Dreaming back to the Qing Dynasty: Die Luo Chuchen

Chapter 484 Sequel: A Heavy Mind
He didn't speak, but just stared at me with murderous cold eyes, as if the one in front of him was not his doting wife but an enemy.

I knew it was hurtful, and I'd guessed how he would react.So, close your eyes and stop looking at him.

After a long time, Ting Lu spoke slowly, her voice trembling with anger, "This is your decision? Huh?"

"Yes."

"I don't agree!" he yelled suddenly, grabbing my hand.

"Hiss..." It hurts!I frowned slightly and couldn't help opening my eyes.His eyes were a little red with anger, and he gritted his teeth: "I tell you, I don't care about you if you drink alcohol. If you say this a second time, I will never let you go!"

It was the first time I saw him being so ruthless, I smiled lightly, and tears suddenly welled up in my eyes.

"Do you know how I got here these days? Every day, the word "children of day and night" keeps spinning in my mind like a demon. The more I want to forget, the more I can't forget. Every time I can't see you , They just pop up, tormenting constantly. I think about it during the day, I also think about it at night, and I dream about it in my dreams... Ting Lu, do you have anything that you want in particular but you can't think of? You don't have it, so you can't understand my feelings... "I said softly, with tears streaming down my face, "I want a child, very, very much, I'm going crazy..."

Ting Lu looked at me with heartache, but said nothing.

"I want a child not for me alone...for you, and for your parents."

"That's enough! Don't talk about it anymore. Whether we want children or not is our business. What does it matter to my parents if it involves what they do?" He said angrily.

"Will it be okay?" I smiled very faintly, and got up from the recliner swayingly. Only when I stood up did I realize that I had indeed drunk too much, and felt that the world was spinning.If Ting Lu hadn't helped me in time, I would have fallen to the ground.

Cursing, scolding, he still helped me onto the bed before letting go. "Well, pour out all your bitterness, it's best to solve it once, and none of us are allowed to mention this matter again in the future!" He put his hands on his hips and said angrily.

I supported the bedpost and said softly: "You may be able to bear without a child, can your parents bear it? Which elder does not want his child to give birth to offspring and continue to continue the incense of the Zhang family. Although you are not the boss, but, The elders would not like to see that you don't even have a child behind you...Your mother is so good to me, how can I have the heart to let her worry about this...I always feel ashamed of her..."

(End of this chapter)