Emperor's Love

Chapter 48

I lowered my head and continued to embroider, but I kept thinking of the fourth elder brother in my heart. His hurt eyes lingered in my mind, which made me a little restless, "Ah?!" Accidentally, The needle pierced my hand, and I stared blankly at the blood gushing from my fingertips, but looked to stop the bleeding. The red liquid pierced my eyes a little dizzy, "Yu Yun!" A burst of exclamation called me back , Fu Ya rushed over with a big stride, "Why are you so careless?" Fu Ya impatiently put my finger in her mouth and sucked it, and I quickly withdrew my hand.She said with an unnatural expression: "I'm sorry, I was in a hurry...", I smiled: "It's okay, I was just startled, and my body reflexively pulled back, did it scare you?", "No …By the way, I don’t know how you got the tattoo, but you really embroidered it so engrossingly?” Fu Ya looked at the pattern on the silk silk, she didn’t know why, I didn’t want her to see it, so I turned the embroidery face down put it on the bed, and said, "Why do you have time to come over today?", "I just want to come and see you, why? You are not welcome?", "Why, I am very happy... Then, let's go for a walk in the yard, I'm a bit bored in this room..." As I said that, I got up and walked out of the house, and she followed...

Along the way, we were silent for a while, before Fu Ya finally spoke: "Yu Yun, about the fourth elder brother...", alas~ She finally spoke, and I sighed a little in my heart, "Fu Ya Ya, I remember, it's just that I haven't seen Brother Si very much recently..." Why do you think things in the world are so coincidental?Say Cao Cao and Cao Cao will arrive!As soon as I finished speaking, Hongli walked over with Xiao Lizi, and Fu Ya greeted her with a face full of surprise and embarrassment, "Fourth elder brother is auspicious!" Said: "Get up quickly." This sound was enough to make Fu Ya jump for joy.I also went up to bless Fushen: "Si elder brother is auspicious!", "Let's get up." But it was a tone that couldn't be weaker, as if we were the two people we met in this yard and never crossed each other, as he never Never told me 'Call me Hongli! ', like... many likes, but they can't connect the person in front of me with the Hongli I know, I know!For what happened last night, he is angry... but...will he erase everything about us when he gets angry?I looked at the unfamiliar Hongli in front of me, and my heart ached...

"Fu Ya...you are Fu Ya, right?" Hongli said to Fu Ya, turning a blind eye to me like air.Fu Ya nodded, her face full of shyness, "Fu Ya, Mr. Li has gone out for something and hasn't come back yet, I'm waiting for him here, can you walk with me?", "It's a great honor, fourth elder brother..." Then , the two of them walked forward without anyone else, leaving me alone in the same place...

Did he really like Fu Ya?Or is he... just mad at me?For several days in a row, I was thinking about the fourth brother and Fu Ya in a drowsy mind. I either knocked over the teacup, or stopped in the middle of eating, and was always tripped when I was walking... Xiao Ling shook her head when she looked at me.

I don't know... It turns out that when I like someone so bitterly, when he treats you well, my heart is full of joy, every day, the sun is shining brightly, and every word he says is like a warm wind, warm But if he treats you like a stranger, you will be like those withered and fallen petals, lifeless. I would rather he beat you and scold you than turn a blind eye to you. I feel... life is better than death...

I am now slowly letting this feeling swallow me up. It turns out that he has begun to take root and sprout in my heart unconsciously, but now he no longer waters and fertilizes the sprouting seedling, it stops growing, but It hurts because of longing... I knew it as soon as I opened it. He is a noble elder brother and will be the ruler of the Qing Dynasty. At the beginning, I wanted to stay away deliberately, but I was getting closer step by step unintentionally. It developed unconsciously. , but when it stops suddenly, you will experience unexpected pain...

I stroked my chest and embroidered the jade pendant stitch by stitch. It lay quietly on the silk with no cracks... But, there seemed to be a crack in my heart...

(End of this chapter)