I forget you with my wedding

Chapter 71 Dependency
Just when I was drinking, someone suddenly snatched my cup from my hand. When I looked up, the person sitting opposite me was a person who I thought was strange but very familiar. I couldn’t remember. Where had I seen him before, stared at his face in a daze for a long time, pointed to his face, and asked with a big tongue: "Lin...Rongshen?"

The man sitting across from me shook his head and said, "I'm not."

I smiled again and said, "You guys look alike."

I wanted to continue drinking, so I shook my hand to get the wine glass on the table, but who knows, the wine glass was snatched from my hand again. I got angry, looked at the person sitting opposite me and said, "You What on earth do you want? Do you want to drink? Isn’t there any here? Why did you come to rob me? And I don’t even know you.”

At this time, I was half-drunk, and I couldn't recognize who was who, let alone Jian Ting, who had only known each other for a few days.

Seeing that I was so drunk, Jian Ting looked at me helplessly, sighed and said, "Why bother, am I not good?"

I greedily drank the wine in the glass and swallowed it. Hearing his words, I didn't forget to refute him. I said, "What's so good? Do you think I will believe that you really like me?"

I sneered and said: "I have self-knowledge in my heart. I don't have the conditions and capital to make people fall in love with me at first sight. Otherwise, why would Lin Rongshen hate me so much? Doesn't he like me? I'm not as beautiful as Millie, not as young as her, speaking Without her gentleness, and her kind heart, this kind of girl is an old and ugly cauliflower compared with me."

When Jian Ting heard my adjective, he burst out laughing suddenly. He looked at me who was drunk and asked, "Cauliflower?"

I was a little annoyed and said, "What are you laughing at? Cauliflower is funny? What? I don't even deserve cauliflower?"

Jian Ting immediately denied it and said: "No, no, you don't look like a cauliflower now, you are now a peony that still has a charm."

I burst into tears, the four words "the charm is still there" was a sharp knife in my heart. It turned out that I had reached the age when the charm was still there, and I suddenly felt that the sip of wine in my throat could no longer be swallowed. After going down, he lay down on the table and cried loudly, disregarding his image, Jian Ting originally wanted to comfort me, but he didn't expect that his words would not comfort me, and even made me break down and cry , He felt a little scared, and a little helpless, and didn't know what he said just now was wrong. In order to make me stop crying, he patted my back to comfort me.

But it was useless, I cried even more sadly, and complained loudly while crying: "You men are so superficial, and you will always like young, beautiful and clean girls." I patted my chest, tears streaming down my face Said to Jian Ting: "But I was young too, but how can I compare with her now? It's not comparable at all. I'm so old, and I'm still a divorced woman. Who would take a fancy to me? They all I'm disgusted that I can't have children, and I'm still a second marriage."

Covering my face, I couldn't accept myself like this, and whispered in the palm of my hand, "Why is this happening, why..."

Jian Ting looked at me like this, he sighed and asked me: "Why do you want to compare yourself with others?"

He said: "Youth is indeed capital, but there are too many people in this world who are getting young every day, and too many people are getting old day by day. Just like you said, you were once young, and Millie One day I will be old, and I will be compared to those young girls, Lai Lai, there is no way to compare, because a person cannot be young forever, but youth is the most beautiful thing in human life A period, but it does not mean that the rest of the age stage is worthless, it depends on how you look at yourself, and you are only 25 six, and you have just entered maturity, how can you say that you are old? Millie also It's just two or three years younger than you."

I said excitedly: "You don't understand at all! Lin Rongshen despises me!"

Jian Ting was taken aback by my voice, and after a while he asked me in disbelief: "Ah...is there any? "

I said: "Yes, from the first time we met, he disliked me for being old, and said that Millie was so young, why did he dislike me for being old? Why did he dislike me for being old? Since he disliked me for being old, why did he still Speak out! He is a scum at all!"

Jian Ting burst out laughing again, holding back his unkind smile and saying: "My cousin is indeed a scum, he only likes young and beautiful girls, look at me, how good I am, I only like you, no would like others."

