faint smell of blood between the lips and teeth, but Zheng Chong didn't even groan.Sooner or later, he was frustrated for no reason, and let go of his mouth wearily.

As soon as he let go, his chin was pinched, and the slightly cool lips covered it all at once, "You don't believe me?"

There was a bit of irritation in Zheng Chong's voice, and the intertwined lips and teeth seemed to deliberately make him feel pain sooner or later.

Sooner or later, he returned the same ruthlessness to her, and there was a faint smell of blood in his mouth, and he didn't know whose it was.

Zheng Chong was ruthless, without any sympathy.After biting, he held her head tightly in his arms, allowing him to struggle sooner or later.

The car drove all the way to Zheng Chong's apartment, and sooner or later he was also forced to get out of the car.Shocked by Zheng Chong's ruthlessness, she kicked and cursed, trying to escape with all her might.

How could Zheng Chong do what she wished, holding her hands with one hand, and wrapping his arms around her waist with the other, and directly screwed her into the elevator.

The look on Zheng Chong's face was gloomy, and there were many shadows in his deep eyes.Sooner or later, she kicked and hit him, but there was no response. When she entered the room, she let go of her hand and loosened her tie, and said coldly, "Are you going to make trouble? Okay, I'll have enough trouble with you. "

Chi Chi Chi gritted his teeth with a pale face and did not speak. He threw his tie on the ground and approached her step by step with his suit on: "You don't have the slightest sense of trust in me? I would rather believe other people's nonsense than ask I?"

Sooner or later, he retreated step by step, he approached step by step, until sooner or later he approached the door, then he stopped, his eyes were cold, and he looked down at her.

Sooner or later, although he gritted his teeth and looked at him stubbornly, his momentum was still a little weaker.A small face was as pale as paper under the bright light, and the messy bangs wet by the rain were pressed against the forehead, in a state of embarrassment.

Zheng Chong's eyes were sharper than ever, and his deep eyes were full of anger.Sooner or later, why is he his opponent, just when he was about to look away, Zheng Chong suddenly let go of her hand, and said flatly, "Go wash up."

The clothes on her body were all soaked, if she kept wearing them like this, she would definitely catch a cold.He actually surrendered first, which was unexpected sooner or later.With all kinds of bitterness in her chest, she turned her face away and said without any emotion: "I'll go back and wash."

After saying this, she turned around and was about to open the door.Zheng Chong's lips were tight again, and he didn't say anything to her, he directly screwed her into the bathroom, and said coldly: "Do you want me to help you or you come by yourself?"

There was absolutely no room for negotiation in his tone, and he boiled the water while talking.The warm water fell into the palm of his hand. Seeing that sooner or later there was no movement, he stepped forward and reached out to pull the coat on her body.

Sooner or later he will naturally know that he can do anything.Biting his lips and taking a step back, he said hoarsely, "I'll do it myself."

Zheng Chong sneered, and said: "I see that you haven't done anything for a long time, and I thought you wanted me to help you."

After saying this, he stopped looking at Chi Chi Zao, closed the bathroom door and went out.Sooner or later, Zheng Chong knocked on the door and handed the clothes in through the crack of the door before he could wash up.

When he went out sooner or later, he had already changed his clothes and was lying on the sofa, wondering what he was thinking.Seeing her coming out, he didn't even look at her, but said indifferently: "Take the medicine."

There was a bag of cold medicine on the table beside him, probably because he had suffered enough before, but sooner or later he was quite obedient, walked to the table, read the instructions, took a few cold medicines and took them.

Her movements were mechanical and numb, like a robot without emotion, at his command.Zheng Chongwo didn't move on the sofa. He didn't stand up until she had finished taking the medicine, and walked towards Chi Chi Zai step by step.

Even knowing what was going to happen, sooner or later you still stood still.Even if she escaped, could she escape?

The warm lips fell, and there was some pain on the injured and swollen lips.Zheng Chong's actions showed no pity.

Zheng Chong did not pause for a moment, and tore off the shirt on her body.

The cloth made a crisp cracking sound, and the button fell off in response.

He was doing it to vent, and his lips and teeth were merciless.

She clenched her teeth tightly and turned her face away.

I thought that Zheng Chong would not let him go again, but he stopped at a critical moment.Looking at her with a sneer, he said frivolously, "Didn't you always just think of you as a bed warmer? How do you feel?"

Sooner or later, he realized that he was trying to humiliate her.

Sooner or later he was ashamed and angry, but he had already taken the first step and kissed her.Sooner or later, there was a brief blank in his mind, but he bit her earlobe, and said in a low voice, "Well, almost."

