I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 139 Failure
If I push him away at this time, or go to my room, will people say that I don't know what's good or bad, or that I'm ignorant?

But today he explained to me what happened in such a short period of time for the first time. Although, I was not convinced, and there was even a suspicion that he wanted to stabilize me, but I didn't seem to be angry. reason?

So what should I do now?Are you still divorced?Do you really want to lie on Lin Rongshen's bed overnight?I seem to be at a dead end.

Just when I was thinking wildly, Lin Rongshen, who was hugging me by his side, breathed gradually, and seemed to be asleep. I looked at his face for a long time, and finally thought about it, and could only close my eyes.

In addition, I was really uncomfortable, so I fell asleep so easily. When I opened my eyes again the next morning, Lin Rongshen beside me was gone. When I sat up from the bed, I found Millie sitting on the sofa. He looked at me ambiguously.

I still couldn't recover, but I got off the bed calmly, and then searched for my shoes and luggage all over the room, but no matter how I looked, there was nothing.

Instead, Millie, sitting on the couch, reminded me, "This isn't your room, it's your husband's room."

I couldn't find it, so I had to go to the bathroom. When I got to the bathroom door, Millie smiled treacherously behind me and asked, "Sister Lailai, don't you think you need to explain something?"

I knew what Millie had misunderstood, so I took a deep breath, and immediately turned around and said to Millie: "First, yesterday was a special situation, that's why I'm here. Second, it's not what you thought In that way, although I sleep in his room, we actually maintain a very healthy relationship and nothing happened, please stop your endless imagination."

After I finished speaking, I pushed open the door and quickly entered the bathroom, completely shutting Millie's ambiguous eyes outside.

After I finished washing, when I came out, Lin Rongshen's assistant was standing in the living room waiting for me. When he saw me, he smiled and handed me a women's bag in his hand and said, "This is your clothes for today."

I took it slowly, and opened the bag to see a brand new set of clothes. Lin Rongshen's assistant said beside me: "Because some problems suddenly appeared in the agreement with GM, so Mr. Lin went to the GM company at six o'clock this morning. It's a meeting, and it's still in the middle of the meeting, after you change your clothes and finish your breakfast, I'll take you to the airport to meet President Lin."

Millie, who was sitting by the side, asked, "Then should I go back?"

Lin Rongshen looked at Millie, then smiled and said, "It depends on what you want. If you want to go together, then I'll book a ticket for you now."

Millie's eyes widened and she asked, "You haven't even booked a plane ticket for me, obviously you don't want me to be with you."

Millie seemed disappointed, and after getting up from the sofa, she picked up her bag and said indignantly: "Lin Rongshen, a sinister villain, demolished the bridge for me when I crossed the river, isn't it clear that I will not be allowed to go home with you? If you don't go back, you won't go back."

Millie went out angrily, but she refused to answer when I called her back. After Millie left, I could only go to the bathroom to change clothes, and then had breakfast.

After everything was ready, Lin Rongshen's assistant took my luggage and took me to the airport. After that, I called Millie a few times, but she never answered. In the end, it really became I went back with Lin Rongshen.

In fact, I refused, because I haven't recovered from his transformation, I haven't decided whether to accept his explanation, and I'm even still doubting his motives.

Sometimes, I doubt myself in my heart, do I think too much about Lin Rongshen?
But after I got married to him, my heart was always in a state of tension, as if lightning would strike from the top of my head at any moment.

This feeling is like a worrying person, always in a state of uneasy disaster will come.

When I arrived at the airport, Lin Rongshen was already waiting for me in the VIP room. When he saw me coming, he checked my face and found that the color had returned, so he asked if I was still retching today.

After I took the medicine he gave me yesterday, this condition did not appear again this morning, so I shook my head.

Lin Rongshen took my hand and said with a smile, "Let's go."

It seemed a little unnatural for me to be led by him, but I still followed his steps. His assistant followed behind with our luggage, and not only the two of us, but also Lin Rongshen's subordinates walked with us. , They all followed behind us silently and cautiously, Lin Rongshen led me to walk in front, making me, who was always used to being alone, really feel a little unnatural, because it was too eye-catching.

But Lin Rongshen didn't feel anything at all, he seemed to be used to such battles, he led me forward at a steady pace, but the little secretary who had been following him unexpectedly disappeared today, I was very curious, What the hell happened that day.