I took a sip of the wine, pointed at him and cursed: "You liar, you are a liar."

Drinking here, talking to this point, I suddenly don't want to stay any longer, I want to go home, only going home is the safest, only going home, no one will be younger or prettier than me, Call me old, I need to hide, this world is too cruel to women, I can't accept it.

I managed to stand up staggeringly, and just as I supported the table with my hands, I realized that the world in front of me was spinning, and I fell back a little weakly. Fortunately, Jian Ting stood behind me and hugged me, He said to the muddy me: "Well, I'm still in the stage of pursuing you, so let me take you home."

My mind is still clear, but my body has no strength at all, I can only struggle slightly in his arms and say: "I don't want it, I don't want it."

But this low-pitched protest was directly ignored by Jian Ting. After he called the proprietress to pay the bill, he took me out of the restaurant half-embraced and half-supported, opened the car door and carried me into the car.

Because Jian Ting still had to drive, he naturally couldn't control me the whole time, he could only put me on the back seat and tie me up with a seat belt, and after confirming that I couldn't struggle and move around, he sat down. Go ahead and drive.

But it turns out that I don't have much strength to struggle any more, I just lie down and sleep like a pig, and Jian Ting, who has been sitting in front of the car all the time, still looks at me worriedly, seeing that I am quiet Lying there quietly, he breathed a sigh of relief.

When the car was parked downstairs in my community, Jian Ting parked the car and pulled me from the back seat. Just as he carried me out of the car and was about to go upstairs, he suddenly noticed a car parked in front of him. There was a person leaning against the body of the car. The figure of that person made him feel very familiar. He hugged me who had been unconscious for a long time and looked forward for a long time. His back stiffened. After a while, he called out: "Cousin. "

After the man heard his voice, he slowly walked out of the darkness and stood under the street lamp with an unknown expression.

Jian Ting laughed a few times, and said to Lin Rongshen who was one meter away: "Cousin, why are you here, what a coincidence, I would have called you to pick up Lai Lai if I knew it, you don't know that she is drunk So much chatter, I sat in the restaurant and listened to her nagging you for an entire hour, an hour."

Lin Rongshen stood under the streetlight without moving, looked at him with a look that Jian Ting found creepy, and asked with a cool voice: "What did she say about me?"

Jian Ting didn't dare to do anything else at this time. His cousin is usually very gentle and easy-going, but once he gets angry, he feels chilly. Although he hasn't seen Lin Rongshen get angry before, he doesn't dare to challenge him. Lin Rongshen's bottom line.

He could only smile and say: "She said good things about you. He said you were very kind to her. She likes you very much and misses you very much. Cousin, I think Lailai is really a good woman. So I like you, even I will be touched."

Jian Ting didn't realize how false his words were at all, people like Lin Rongshen who knew what I was going to say while I was still in his stomach, could see through Jian Ting's nonsense at a glance.

But Lin Rongshen was not in a hurry, and continued to ask: "There is more."

This stumped Jian Ting, he didn't have so much time to figure out what I would say out of thin air, so he smiled a little embarrassedly, and could only change the subject and said: "Cousin, the heavens outside Why don't you send Lai Lai upstairs to rest, I have to go to the company to deal with things, so I will leave Lai Lai to you."

As he spoke, he carried me towards Lin Rongshen, and tried to hand me in his arms to Lin Rongshen, but Lin Rongshen didn't intend to reach out to pick me up, but looked at Jian Ting with slightly cold eyes, Jian Ting could only Try to ignore that look, if Lin Rongshen doesn't pick him up, he won't be able to hold me all the time, and it's even more impossible to send me into the room desperately under such circumstances, so I can only use my wits in a hurry. As soon as I put it on the cold ground, I smiled awkwardly at Lin Rongshen and said: "Cousin, I put it here, I have something to do and really leave."

