Emperor's Love

Chapter 135

When I returned to the county government office, I happened to see the man on horseback walking away with the night... He, went back?My heart was suddenly empty.

"Yu Yun?!"

"Fifth elder brother..." I blessed my body, this etiquette...it's a bit rusty after not doing it for a long time...

"Yu Yun... what are you doing?" Her unfamiliar tone made him inexplicably angry.

I looked at him and was speechless. I didn't know what was wrong with me. I felt that I didn't look like myself these days...or I didn't know what I was like...

"Go in..." Hong Zhou said helplessly.

I followed him in...

"Yuyun...you...will you go back with me?" Hongzhou asked tentatively.

go back?where?Beijing?I am indifferent, too... This Huizhou, even if I want to stay, where am I going?Mrs. Mo...she...maybe she doesn't want to see me again in this life...leaving...maybe it's the best choice, hehe, after a circle, I still want to go back there, the royal capital of the Qing Dynasty, the political core…

I nodded... I kind of... agreed.

into the night.

After I ate some gruel, I moved a chair to lean on and looked up at the stars in the sky. The weather will be fine tomorrow.I have barely eaten for the past two days, and for some reason, my stomach hurts intermittently.

Gently wiped my forehead with a handkerchief, a gust of wind rushed towards my face, and I felt that the pain had eased a bit. I looked around the county government office. There are rockery and gravel roads in the backyard. Although the garden design is not so gorgeous, it is well arranged. .In the quiet courtyard, only the chirping of insects in summer night can be heard, and a few fireflies faintly fly by in the grass.

Suddenly, I miss the garden of Mo Mansion. Every season, there are different flowers that I can’t name. relax.

When I was in Mo Mansion before, I thought it was just some common things, but I didn't expect that what seemed so common at the time was so difficult to want now, and I felt a heavy bitterness in my heart. Good flowers don't always stay, and good times don't always stay'...

Loneliness, loss, suddenly rushed straight into my heart, spread to my limbs, and made me shiver unconsciously. I don't belong here, but I want to live here, or I want to help this body The owner is alive.

So far I still can't figure out why God chose me, what can I do in this chaotic time and space!

Squinting his eyes, a burst of fatigue hit him, he hadn't fallen asleep yet, but when he was drowsy, he heard his own even breathing sound one after another...

The sun in the morning and evening was soft and dazzling, and I had no dreams all night. I slowly opened my eyes and put a thin blanket on my body. I got up and stretched my limbs, feeling sore.

I haven't practiced for a long time. I tried to kick my legs, but my muscles and bones felt a little painful.The basic skills of this dance really need to be practiced every day, "10 minutes on stage, ten years off stage", this is not a lie.

It's just, I don't know, what's the use of me practicing now?Anyway, I can't realize my dream here, I can't jump my "white swan", the current me is just an "ugly duckling" who dare not face myself.

"Yu Yun..." The sudden voice behind me startled me.

"Fifth brother..."

"Let's... go back to Beijing today."

Today, so fast?I stared blankly at him, and after a while, I nodded. "I'll go back to the house and pack some soft things..."

I want to leave, but I don't want to, it seems that once I go back, I will have no choice but to go back to that cage.But do I have a choice?No... I'm a person who doesn't even know my origin, so how can I... have a choice?

(End of this chapter)