I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 25

He suddenly asked me so seriously. To be honest, I was a little embarrassed. Even if he was a doctor, he asked me repeatedly like this. As a woman, I would always feel embarrassed, right?
I didn't swallow a sip of water, so I said impatiently: "I said I didn't come, are you bothered?"

Lin Rongshen didn't speak for a long time, his expression seemed to be contemplative, but I asked, "Why didn't you speak?"

Lin Rongshen came to his senses, took the empty water glass away from my mouth, put it on the bedside table and said to me: "It's okay."

I turned my body a little bit and said softly, "I don't know why."

Lin Rongshen didn't say anything, just sat on the side of my hospital bed and didn't speak, the atmosphere suddenly turned cold, I lay on the bed and felt his gaze was on me all the time, I felt a little uncomfortable and awkward for no reason, and then He opened his mouth to chase people away and said, "I'm going to rest."

He was puzzled and said, "Aren't you lying on the bed?"

I turned around and turned my body completely sideways to him, and said as if I was seeing off the guests: "Turn left when you go out, remember to close the door for me, thank you."

He closed his eyes and stopped talking, and stopped caring about Lin Rongshen.

But there was no sound of his getting up in the room. He still didn't seem to be planning to leave. His gaze still seemed to be on me. I was inexplicably annoyed. his presence.

Probably because I was so tired that I fell asleep unconsciously during the process of forcing myself to close my eyes. When I woke up in a daze, I was awakened by the warm touch on my face. I just wanted to open my eyes. Opening his eyes, he suddenly realized something, his heart was shocked, and he pretended that nothing had happened, and continued to pretend to be asleep quietly.

The hands on the face have a faint smell of disinfectant. This smell should be familiar to me. How much I was infatuated with it in the past, but now I feel a little incredible when I think about it.

But in the past, he never showed such pity, what happened to him...

Just when I was in a state of confusion and didn't know what to do, his voice suddenly sounded in my ears. His voice was not as harsh and calm as in the daytime, nor did he have the usual merciless mockery of me, but became very soft. It was so soft, even so soft that I couldn't believe it was his voice.

He said: "For five years, I have been thinking, have you really forgotten me in these five years, or did you stubbornly say those words on purpose to anger me.

I inexplicably felt dry mouthed and terrified, but his voice remained uninterrupted, and there was even a bit of self-mockery in his tone, he said: "But why do I always feel sad and want to get angry when I hear your words? ?” He chuckled and said, “You little rascal, no matter in the past or now, there is always a way to make me go crazy, so that I can’t control myself, what should I do with you, Ignore it?"

"I can't seem to do it," he murmured to himself.

His words made my body huddled under the quilt break out in cold sweat. At that moment, I suddenly wished that this moment was the end of the world, and the whole world would be destroyed, so that I would not be able to hear his words, and even if I did, it would be forever There will be no chance to throb again.

But many times, some things are so cruel. When you decide to give up, when you are about to give up, he will always tempt you with things that you couldn't get before and wanted very much. You dodge extremely, and you restrain yourself. But in the end, you still die of unwillingness, and you take the bait again. After you take the bait, what awaits you is another resounding slap from the other party to return to the original shape again. It goes on and on, making you cycle in this vicious circle forever, and you will never be able to climb out.

I couldn't control myself more and more, my body was already trembling obviously, and the owner of those hands felt it too, he felt the layers of cold sweat coming out of my face, without any surprise, his eyes still focused on my tight eyebrows With a closed face, he said calmly, "Lai Lai, how long are you going to pretend to be asleep?"

I suddenly opened my eyes to look at him, and at this moment I realized that it was already very dark, and the room was pitch-black. Only the moonlight from outside the window could make people see the face of the person in front of them clearly. blurred, yet able to allow people to clearly see the emotions in the eyes of the other party.

I said, "What's the point of saying this?"

As soon as this sentence came out, the tears in my eyes flowed long and criss-crossed all over my face, and my voice was hoarse. I said, "Do you think I will still believe what you said? Do you think I will still be like you?" Did I like you like that before?!"

My last sentence was almost snarled, because I was so excited that even the hospital bed was shaking slightly.

Lin Rongshen's eyes flickered coldly, he frowned and said, "Don't you like me now?"

I didn't even think about it: "Of course, I don't like you at all. If I liked you, I should jump up happily for what you said just now, right? But now? Didn't you see? I'm not happy, I On the contrary, I am very unhappy, because I don't like you anymore, so your belated words will only make me feel very funny."

I asked again: "Don't tell me, you suddenly found that you like me now, if this is the case, then I can only give you a sentence that you deserve it, so you also have this day, let you deeply experience my feelings at the beginning How uncomfortable it is."

(End of this chapter)