I'm just a peach

Chapter 396 I Lost Him
"I know."

King Qin said without hesitation: "But I've thought about it, I don't care, I want to take you back to the palace to be my concubine."

"Concubine?" Taotao sneered, "Are you going to fight against all opinions for me and marry a devil as a concubine? Then, let me bear the title of disaster for the country and the people?"

"No, I believe you are definitely not a bad person!" King Qin curled his lips, "Let's go, go back with me."

He reached out again to grab Taotao's arm, but she threw it away.Tao Tao stood there, with a determined light in her eyes: "I won't go with you, I don't want to stay in that cage. Also, King Qin, I don't love you."

A trace of pain flashed in King Qin's eyes.

He thought of countless reasons why Taotao would refuse, and even thought of taking her away desperately, but if she didn't love him, then how should he deal with himself?
In fact, he already knew it in his heart.From the first time we met, there was no light in her eyes, even if she smiled, she didn't have any emotion.

Before he left the palace, An Cairen came to look for him.

The normally obedient and well-educated woman stopped in front of him for the first time, and said to him in a decisive tone: "Your Majesty, Miss Song will not come back with you."

It was the first time he got angry, and he stretched out his hand and pushed An Suya to the ground: "What nonsense are you talking about, Taotao is my concubine, so she will follow me back to the palace!"

An Suya's smile was desolate and sad, and she looked at his eyes full of love: "Your Majesty, I understand better than you what it feels like to love someone. If you love someone and see him happy, you will be happier than him." Be happy; seeing him in pain makes me suffer more than him. But Miss Song doesn't."

She stood up supportively, with a bloodstain on the delicate skin of her wrist, and the peach pink palace dress was covered with dust: "Your Majesty, I only hope that you can know who is worth cherishing and who must choose to give up. When you love someone when you are young, as long as you watch him happy from a distance, it is really enough."

That proud woman in the past stood in the wind like this, with a look of no sadness or joy. When did the eyes that were shining like stars dim down?
King Qin looked at her, feeling a little confused for a moment, but turned around and left the palace gate.

Maybe she was right, but he had to find an answer himself.Now, Taotao stood in front of him alive and gave him an answer that he had to give up.

"Tao Tao, tell me, is there someone you like in your heart?"

Taotao pursed her lips: "Yes."

"What kind of person is he?"

"He is... a very indifferent person. When we first met, I turned into a flat peach and was almost eaten by him. Later, I went to his mansion and became a little maid, always causing him a lot of trouble Trouble. I never expected that one day he would fall in love with me, I just want to be by his side, accompany him when he is unhappy, and laugh with him when he is happy." Taotao smiled meaning.

Looking at her smile, King Qin unexpectedly merged with An Suya's face. Their smiles are very similar at the moment, as if they are immersed in their own world, and no one can enter it.

It was a love that only belonged to her. Those pasts that he had never experienced were presented before his eyes like scrolls of pictures.

The Taotao in her mouth was very different from the women he knew, with a domineering smile, no longer a cold and emotionless person.Perhaps only in front of that man, she is happy.

"But I'm stupid, I lost him." Taotao finally said, when she looked up, there was no tear in her dry eyes, "I also lost myself."

(End of this chapter)