I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 148

I said, "You want me to clean up the flowers and plants around you for you?"

Lin Rongshen said, "Isn't this the duty of a wife?"

I said: "In my eyes, this kind of thing should be cleaned up by yourself. If it is your wife's turn to handle it, it will be extra work in the marriage. In a way, it proves that your husband is not doing well." Competent."

Lin Rong said with a deep smile: "So my incompetent husband is very curious about how my competent wife should deal with this matter."

Since he sent people to me to clean up, of course I'm not being polite. Such a good opportunity comes once in a lifetime. This little secretary is so shameless that I am surprised. If this is the case, why should I give her a good face?Anyway, I'm not a holy mother, so I smiled slightly at Lin Rongshen and said, "Then I'd rather be obedient than respectful."

After I closed the door, I turned around and sat where I was. I looked at the little secretary and asked her if she had finished speaking.

The little secretary didn't seem to have reacted from the conversation with Lin Rongshen just now, her expression was a little dazed, but fortunately she reacted quickly, because she said in the next second: "This is between me and him."

I said, "But the person you like said, let me handle this matter."

The little secretary's face turned pale, and she looked at Lin Rongshen next to me with tears in her eyes. In order to cooperate with me, Lin Rongshen also nodded and replied: "I have already left it to my wife, so if you have anything to say, please explain it to her."

Lin Rongshen's words were undoubtedly a critical blow to the little secretary, and her tears became more violent, she said: "How can you do this?! This kind of thing is originally between the two of us. Don't you think it's too much for him? ?”

Lin Rongshen said: "Is it about the two of us? Miss Qin, I think you haven't realized it yet. It seems that you are the only one talking to yourself from the beginning to the end. As for you saying that I like you too This matter should be your own imagination. To me, you are just as simple as an ordinary secretary, and you are also a secretary who does not know the rules. I dismiss you not only because of your lack of rules, but also because of your self-righteousness. .”

Lin Rongshen's tone was even a little heartless, he didn't have any scruples because Qin Qing is a woman, he said: "I hope Miss Qin is a little bit self-aware, the reason why I didn't say anything about your actions before is not because of your special status, but because of your special status. I think you should understand what a secretary can do and what a secretary should do."

Lin Rongshen said: "As for my wife, although there was nothing wrong between the two of us during the cold war, my wife and I have known each other since her year. For so many years, I hope that Miss Qin will not use superficial Let me look at the relationship between us with my eyes. Whether I love her or not is my own business, and as long as I know it well, as for whether she is qualified to handle this matter, I don’t think I need to do this kind of thing. It shows that she is not even qualified to let you leave the car immediately, let alone such a trivial matter as you."

Lin Rongshen's words made the little secretary's teeth clenched tightly. I saw her swollen cheeks, and I felt a little distressed for him. I thought that Lin Rongshen was too incompetent. Seeing that the little girl was so stimulated, her teeth were all sore. It's about to collapse.

After Lin Rongshen finished speaking, he gave me a look, probably telling me to leave the rest to me.

But to be honest, I have never dealt with such a thing. Just as I was thinking in my heart whether I should teach the little girl to be a person first, to be a person or to be a person, the little secretary suddenly broke down and burst into tears, and didn't let me say anything. In a word, I pushed the car door and ran down wiping my tears. Just as I got out of the car, Lin Rongshen grabbed my hand and said with a smile, "Okay, don't chase after the poor."

I said: "What is a poor guy? She ran away before I was ready to speak. What do you mean? Anyway, I have been so angry with her, and now she doesn't even give me a chance to vent my anger. Who the hell? , The little girl is too fragile now."

Seeing my unwillingness, Lin Rongshen pulled me to sit down and said, "Aren't you relieved now?"

I said, "Not at all."

Lin Rongshen asked: "How can I relieve my anger?"

I said: "The little secretary said that you like him and that you are very special to her. I don't think there is some truth in these words."

Lin Rongshen saw my suspicious expression, and with a faint smile on his lips, he said, "Do you think so too?"

I said: "Isn't it? Otherwise, how could she, a little secretary, have such a big list to talk to stab me? And she actually challenged me, you know? If you didn't connive, you gave her privileges, would she dare to be a secretary? ?”

Lin Rongshen said, "Of course she didn't dare."

