Dreaming back to the Qing Dynasty: Die Luo Chuchen

Chapter 56 Reunion

Is this... is he confessing to me?My heart jumped wildly when I heard his love words. "...Only by watching you and watching you every day will I feel at ease. I can no longer bear the days when you are not around. Missing can make people go crazy. Let it end quickly, okay? Let's get married?"

what!His words exploded in my mind like a thunderbolt, and I opened my eyes wide in shock, almost out of breath.I don't know where the strength came from, I pushed him away, and I couldn't help taking several steps back under the huge inertia, "No!"

"Why not?" he asked anxiously. "We are going to get married sooner or later, but it's only a matter of time. Could it be that you want to wait until your brother and Xue Lian get married?"

My throat was so dry that I couldn't make a sound. Looking at him, I opened my mouth several times and finally shouted out: "Why do you have this idea, why do you think that I will definitely marry you?"

He was stunned as if he had been slapped on the head by someone else, not knowing what I was talking about. "what do you mean?"

"What did I do to make you misunderstand that you are the one I like! When you said that, why didn't you ask me?" I stepped back excitedly, and I had to tell myself Only his true heart can dispel his thoughts. I don’t want to just let my family make arrangements like this. People should gamble for their own destiny, right? "Ting Lu, it's true that I like you, but I love Ting Yu, and I want to marry him too!"

He looked at me in shock, his eyes wide open, with a startled expression of disbelief.His chest was heaving and heaving, and he was gasping for breath, as if he had suddenly lost his backbone, and his shoulders were loose, and he just stood there blankly, completely forgetting to react.The sound of the teacup falling to the ground came from the room, and from the corner of my eye, I saw Mrs. Yao walking out of the hall quickly, probably heard what I said, and looked at the door in surprise.

After saying those words, my eyes were wet with tears gushing out. I closed my eyes and tried hard not to let the tears flow out. I took one last look at him, turned around and ran away suddenly.Let him think what he wants, anyway, I don't care much anymore, how can he be the only one suffering from the pain of longing, and I am not the same...

I really can't figure out why the elders of both parties would rub Xuelian and Tingyu together like this. I am the eldest sister, am I not?What was the reason that made them give up their original decision?Could it be that my body has some chronic disease that the Zhang family cannot accept?I rushed back to the room in one breath, closed the door, and the strength that supported me to run back suddenly disappeared. I slid down slowly against the door panel, holding myself in my hands and lost in thought. What kind of incurable disease could it be?

Ting Lu, who came after her, knocked on the door violently, "Mulan, open the door, I have something to say."

"Go back, I'm a little tired, I want to be quiet..." I lowered my head weakly.

"Mulan, please open the door, we need to have a good talk!"

I've already made my words so clear before, it's useless to continue talking, because the person I like...is not him.Listening to the banging sound outside the door, I just cover my ears and let it keep ringing.

(End of this chapter)