For the rest of your life you are the world

Chapter 112 Use
Bai Yiran's mood has been quite uneasy since he accepted Gong Jinxuan's marriage proposal.It always felt like a ferocious beast was being suppressed physically and mentally, stretching out terrifying claws at her.

Bai Yiran nestled in Gong Jinxuan's arms, and unexpectedly fell asleep quickly. In his dream, he seemed to have dreamed of his mother, but her mother was very close and far away, as if he could see her, but couldn't see what she wanted Ask mom, what should she do?But my mother avoided answering and just smiled. In the end, the dream didn't come to an end, as if there was a continuation of the dream.

Waking up from Gong Jinxuan's arms the next day, he couldn't help being very surprised.

"Why haven't you gone to work yet? If you don't go, it will be too late!"

"I'm the boss, I can go whenever I want!"

Regardless of the woman's questioning, Gong Jinxuan put Bai Yiran's head on his chest with his big hands, and continued to sleep.

"You're the boss, you're self-willed!" Bai Yiran also simply enjoyed the 1 minute of silence, the two of them cuddled together and fell asleep.

But Bai Yiran still faintly felt uneasy!She still couldn't be completely honest with him, completely sincere!
In recent nights, Gong Jinxuan hadn't come back from get off work yet, and it was rare for Bai Yiran to pass Luo Yi once, so he came back very early today.

Lying quietly on the rocking chair, looking at the scenery in the distance, but it seems that nothing can be seen. The snow in the south is like a little girl, small and delicate, scattered on the branches, and the sun shines , a reflection, the white glows like a star.Some are thinner and melt when they meet a little sunlight, and drip down like dewdrops along the lines of trees.

a bit,
twice,

three times,

……

The dream tent was thrown into the sky, and everything entered a quiet rhythm.

When Bai Yiran woke up from the dream, he found that he had returned to Baixue’s former residence, the same furniture, the same white as when his mother was there, and her mother was still sitting on the rocking chair in front of the window, her legs were covered with white furniture. The woolen yarn is because my mother promised Bai Yiran that she would knit a snow-white scarf for her on her 18th birthday, but she never thought that her mother would be gone before the scarf was finished!

In this situation, Bai Yiran couldn't help but shed tears!
"mom, Mom, Mom"

Bai Yiran's throat was choked up, and he tried to resist his shortness of breath, and slowly wanted to walk in, but when he lifted his foot, he hadn't stepped out yet, as if the background was walking, and Bai Yiran had already come to his mother's side.

Mother smiled softly and held Bai Yiran's hand.

"Danran is back!"

"Mom, what should I do? You tell me, what should I do?"

"Go with your heart, child, influence everything with your kindness."

I saw Lin Xuanji smiling like a breeze again, and in a blink of an eye Lin Xuanji had faded out of Bai Yiran's sight.

"But mom, I can't do it! I really can't do it!"

Bai Yiran screamed.

Bai Yiran woke up from the dream, and when she woke up, she met a pair of anxious eyes.

"Ranran, why are you sleeping? You're not afraid of catching a cold."

As Gong Jinxuan grasped the woman's little hand, the cold sweat in that hand was icy cold.

Bai Yiran's eyes were blank, as if he was still in that dream and hadn't come out yet.

Gong Jinxuan knew that maybe she was having a nightmare.

"If you want to sleep, you have to sleep in the house."

As he spoke, he gently carried the woman back to the bedroom, covered her with a quilt, and stroked the hair on the corner of her eyebrows.A pair of clear eyes were revealed, and there were layers of mist in the unfocused eyes, but they never flowed out.

Seeing Bai Yiran like this, Gong Jinxuan couldn't help but feel distressed. What kind of dream is this that made him show such a sad expression.

In my mind, I held the woman tightly. The soft and boneless jade hand warmed the coolness that radiated wantonly from the woman's hand.

He whispered softly: "It's okay, don't be afraid, I'm here!"

Such warm words seem to be the power that Bai Yiran most desires to pursue, but what he is most afraid of touching.It's so warm, it keeps stirring Bai Yiran's heartstrings.

Bai Yiran hugged Gong Jinxuan's waist violently, such tangible warmth slowly flowed into his heart.

Bai Yiran didn't know why, but she really wanted to cry, really wanted to shed tears!
She felt that if she was not pulled back in time, she would really go astray!
"What's the matter, what happened?"

Gong Jinxuan patted your back lightly and asked attentively.

"Jinxuan, if one day you don't love me anymore, you must tell me, okay, I don't want to be alone, as long as you say you don't love me anymore, I will let you go and give you freedom."

Bai Yiran was really scared, really scared, afraid that he would really hate her at that time!
Hearing Bai Yiran's words, Gong Jinxuan's heart ached as if he wanted to jump out, to prove to the woman that no matter how long the future was, his heart only belonged to Bai Yiran.

"I promise you, but I also promise you that there will never be such a day. It is not easy to fall in love with you, but once you fall in love, it will be a lifetime."

"No matter what I do, no matter how many wrong things I do, will you forgive me?"

Bai Yiran was not sure, not sure that she was still the one he loved in his heart.

"Yes!"

Gong Jinxuan spoke without hesitation.

Because he has done many wrong things, since Bai Yiran can forgive such a bastard, why can't he forgive him!
"Even if I use you, will you still love me?"

Bai Yiran still couldn't believe it, and confirmed again.

Gong Jinxuan paused for a second.

Holding a woman's little face.

She said softly: "If you want to use me, I am willing to be used by you."

That's right, how could someone as shrewd as Gong Jinxuan be used by her!

But does he know that she is using him now!

"Yiran, since we are married, your business is mine. If you really have something to do, I hope you will tell me frankly."

Gong Jinxuan always felt that Bai Yiran had something to hide from him, and it seemed that there was a huge backlog of burdens in her heart, which made her unable to breathe.

Bai Yiran knew very well that no matter how shrewd he was, in front of Gong Jinxuan, she was like a jumping clown, she couldn't hide anything from him.

But she really has no courage

"Jinxuan, please give me time, I'm really not ready now."

It's not because of mistrust, but because too many people are involved, she really doesn't know whether Gong Jinxuan will believe her, and whether she will accept the cruel reality with her!
But Bai Yiran also knew clearly that Gong Jinxuan had the right to know!

But until now, let her bear the unimaginable dark truth alone, and bear your pain alone.

When she is really ready, when she has fully seen through Gong Jinxuan's thoughts, she will definitely tell him the whole thing!

It's not that Bai Yiran doesn't trust him, it's just that at this moment, she's really not sure what Gong Jinxuan is thinking!

(End of this chapter)