Sooner or later, she was more ashamed than angry, and while he straightened up slightly, bent his legs and slammed into his lower abdomen.

Zheng Chong dodged away, took her hands and made her sit on the table.He reached out and untied himself.

Only halfway through the solution, Chi Chi Chi's lower lip had already been bitten with blood stains.He stretched out his hand to open her teeth, and said with a sneer, "I can't bear it? It seems that I was too kind to you before."

Although he said that, he didn't try to untie the bondage.The slender fingers pulled together the shirt that would come apart sooner or later, covering the large white area that was exposed, and said without any emotion: "Go to the bedroom, I will send someone to bring the clothes tomorrow."

Chi Chi Chi's legs were sore from him just now, and he didn't move for a while.He buckled the belt again, seeing that sooner or later it hadn't come down, he glanced at her, and said with a half-smile: "Don't you want to continue?"

Sooner or later, his body trembled, and regardless of the throbbing pain in his legs, he fell to the ground, gritted his teeth and said, "I want to go back."

Zheng Chong looked at her tightly closed skirt, raised his chin, and said with a half-smile: "Are you planning to go back like this?"

Sooner or later, his face was pale, and he limped into the bedroom without saying anything.The crisp sound of closing the door sounded, and Zheng Chong's tense nerves relaxed, and he leaned his back against the table without speaking for a long time.

He took out a cigarette and lit it, looking down at his own reflection on the floor.After a long time, I entered the bathroom to wash up.

The smell of Zheng Chong is everywhere, sooner or later he will not be able to sleep at all.Hearing the sound of the door opening, she closed her eyes and remained motionless.

Zheng Chong went to bed, but didn't touch her.Turned off the light, sat in the dark for a long time, and said in a low voice: "Because of a heart problem, she was thrown at the gate of our house when she was two years old. It was winter, when my aunt found her, Her lips and face were already blue from the cold. Her small body curled up and trembled, whispering about her mother."

After Zheng's mother gave birth to two sons, she wanted a daughter.The Zheng family was not short of money, so she was adopted.She has been a medicine jar since she was a child, and she is accompanied by medicine all the time.

Mother Zheng took pity on her very much, and sought medical treatment for her everywhere.Probably knowing that she has been abandoned, she is much better than ordinary children.Don't cry or make trouble, even the most bitter medicine, I will drink it by myself.

Her existence has no effect on the Zheng family, Father Zheng only needs his wife to like him.Zheng Da and Zheng Er didn't have any opinion on such a younger sister.The only one who was dissatisfied was Zheng Chong.

He is the youngest in the family, and before she was born, he was the most loved one in the family.But she came, not only came, but also snatched away mother's love.

His mother often reminded him that his sister was not in good health and told him to let her go.The more she was cared for, the more indignant he became.How can a person who is abandoned like a puppy take away his love?
He hated her very much, knowing that she couldn't stand stimulation, so he intentionally and often frightened her.Sometimes with worms, sometimes with imitation toys.The worst time was getting a little gecko and throwing it on her bed.

That time she was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment, and he was severely beaten.But being beaten up didn't change anything, he would still scare her, but he knew how to measure it.

She knows her situation, so no matter how he treats her, she will always just smile quietly.Even if she was afraid of him, she would not show it in front of Zheng's father and mother.

Gradually, after she realized that he was just scaring him, not with much malice, she began to call him brother in a soft voice.He will also give him toys for girls.

He was usually dismissive, but she wasn't discouraged.Sometimes when he plays with friends, she will sit next to him for an afternoon.When he played games, she would watch them with great interest, and would tiptoe to get a Coke from the refrigerator.

Although he was still vicious towards her, there was a shadow in his life since then.A small, quiet shadow that won't disturb him, no matter how irritable he is, he won't leave.

He gradually accepted her existence, and even occasionally threw her some girly stuff.His changes were silent, like unearthed shoots, buried under the soil.It doesn't show it at all.

He didn't expect that even if she was loved again, her situation in the Zheng family would still be embarrassing.No matter how well-behaved she is, in the final analysis, she is just an outsider without blood relationship.

The days were uneventful, but when everyone thought that he had accepted her existence, he broke the peace.

He was only in high school that year, lived in the school, and only went home once a week.She has no friends, knowing that her heart is not good, and the adults nearby keep their children away from her for fear of causing trouble.The only one willing to play with her is him.

Even if he often teases her, she is happy.He lived in the school, she probably missed him, and often cleaned up his room for him.These are all done when he is not around.Because, in his room, he forbids her to enter.