I didn't expect Lin Rongshen to admit it so frankly. Just when I looked at him sharply, Lin Rongshen shook his head helplessly with a smile and said: "If you don't give her some privileges, how can you dispel your anger? Don't you understand what happened at that time?" Do you even make me want to tear your heart out? But I can't do anything to you, I can only watch you tear your heart out for Zhan Dong under my nose. "

Lin Rongshen held my hand and said: "So I admit this matter, I deliberately indulged her, just to put pressure on you."

When it came to this matter, I had nothing to say, I could only look at him with an unnatural expression, and I couldn't say anything, and finally I could only smile awkwardly and say, "You were a jerk at that time, right?"

Lin Rongshen said, "Well, you're a jerk."

I was a little unconvinced and said: "But you were not much better at that time. What is your attitude towards me? It's not my fault at all, is it?"

Lin Rongshen held my hand and said in his palm: "I admit that I am also responsible, so I don't blame you for the child's matter."

Whenever he mentioned the child, my heart always twitched inexplicably, and my mood was not as happy as before. Instead, I felt a little inexplicable pressure and heartache.

Seeing the slight change in my expression, Lin Rongshen also knew the position of this child in my heart, and he was not at all sad. He held my hand tightly, and his thumb moved slightly back and forth on the back of my hand. Touching, as if to comfort me, he said softly: "Lai Lai, human death is inevitable. The only thing we can do is not to grieve but to learn to forget. Maybe for a doctor, death is the only thing in his eyes. It's a normal thing, but I also hope you understand that death is not the end of a person, it may be another starting point for him, you should bless him, right?"

Although he didn't specify who Lin Rongshen was talking about, I knew he was talking about Zhan Dong. During this period of time, I tried my best to pretend not to care about Zhan Dong's departure, and I really thought I had forgotten it, but when he mentioned it again At that time, I found that I didn't, but it seemed like a needle had been pricked in my heart, and hot blood flowed out.

This great sadness swept over me again.

Lin Rongshen felt that my body was shaking, and he could tell at a glance that I was just pretending to be strong during this time.

A forced smile curled up at the corner of my mouth, and I said, "Why did you bring this up all of a sudden?"

Lin Rongshen said: "I understand you, you have never let go."

I said: "How come, I have long forgotten."

Lin Rongshen looked at my face and said, "Actually, when Zhan Dong was rescued, we had a chat."

My hands trembled, and I asked in a low voice, "What did you talk about?"

Lin Rongshen said: "He said that if he can't get out of that hospital bed alive, I hope you can treat this matter calmly."

I opened my eyes wide and asked, "What else did he say?"

Lin Rongshen said: "And live on for him."

When Lin Rongshen said these words, tears flowed out of my face at that moment, but I still said bravely: "Did he expect that he would not survive?"

Lin Rongshen said truthfully: "Actually, under such circumstances, even us doctors can't guarantee anything to him. He should figure out what the situation is like in his heart."

I laughed and cried and said, "It must be very painful."

Lin Rongshen said: "Once a person is in extreme pain, he will not feel anything."

I pulled my hand out of Lin Rongshen's palm, shrunk my body against the door, buried my face between my legs, hugged myself tightly, didn't speak, and just burst into tears.

Lin Rongshen didn't bother me either, he looked at me calmly, he was waiting for me to dry up my tears.

After a long time, he stretched out his hand and hugged me in his arms. I clutched his shirt tightly and cried, "Lin Rongshen, I'm so tired, especially if I have to pretend to be strong. You don't know how much Zhan Dong's death hit me." , I can't accept it at all, I can't accept it until now, I regret that when you pulled me that night, why didn't I go with you, why did I run away from home so stubbornly, I don't know why, during this time every time I would dream of Zhan Dong every night. He looked so bloody in my dreams. I was woken up by that scene every night. I thought I was hiding it well and no one would find out, but why do you want to hide it today? Mention? Do you know? This is a scar on my heart, it hurts even to mention it, but you still come to expose it.”

The emotions in my heart were very complicated. I hated and was at a loss for what Lin Rongshen did. I even beat his chest with my hands.

Instead, Lin Rongshen hugged me a lot tighter, and let me break down in his arms and cry loudly. He kissed the top of my head and said in a low voice: "It's fine if you cry, there's nothing you can't make it through."

I beat harder with my hands, and asked in a hoarse voice with tears streaming down my face: "Then why do you still say it? I finally forgot a little bit, do you know how much effort I spent on this little bit? You let me now Don't know what to do, don't you know."

(End of this chapter)