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Chapter 343 You Didn't Come to the Wrong Place

After Lou Meitong left, Luo Weiwei stared at the clearly visible meridians on her wrist for a while, and finally smiled at herself, looked away, stood up, and walked towards the school gate like a normal person.

She told Lou Meitong that Ruan Yujuan would come to pick her up, but Ruan Yujuan would not.

There is a constant flow of traffic coming and going.

Luo Weiwei stood in a daze at the empty school gate, the scorching sun above her head couldn't bring her any warmth.

There was a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world in my heart.

She clearly felt that someone who understood her needed to help her at this time, but she flipped through the phone's address book to the end, and her fingers stopped on the three words "Sinking City".

But after stopping for more than a minute, she still put the phone back in her pocket.

It would be too selfish to dial it out.

After standing there for a while, Luo Weiwei walked towards the opposite side of the road, her expression was dazed and her steps were vain.

"Di--" A long and harsh horn sound opened a gap in the quiet school gate.

The truck driver pulled down the window and cursed: "Walking without looking at the road, you are courting death!"

Luo Weiwei was not frightened at all, she shook her head calmly and replied, "I don't want to die."

The truck driver was taken aback, cursed "I'm sick", stepped on the gas pedal, and the overweight truck drove away with swirling dust.

For more than ten minutes, Luo Weiwei stood in the office on the second floor of Man Restaurant, laughing at herself.

She didn't expect that the only place she could find help was here.

"Borrowing money?" Sun Chuhe used to wear his gray painter's favorite berem hat and asked, "What are you going to use it for?"

Just as Luo Weiwei was about to speak, Sun Chuhe added: "Money can be borrowed, but I need to know where you will use it."

Luo Weiwei opened her mouth, a little hard to speak.

She cheered herself up in her heart and looked at Sun Chuhe after she had completed her mental construction, and said quietly, "See a doctor."

Sun Chuhe was taken aback, and asked, "Are you pregnant?"

It's no wonder that a beautiful girl with family members wants to borrow money to see a doctor, but she doesn't ask her family members and finds him. It's no wonder that Sun Chuhe thinks wrong.

Luo Weiwei had no choice but to add: "I feel bad about myself, it's psychological."

Sun Chuhe understood, crossed his hands on the table, and said, "But you should go to your family."

Luo Weiwei shook her head: "I don't want to tell them that they have too many headaches."

"Do you suggest talking to me? Since you don't want to tell your family about this."

Luo Weiwei nodded. She always felt that Sun Chuhe had a restrained sense of tranquility, which calmed her turbulent emotions a little.

Seeing that Luo Weiwei finally nodded after hesitating for a moment, Sun Chuhe asked, "How long have you been sick?"

Luo Weiwei thought about it carefully: "Ten years? Maybe longer..."

Sun Chuhe showed a surprised expression and didn't recover for a long time, until Luo Weiwei said again: "At that time, my mother and I were under Luo Qiuhao's drunken domestic violence for a long time... Oh, Luo Qiuhao is my biological father, even though I I don’t want to admit this. My mother is a psychiatrist, she used to be, and later because of Luo Qiuhao, her consultant’s license was revoked and she lost her job.”

Sun Chuhe listened quietly, he didn't know what he could do, but at this moment, listening is the best way to help.

"Every child's childhood is the happiest time, but for me, every day is a nightmare, I feel like I'm living in hell, I'm desperate every day, but I haven't reached the point where I want to die, I just feel... It was a critical point. Later, I became literate, and started secretly reading some of my mother’s books. By chance, I found a scale in her drawer, which was about spiritual aspects. I checked the scale carefully and found that I actually In the column of moderate depression."

Luo Weiwei talked about her childhood, her past, and the process of discovering her illness in an almost relaxed tone.It's like those nightmarish memories don't belong to her, she's just telling someone else's story.

Just looking carefully, one can find that under the calm appearance of this little girl, there is an expression of indescribable grief, which makes anyone feel sad when they see it.

Sun Chuhe stood up and poured Luo Weiwei a cup of hot water, because he found that the little girl's lips were white and purple in the summer season.

"Thank you." Luo Weiwei took it, covered the cup in her hands, and did not forget to thank her politely.

"Why didn't you tell your mother? She is a psychiatrist. Even if her license is revoked, she is still a professional." Sun Chuhe asked a little confused.

The story has reached this place, so there is nothing that cannot be said. Luo Weiwei said frankly and honestly: "At that time, my mother's condition was worse than mine. In the worst case, she had to wash her stomach twice to save her life. You Say, in this case, do I tell my mom or do I choose not to?"

The expression on Sun Chuhe's face can no longer be described in terms of shock. He couldn't imagine that the bright sunshine and smiling eyes of the little girl's original family were so dark and distorted.

It is also unimaginable that such a sunny girl has suffered from depression for ten years or even longer.

It was even more unimaginable, what would he be able to do if he exchanged with Luo Weiwei?At least it is impossible to describe the past in such a calm tone, at least it seems so peaceful.

"So did you go to the doctor secretly later?" Sun Chuhe thought for a while, and finally he could only ask such a question.

"Yeah." Luo Weiwei nodded: "I use the New Year's money to secretly go to the doctor every year, but I haven't been there for more than three years because the doctor said I don't need to go again. But today...it should be said that something happened recently , It broke me down. Or, let the familiar feeling come back. I really don't want to go back to the past, I hate myself like that, but I understand that I am becoming 'that'."

Speaking of this, Luo Weiwei finally couldn't hold back the calm emotion on her face, her heart was surging, and even her eyes were covered with mist.Like a claustrophobic castle, a big hole was knocked out by a dragon, and the wind came in, fascinating the princess's eyes, but she couldn't save herself in danger.

Sun Chuhe was silent for a moment, then pulled out a drawer on the left side of the table, took out a long red envelope from it, and pushed it in front of Luo Weiwei.

"This was originally a red envelope for my uncle's birthday, but I think you need this money more."

Luo Weiwei hesitated for a moment, then stretched out her hand to take it, which was roughly estimated to be about three or four thousand.

"You don't need so much." Luo Weiwei opened the red envelope, drew 700 yuan from it, and said, "Seven hundred yuan can be read twice, it is enough."

She said, and put the rest of the money back on Sun Chuhe's table.

Sun Chuhe didn't force it, just said: "My need for money is not that high, then come to me for the rest when you need it. Let me tell you first, I lent you this, so you have to get well soon, Study hard, and return the money to me when you come back from your studies.”

Sun Chuhe had a refined and quiet smile on his face, which made people feel very comfortable.

Luo Weiwei nodded, and gave a soft "um", at the same time, a tear flowed out.

"I actually didn't think I was going to tell you this, in fact, a few minutes ago I didn't know where I was going," she said.

Sun Chuhe laughed: "That means you have come to the right place, doesn't it?"

Luo Weiwei also laughed, but her eyes glistened with tears.

(End of this chapter)