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Chapter 189 The past with Roy
After thinking for a long time, Bai Yiran decided to go there and ask everything clearly.What on earth did Roy want from her, so he made such a bad move.But obviously, how could Roy tell her all this!
It wasn't until night gradually enveloped Bai Yiran that he dragged his tired body back to the apartment.

As soon as he entered the door, there was a slender figure standing by the window, holding a cigarette in his hand, and a faint fire was shining. In this cold space of Nuoda, even if there is only this little fire, it is full of warmth.

Seeing the man standing still, sucking in the little bit of light, and finally disappearing at the corner of his lips, the light blue smoke that he exhaled, spinning and slowly rising, seemed to carry his endless and worry-free thoughts. .

Bai Yiran was already very tired today, and didn't want to say another word.Silently walking past him and walking upstairs, Gong Jinxuan suddenly hugged Bai Yiran from behind.

A faint smell of tobacco wafted out of his nose, and suddenly a heart that was suppressed and tense completely relaxed, a kind of relaxation that had never been done before, and Bai Yiran, who locked his brows tightly, restrained himself as much as possible , Don't let the tears flow down, even if the light is not turned on, even if the man is behind her back, she doesn't want to.

"What did you say? Why did you come back so late?"

The man's familiar gentle voice made Bai Yiran unable to extricate himself from this warm embrace.

Bai Yiran tried hard to control her voice, Bai Yiran knew that her voice must be very ugly now, because it was crying.

For so many years, she felt that she could pretend to be calm, but Bai Yiran didn't realize until now that no matter how good your acting skills are, you can't hide your true heart.

"She said, she loves you...no regrets."

"and then?"

Gong Jinxuan was more calm as before, disapproving, and popped out three words lightly, as if all these were too normal things in his opinion, not enough to stir up waves in his heart.

"He said he would do anything for you, he would give up everything for you."

"Ok!"

"She said, I didn't deserve you seven years ago, and even now, you don't belong to me, and we won't be able to..."

Before Bai Yiran finished speaking, the man did not speak.

"But, I love you!"

Gong Jinxuan's just right tenderness wrapped Bai Yiran's heart that was about to collapse. At this moment, he didn't know whether it was pain, pain or emotion, and he really wanted to cry, so loudly.

"It's enough that I love you, more than anything else, you know?"

At this time, Bai Yiran's body twitched slowly as the tears flowed. Her heart was so painful that she could hardly breathe. First, he gently turned the woman around, buried her in his arms, and let the woman cry.Rubbing.Gently patted her on the back, just like this for a long time...

How long, how long has it been, Bai Yiran has never cried like this, not because she doesn't want to cry, but because she forced herself to be patient, because her mother once said "be strong when you are alone", because In the past, she was weak and she shed too many tears.She like that made me feel disgusted.

Until Bai Yiran calmed down, Gong Jinxuan spoke slightly.

"Would you like to hear my story from seven years ago?"

Bai Yiran gently wiped away the remaining tears on the corners of her eyes.With suspicious eyes, he looked at the man in front of him.

Gong Jinxuan directly took Bai Yiran's hand and sat on the sofa.

Today, Gong Jinxuan is going to reopen this memory that has been dusty for seven years. The painful memories in it are something he doesn't want to think about in this life, but he feels that since Bai Yiran, those pains seem to have changed. It's so insignificant that it doesn't seem to care so much anymore.

But starting today, he just wants Bai Yiran to know his past, he wants Bai Yiran to truly understand him, instead of being ignorant of his past in Bai Yiran's eyes.

"The two of us met at a class reunion..."

The thread of memory is constantly stretched, and those clear pictures reappear in front of my eyes.

At that time, Gong Jinxuan entered Huada concealing his identity.

The moment Gong Jinxuan met Luo Yi, it was love at first sight for her.Maybe at that time, because of the love that I didn't understand at a young age, I just thought it was very novel, so I launched a fierce pursuit of her.

After hesitating for a long time, Luo Yi agreed to Gong Jinxuan's pursuit, and just like that, the two of them walked together.

But then Gong Jinxuan never thought of it.

Luo Yi actually got involved with the Huangfu Lord and became pregnant.

Heartbroken, Gong Jinxuan broke up with him.

But on that night, Gong Jinxuan drove back after talking to him.And Luo Yi cried and ran out to chase after Gong Jinxuan. On the way of catching up, a car ran past quickly.Knocked him to the ground, while rushing to the hospital.The child was gone, and because of the hemorrhage, she lost her right to be a mother forever.

Because of this incident, Luo Yi's reputation was greatly affected, and the whole incident was spread on campus.Lowy couldn't bear the pressure of public opinion and ran to the United States.And Gong Jinxuan also used his relationship to suppress all this.

At the beginning, Gong Jinxuan always thought that he was the one who was betrayed, and he would never forgive Luo Yi, but he never thought that Luo Yi came back a year ago, and told him something that made him bear the burden of Luo Yi. Yi's responsibility, guilt-ridden news.

The reason why she was with Huangfu Lord was because Huangfu Lord forced her.

Because all of this is because of Gong Jinxuan's relationship.As long as it belonged to Gong Jinxuan, he would definitely snatch it, and if he couldn't get it, he would destroy it.

In this way, everything started because of Gong Jinxuan, and Gong Jinxuan was the source of all this.

It was also because of this incident that Roy suffered from depression because he couldn't bear the blow.After five years of treatment in the United States, he came back.

It was also because of this that Gong Jinxuan instantly felt as if he had shouldered a huge debt. He used to think that he was the victim from the beginning to the end, but now he turned into the culprit.

This feeling made him feel like he had stepped into a deeper layer of hell from hell, and he was accompanied by deep guilt and responsibility, which he could no longer abandon, so he took care of her like that during that time , not to mention Bai Yiran's feelings.

But he, Gong Jinxuan, is not a person who can simply believe what other people say. After he learned all this, he also conducted a more in-depth investigation on the events of the year, but the result surprised him very much.

It was because of this investigation that she learned that everything that had happened so much was just her deceit.It was also because of this investigation that Gong Jinxuan truly understood his heart.

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