Dreaming back to the Qing Dynasty: Die Luo Chuchen

Chapter 1576 The Unbearable Weight of Life
I felt as if I had been thrown into a stove, the scorching flames were almost suffocating, I breathed desperately, until a stream of cool water flowed into my throat, I recovered from the fiery world, and gradually open one's eyes.

Galdan's face full of heartache and anxiety appeared in front of me. He was feeding me with a spoon in his hand. My eyes became moist instantly, and tears silently rolled down the corners of my eyes.

He reached out to help me wipe away the tears from the corners of my eyes, but unexpectedly, it aroused more tears in me.He caressed my face distressedly, "Mulan..."

"... Is Ting Lu buried?" My voice was hoarse and distorted, and he nodded.

I murmured again, "Is the child... gone?"

He looked at me regretfully and said nothing, picked up my hand and held it in his palm.

I closed my eyes in pain, and Galdan persuaded softly: "Mulan, you have to be strong, he is gone, you have to live a good life, live a good life with his share..."

I shook my head slowly, and murmured softly: "Without him, I will die too... I can't live..." At this moment, I realized how important Ting Lu was to me. His passing seemed to shake my spirit. It was all taken away, leaving me with no thought of living, leaving only a shell of my whole body.

"Mulan, Ting Lu is not the only one who loves you, you and I can rely on..." Galdan lifted me into his arms, "Live well, and live for Ting Lu."

"I... used to persuade others like this before, only to understand what is an unbearable weight in life when it happens to me..." My tears continued to fall.Galdan hugged me tightly, "You still have me."

"He is irreplaceable... I, I'm so sleepy and tired, can you let me sleep for a while?" After finishing speaking, my eyes began to gradually darken again. Galdan felt that something was wrong with me, so he shook vigorously Looking at me, slapping my face: "Mulan, don't faint, Mulan!"

Galdan's voice gradually moved away from me, as if it came from a distant place. I knew he was afraid of my death, but I couldn't care less about it anymore. I just wanted to sleep and kept on sleeping.

All kinds of messy voices kept ringing in my ears, and I was talking indiscriminately, and I fell asleep like this for an unknown amount of time.

(End of this chapter)