That time, he returned home.It happened that she was reading a book in his room.His temper was violent, and he immediately grabbed the book in her hand and tore it into pieces.They found Mother Zheng again and made a big fuss.

Although Mother Zheng scolded him, she was secretly worried.He and her are in the same situation, why doesn't this worry her?One is her own son, and the other has nothing to do with him. Her heart will always be towards him.

The old man is superstitious. When he goes to the temple, he will give the birth date of the two to a monk.The monk took a look and said that the two people's horoscopes are incompatible.We have to separate and we have to wait until we are 20 years old to see each other again.Otherwise, there will definitely be a bloody disaster.

After Zheng's mother returned home, she was worried.I consulted Zheng's father and said that he would send her to live in a villa and let his aunt take care of her.

The matter has not yet been settled, but she does not know where to hear it.Children who are dependent on others are sensitive, not to mention that her illness costs a lot of money a year.She was very thoughtful, thinking that the Zheng family didn't want her anymore and wanted to abandon her.

She has long regarded Zheng's father and Zheng's mother as her biological parents, and this house that she has been careful about all the time as her home, how could she be willing to leave.After secretly shedding countless tears, she didn't take the medicine she always had to take.Whenever the aunt leaves, she pours out the medicine.

Leaving, she would rather die than live, and die like this.With a heart knot, her body is even weaker.In the winter of that year, he finally fell down.

In the end, she didn't make it through, and when she left, she just took Zheng's mother's hand, and after calling her mother over and over again, a bright smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, and said: "Mom, I will definitely bless you in heaven." Brother, let my brother be safe and healthy forever."

At that time, Zheng's mother knew that she was so weak because of this incident.Zheng Chong was playing basketball on the playground when he learned that she left.Zheng Da personally told him.

He was stunned in place at that time, and the basketball thrown from a distance almost hit him.It was Zheng Da who pushed him away, and he escaped narrowly.

In the mourning hall, when he saw her with a pale face and a quiet smile in the photo, and his heart ached unbearably, he knew that he actually fell in love with her.

In her room, he read the diary she left every day, which recorded her emotions under her quiet smile, her feelings for the Zheng family, and her anxiety and helplessness in fear of being abandoned.

When he saw her helplessness and panic at being told that she was going to be sent away in the diary, he asked Mother Zheng to make a big fuss.It was only in the scene of the riot that he deeply felt her helplessness and uneasiness.Because, in the hearts of everyone in the Zheng family, she is just an outsider.Keeping her is just because I feel sorry for her.

She gave all her feelings to this family, and remembered everyone's preferences and birthdays, but everyone in this family was a white-eyed wolf.

Everyone in the world is selfish and indifferent, and feelings are ultimately not worth the so-called blood relationship.Even if they have been together for more than ten years, just because the blood in her bones is not from the Zheng family, even if she has given all her affection, she is just an outsider.

Zheng Chong hated everyone in the Zheng family from that time on, and from that time on, he offered to study abroad. During the years of studying abroad, he never met anyone from the Zheng family.

Not everyone is good at forgetting. He can be regarded as an indirect murderer. During countless days and nights, his guilt has become deeper and deeper. In the end, only her is left in his closed world.

At the end, Zheng Chong fumbled and lit a cigarette.If she was still there, this emotion might have faded long ago.And she had already left, what he owed her was his life.He had indirectly caused this to happen, and he couldn't forgive himself.

He didn't even know whether he felt more guilty or more affectionate towards her.Until sooner or later it appears.

Even though his heart was turbulent and sour, sooner or later he still didn't move.Zheng Chong naturally knew that she was not asleep, so he said everything on his own.

The room was silent. After Zheng Chong finished smoking, he silently hugged Chi Chi Chi from behind.She said in a hoarse voice: "Fang Qiaoqiao and I really have nothing to do with each other. She owes her cousin-in-law a favor for the new project, so she will be left in the Zheng family."

After a slight pause, he murmured again: "I have been poisoned by you, and I have no feelings for anyone. After you left, I tried it... I have no feelings for others, even if she is skilled... ...and nothing will happen."

"That Qi Yuran has something to do with Qi Zichuan. The rich businessman she is about to marry was introduced by Qi Zichuan. I know she has looked for you, but I didn't expect that you don't believe me so much... I would rather trust someone who hates me. I also don't want to believe me. Whether it was before or now, I have never regarded you as a bed partner. It's just that at that time, I didn't dare to look directly at myself..."

"I know, from the very beginning, I haven't given you a sense of security, but, can you try to trust me once? Just this time. "

(End of this chapter)