cuddling in his arms

Chapter 193 There Is No Longer In Your Future
"Why did you come to this hospital today?" Mo Xiaoli asked An Ziqing as he curled up on the back seat of the car wrapped in a bohemian shawl.

An Ziqing was sitting in the driver's seat, holding the steering wheel with his fingers, rubbing it lightly, the thick calluses rubbed against each other making soft noises, he stared ahead, Mo Xiaoli couldn't see his expression, he just looked at him There was a feeling of depression from the back for no reason.

Mo Xiaoli was startled, she called him eagerly, "Ziqing."

"Let's do it here today." An Ziqing turned to look at her, with a faint smile on his face, like spring wind turning into rain, Mo Xiaoli was taken aback again, always feeling that something was wrong.

"Oh." She responded lightly, got out of the car and wrapped her shawl tightly. In fact, the baby is only over a month old, and her lower abdomen is still very flat, but she has fully performed the posture of a pregnant woman and enjoys this process very much.

An Ziqing reached out to embrace her, and she nestled obediently in his arms, like a loving couple.

Mo Xiaoli had a comprehensive examination in this hospital, which was very detailed. During her examination, Hou An Ziqing asked the doctor for a copy of all the things pregnant women can eat, not eat, use and not, and activities that can be done , a table of activities that cannot be done, and write down everything in detail.

Then he went to find Chen Kangnian. This is the hospital where Chen Kangnian worked and where he had his examination. He brought Mo Xiaoli here for examination. He just hoped that Mo Xiaoli would be by his side when he knew about his condition. Even if they were not beside him, they were still in the same hospital as him, and they faced the same people.

Such a humble thought made him feel ridiculous. When did An Ziqing ever do this, but this time he really did it, and he didn't know why. He didn't want Mo Xiaoli to know that he was sick, and he wanted her to be with him Be by his side when it hurts the most.

Mo Xiaoli's voices of Ziqing, Ziqing, what about our child, kept echoing in his ears. He thought that the future she had planned was good, but there would never be him in her future.

Standing at Chen Kangnian's door for a long time, he always hesitated when he raised his hand to knock on the door. He didn't know what the result would be, but he knew it was a bad result.

The door was opened from the inside, Chen Kangnian stood at the door, looked at An Ziqing, and said, "Come in and sit down first."

"En." An Ziqing nodded.

After he was seated, Chen Kangnian poured water for An Ziqing. He held the smooth porcelain cup. There was boiling water in the cup, which was very hot, but he didn't feel it. He just kept holding it and took a sip. The tip of the tongue slipped into the throat, and then to the stomach, burning pain all the way.

Chen Kangnian's hair was already gray and he looked old. He looked at An Ziqing's young face, sighed slightly and said, "Xiaoqing, your disease is a very rare blood disease. Well, I will make a prescription for you. A detailed treatment plan, because you discovered this early and it is also chronic, we prefer tyrosine kinase inhibitors for treatment..."

An Ziqing couldn't understand those complicated technical terms, so he just asked indifferently: "Uncle Chen, are you talking about blood cancer?"

Chen Kangnian's heart skipped a beat when he heard the word 'blood cancer', almost everyone was reluctant to mention the word 'cancer', because in everyone's impression cancer is equal to death, even if they are used to life and death parting Even the old doctor, he didn't want to mention this word too much, but the young man in front of him could say this word so easily, and so calmly.

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When writing about illness, it was so painful, I felt like I was stuck
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