Shenfu Danzun

Chapter 1293 Guilt
"I have already dealt with these matters. In the next few days, you need to take good care of the army. Help me hand over this resignation letter to the commander-in-chief of the frontier army."

Yan Hong handed the envelope to the adjutant without the slightest hesitation, then sat on the table and sighed softly.

The swaying flames, the person who was deep in thought at the square table in front of him, time seemed to have calmed down, he was nostalgic for the person in front of him, and was reluctant to leave.

In Yan Hong's eyes, all of this seemed to have calmed down, and he could clearly feel even the slight trembling of the flames on the table.

Surrounded by everything he was familiar with, when he thought that he was about to be separated from these things, he just felt a little uncomfortable in his heart.

"General, don't go!"

A frontier soldier rushed in recklessly. He looked at Yan Hong, his eyes were red, and he knelt on the ground with a thud. He looked at the familiar general. He finally recovered from his serious injury. Fighting, I never expected that General Yan Hong would choose to leave at a time when the frontier army needed his help the most.

"Have you forgotten what I told you?"

Yan Hong suppressed the sadness in her heart, looked at the frontier army, and sighed softly: "I have warned you countless times that men are born between heaven and earth, and they should stand up to heaven and earth. They only kneel down to their parents, not even the sky. You kneel now On the ground, do you still have the bloody dignity of frontier soldiers?"

Looking at Yan Hong's regretful expression, Bian Jun felt as if he had been pinched severely, and it hurt very much.

He didn't know why General Yan Hong left, and he didn't know how long it would take for General Yan Hong to come back after he left, but he could be sure of one thing, if no one stood up at this time, Yan Hong might really go no return.

He is not good at guessing other people's thoughts, but he just has such an intuition that keeps pushing him to come here, making him kneel down and beg Yan Hong not to leave.

Even though they were about to part, General Yan Hong still taught them as before, and did not give up on them.

"General, I beg you, just stay in the frontier army."

His voice was choked with sobs, and it took him a long time to finish this sentence.

"General, I beg you too."

"The frontier army can't do without you, General Yan Hong."

Several frontier soldiers who were eavesdropping outside came in, their eyes were red, and their expressions were full of reluctance.

In the afternoon, Yan Hong said those words, and then left. They thought that their performance had offended General Yan Hong, and a frontier soldier hurriedly said to Qing Yan: "Girl, help me persuade Yan Hong General."

Qingyan smiled faintly, and shook her head slowly: "I am a barbarian, not you human beings. I am not good at persuading people."

Such an answer made the frontier soldiers feel ashamed instantly.

Earlier they were still discussing outside, if this woman could help them speak, maybe the result would be much better, but unexpectedly, she actually said such a thing, and she didn't seem worried about Yan Hong at all.

"Just help me say a few words, General Yan Hong is the pillar of our frontier army..."

Before these frontier soldiers could speak again, Yan Hong suddenly shouted: "Shut up!"

In the entire army tent, it suddenly became quiet, and all the frontier soldiers lowered their heads, not daring to look at Yan Hong.

Yan Hong had never treated them so rudely before, except on the battlefield, he couldn't even hear his roar. Now this shout made them understand one thing very clearly, Yan Hong was furious.

Yan Hong rubbed her head, took a deep breath, and then looked at the rest of the people: "Go out, let me be quiet."

These frontier soldiers are reluctant to part with him, why is he willing to part with these frontier soldiers?

Under the leadership of Yan Hong, they have guarded Tongmen Pass for more than ten years, so why not help Yan Hong guard Tongmen Pass for more than ten years?

The bits and pieces of getting along over the years are the bond of their relationship, and no one can directly erase it.

It's just that Yan Hong has concealed something from the very beginning, and it is precisely because of this that he feels guilty, ashamed of those soldiers who died in Yuhu Pass, the frontier soldiers who died in the three cities, these, It was all because of his impulsiveness that he made such a plan.

When he attacked Yuhuguan that day, when he woke up from the coma, he immediately returned to the military tent, holding the roster, and looking at the names marked with large red crosses on it, he regretted it for the first time.

No matter how much he prepared before attacking Yuhu Pass, he never expected that things would turn out like this.

Before the battle was over, he even thought that even if he was the only one left, he would never regret it, but when something happened, he regretted it, and there was no way to undo what had happened .

It was precisely because of this guilt that he chose to leave.

He felt that he was sorry for these brothers, and even more sorry for their trust in him.

Now it seems that he is envious of Zhang Kun's life, he doesn't need to hide anything, he can stay with whoever he has a good relationship with, and he doesn't need anyone.

"General, we are just outside, if you need something, please call."

When the curtain of the camp tent was about to fall, a frontier soldier held back and said this to Yan Hong. He lowered the curtain, took a deep breath, and then straightened up. He stood outside the tent and looked at the front of his eyes. The frontier soldiers said lightly: "Let the general be quiet."

The decision made by Yan Hong will never be changed, no matter how much other people waste their tongues, unless he is willing to change himself, otherwise, all these will be in vain.

Now, the only thing he hopes is that Yan Hong can think about it, at least, to leave some thoughts for the brothers.

Because of the news that Yan Hong was going to leave the frontier army, the entire barracks suddenly became a little desolate and deserted.

I don't know how long this silence lasted, Qingyan suddenly opened the tent and asked outside: "Where is the hot water here?"

Yan Hong didn't do anything in the camp, just stared at the air in front of him in a daze, until now, Qing Yan couldn't understand what he was thinking, so he could only keep silent, Yan Hong stretched out her hand, but found that there was no water in the teapot, she was a little annoyed Throwing the cup on the table, with his hands behind his back, he turned to the back of the tent, intending to take another count and see if there was anything else that needed to be dealt with by himself.

It was at this time that Qingyan slipped out quietly and asked the border army at the door.

"You want hot water? I'll get it for you."

He gave instructions to a partner beside him, and ran into the hot water tent.

Holding the kettle, he looked a little dazed. The hot water overflowed the kettle. He didn't recover until his hands were burned, and he quickly shook his hands.

Seeing the wet ground, he was a little disappointed: "General Zhang Kun stayed with the barbarians and left the frontier army, and General Yan Hong is leaving now..."

Suddenly, a flash of light flashed in his mind.

(End of this chapter)