cuddling in his arms

Chapter 40
　When Li Jingjing received the call from Mo Xiaoli, she was grabbing the computer to play games with Yu Fang. She hung one leg on the computer chair where Fang was sitting, and stood on the other leg on the ground, forming a golden rooster independent posture. She answered the phone and said angrily : "If you have something to do, start playing quickly, if you have nothing to do, hang up the phone and retreat."

　
　"Quiet..." Mo Xiaoli's voice here has a strong nasal tone, as if he has been crying for a long time.

　
　Li Jingjing was taken aback, pulled her leg off Yu Fang's chair, walked to the window and asked, "What's wrong with you? Are you okay?"

　
　There was no sound on the phone for a long time, only the sound of heavy breathing, and then light sobbing.

　
　Hearing the voice on the phone, Li Jingjing struggled for a while. She summed up a lot of comforting words in her heart, such as mourning, condolences, etc. After thinking about it for a long time, when she was about to give her magical comfort, the phone hung up, leaving only a With a series of beeping sounds, she looked at the phone for a long time before holding back a sentence: "Damn, I learned to hang up my mother's phone."

　
　Mo Xiaoli was naked, wrapped himself tightly in the quilt, held the mobile phone and called Mo Shaohua again and again, but the mechanical female voice always said on the phone: The phone you dialed has been shut down.

　
　She had been crying all night. An Ziqing looked at Mo Xiaoli's eyes and his heart sank in the middle of the night last night. He picked up the blanket and wrapped Mo Xiaoli's naked body in a panic, and tidied it up hastily. He walked out of Mo Xiaoli's room with messy steps, and then went out the door. He stood quietly by the artificial lake in the yard. The cool wind made him feel a little headache. Like a porridge, An Ziqing, who had always been known for being calm and indifferent, could no longer pretend to be calm at this moment.

　
　Mo Xiaoli's crying words pierced his heart like a knife. When he was still fondling her hard, he heard her sobbing and saying intermittently: "An Ziqing, you keep saying you love me. But how do you love me? Since you were a child, you loved me and petted me, but you treated me like a pet. When you want to play with me, you play with me twice, and when you don’t want to play with me, you treat me badly. Emotionally, you think you understand love, but you actually don’t understand it at all.”

　
　An Ziqing has never thought about these things. All along in his life, he only wants or doesn't want to, and has never considered other people's feelings. He wants A Li, but he has a feeling of being unworthy.

　
　He staggered and walked out, the autumn wind was coughing a little cold, his whole body had become extremely cold, but he didn't notice it, he kept walking, Liantang was a villa in the suburbs, although it was far from the city It's not far, but after all, the villa area is far away from the bustling area. An Ziqing kept walking on his feet. He didn't know how long he walked, but he felt cold all over his body and his feet were numb. It was already early morning when he reached the bustling area. At three o'clock, all the stores were closed, only some entertainment venues were still drinking and drinking, he looked up and suddenly saw the bar called 'Home', he walked in with a warm heart, and bumped into a pedestrian on the way, An Ziqing If he didn't speak, he would have ignored him, but the man put on his nose and said with a foolish look that An Ziqing broke his arm and insisted on paying for it. He was making progress, and said with a dissolute smile: "Don't think that you don't have to pay for your good-looking smile. If the master wants it, you have to pay for it."

　
(End of this chapter)