After he finished speaking, Lin Rongshen didn't allow Lin Rongshen to agree, so he ran towards the other end of his car. After getting into the car, he waved to Lin Rongshen from the window and said, "Cousin! Please enjoy this beautiful night, goodbye !"

The car swiped in the dark and then galloped away.

Lin Rongshen looked at me who was lying on the ground and sleeping like a dead pig. He stood beside me and looked at me for almost a minute, and then he squatted down slowly, brushing me away to cover his face with his hands. hair, wiped away the tears from the corners of my eyes, and hugged me horizontally from the cold ground.

He carried me all the way into the complex and went upstairs to the door of my apartment. After I found the key from my bag, I opened the door and walked in with me in my arms.

After Lin Rongshen put me on the sofa, he looked around my simple room. He went to the kitchen and brought me a cup of warm water and came out. Legs, sitting on the ground with a decadent and dazed expression, not knowing where he was or what he was doing now.

Lin Rongshen stood at the door of the kitchen and watched me for a while before walking over. He didn't speak when he arrived in front of me, but just squatted down with me. He lifted my chin with his hand and passed the glass of water to my lips. side, slowly fed me and drank it down.

I am also thirsty, and my head is still a mess at this time, so I will drink whatever he gives me. After the glass of water bottomed out, Lin Rongshen looked at me who still looked dumbfounded. After a long time, he suddenly leaned down and kissed my chest lip.

I didn't move, and I didn't know what he was doing, I just felt the warmth on my lips, as if something was sucking me in all the time.

I just kept my eyes open like that, watching Lin Rongshen kiss me bit by bit from shallow to deep with his eyes downcast, until the back, Lin Rongshen gently opened my teeth with the tip of his tongue, and then deepened the kiss.

I was so deeply kissed by him that I was almost out of breath, but I didn't know how to struggle, I was just stupidly as if I was going to suffocate myself, but Lin Rongshen finally let go of me, but he didn't Leaving my face, his hand was on the back of my head, the tip of his nose was touching mine, we were so close that I could hear his slight panting, he said, "Do you like him?"

I didn't know who he was asking, just shook his head and nodded like a fool.

Lin Rongshen's warm breath sprayed on my face. He didn't speak for a long time. The two of us kept this posture for about two or three minutes. Lin Rongshen opened his eyes and looked at me, and stroked my lips with his hand, he said : "Lai Lai, do you want it?"

This time I still nodded and shook my head, Lin Rongshen chuckled and asked, "Do you want it or not."

I shook my head vigorously, and pushed him with my hand, making a gesture of rejection, Lin Rongshen ignored it, just held my hand to push his chest, and he said, "But I really want to know what you will do."

There was a bit of temptation in his tone, he took his hand from my lips, his eyes seemed to be enchanted, a little captivating, I stared into his eyes in a daze, he whispered Ask me: "Want it? Would you like me to kiss you?"

I can't react, I like him to kiss me very much, I really like it, and I like to be held in his arms, he is really attractive at this moment, but, can we do it?
Seeing that I didn't answer, Lin Rongshen saw that I was still looking at him stupidly and blankly, the smile in his eyes gradually became stronger, he raised his hand and rubbed my head and said: "Stupid stupid, it seems quite cute too. .”

After he finished speaking, he didn't wait for my answer. He lifted my chin and kissed me again. This time his kiss was not as gentle as before. Now he is full of fire. Burning me, although I don't know how to respond to him, but under his fiery kiss, my body is much more honest than my brain, and the reaction is very intense.

In such a situation, it is almost impossible for nothing to happen. I don’t know how I got here that night. I just feel the feeling of being hugged by him, coaxed, kissed, and buried in his arms. It's so good, so good that I can't tell whether this is reality or a dream.

At the happiest moment, I buried myself in his arms and burst into tears for no reason, and pushed him with my hands. Lin Rongshen just controlled all the movements of my limbs, and kissed me tirelessly over and over again, making me completely Powerless to resist anything.

I am so dependent on him.

(End of this chapter)