But curiosity is curiosity, let me ask Lin Rongshen in person, I really can't do it, so I can only keep silent.

Fortunately, after we boarded the plane, Lin Rongshen's subordinates did not sit with us. There were only Lin Rongshen and I in the business class. He seemed to be really busy. After talking with me for a while, he kept calling, saying It was all about business matters. I eavesdropped on a few sentences, all of which were about stocks and acquisitions. I didn’t understand these things, so after listening to a few sentences, I gave up.

I could only sit aside and peek at Lin Rongshen, and found that he is now a standard businessman, with a calm expression, but a hint of unquestionable order in his tone.

It seems that people feel difficult to get close to, and suddenly I feel that he seems to be different from before, and I feel so strange for a moment.

This kind of strangeness made me feel for the first time that the distance between us is really long and long.

Lin Rongshen listened quietly to the subordinates on the phone after they reported their work, and finally hung up the phone. When he looked at me sideways, he found that I was also looking at him. His calm and serious expression changed slightly, and he smiled. Ask: "What's the matter?"

I immediately looked away and said, "No, it's nothing."

Lin Rongshen held my somewhat cold hand and asked, "Sorry, I'm a little busy and have been ignoring you."

With a smile on the corner of my mouth, I said, "It's okay. Managing a company is not an easy task. It's normal to be busy."

Lin Rongshen pinched me sideways and said to his face, "I seem to smell a bit of loneliness."

He said it in a joking tone, I don't know if he really saw my loneliness, or what I was thinking, I just wanted to take his hand away from my face.

Lin Rongshen stopped my hand and made my face not look like him. I didn't know what he was going to do, but I just stared at him quietly with my eyes open. Lin Rongshen brushed the hair on my forehead, and his face approached me , I could see my own reflection in his black pupils.

Lin Rongshen said: "Lai Lai, doctors are different from doing business. They are two extreme people. As a doctor, you must learn how to communicate with your patients to gain the trust of the patients and make him feel at ease. Only then will he entrust his life to you. You, in charge of the business, are all intrigues, so you have to become half-truths, half-truths, and even completely restrain your emotions at the right time. I know that since I accepted my grandfather's company and career, people have become more and more serious The busier you are, the more serious your tone of voice may be than before."

He gently stroked my face and said, "But I don't want you to feel a sense of distance, or even a sense of strangeness, you know?"

Sure enough, he saw what I was thinking in my heart. I felt like a transparent existence in front of him. He was obviously very focused on the phone call just now, but he was still able to notice the emotional changes on my face. What can I say, no wonder no matter how much I fight against him, I still can't win the fight, before and now.

Having said that, I don't intend to hide it, so I can only whisper: "I like you in the past."

Lin Rongshen laughed lightly when he heard my words, and he said, "In front of you, am I not the same as I used to be? Lai Lai."

He raised my face again, so that there was nowhere to escape my sight, and he said, "You know what? I also liked the old you. Before, you would tell me everything, even something that happened outside. Surprising little things, you can chat behind me for a long time after you come back, do you know at that time? Although sometimes it feels a little annoying, but in fact I am still very happy to listen to every word you say , you don't know, every time you say a word, I have an urge to hug and knead in my arms, because it's too chatty, it makes people love and hate, but now..."

Lin Rongshen paused, and said: "Maybe everyone will grow up, and we were separated when we were immature and naive, so when we live together again, we always feel that the other party is different from before, a little strange, even a bit strange. It was difficult to adapt, and there was a sense of distance.”

Lin Rongshen said: "But Lailai, no matter what we look like, no matter how long the distance has been between us in the past five years, I will always be your favorite brother Rong Shen before, right?"

I listened to his words for a long time without any reaction, just staring at his unfathomable eyes. I used to be able to see a little bit of emotion from his eyes. Yes know.

But now no matter how long I look at it, I always feel that his bottomless eyes are covered by a cloud of mist. I can no longer guess what he is thinking, what he likes, and what he hates.

Because I found out that these five years have made me a person who doesn't know him at all.

Is he still my favorite elder brother Rong Shen?Why can't I treat him with my previous personality at all.

Lin Rong kissed my lips deeply, and he stuck to the corner of my lips and said: "You know what? You make me feel like a failure now, my Lailai, why are you getting more and more distant from me, she even seems a little afraid of me .”

(End of this chapter)