Emperor's Love

Chapter 82

"You girl, why are you different from other girls' homes?" He suddenly walked over, rubbed my head with his hands, and said softly, I looked up into his eyes, and there seemed to be something born in there. Like a vortex, trying to draw me in, this familiar look, I melted into it a few years ago, but now it is something I don't want to have, I turned my back in a panic, and replied: "Why? What's the difference? They're all women, and they all grew up eating the same food..."

He also came up, stood side by side with me, raised his head and looked at the increasingly bright sky, and after a long while, he said slowly: "Xiaoyun...you are full of too much mystery, your background, your origin , I don’t know anything about you... I don’t want to ask, but I can’t help but guess..." After a pause, he continued, "You and that man I met in the teahouse yesterday Together, he...is someone from the palace..."

Hearing what he said, my heart suddenly "thumped", but I couldn't say anything to him, I couldn't talk about the Chahar Mansion, I couldn't talk about Ama and Er Niang, and I couldn't talk about my relationship with the fourth elder brother. Not to mention why I left the capital...Mo Chen, forgive me...I can't tell you anything.

Seeing that I was silent, he suddenly grabbed my shoulders with his hands, and turned my face to him, but he didn't say a word for a long time, but I saw the deep hurt in his eyes... His hands grabbed my shoulders It hurts, but I didn't say a word, bit my lower lip unconsciously, he gradually let go of his hand, and said: "Go back... the weather is a bit cold...", that indifferent tone actually pierced my heart slightly pain.

Watching him leave the back, I pressed my chest lightly with my hand, and stood there dumbfounded. I thought the heart in my chest would no longer hurt for someone, but now it is telling me vividly that it hurts …

Although it is the time of warm spring and flowers blooming, the weather is still a little cold after nightfall. I have developed the habit of going to bed early and getting up early after so many years here. Soon after dinner, I wanted to find Duke Zhou, but he tossed and turned and couldn’t fall asleep, his heart was full of the look Mo Chen looked at me during the day, I sat leaning against the head of the bed, I couldn’t sort out my thoughts, for Mo Chen, I originally thought I just regarded him as In order to be a savior, if I go one step further, I will treat him as a close friend. However, in today's situation, I have to re-examine my feelings for him...

"Hey... I'm really asking what love is in the world? What does it represent... Friendship is 'feeling', and love is also 'feeling'. How can the world distinguish between them..." I muttered to myself.

In this way, this night, I couldn't sleep at night, and my mind kept thinking about the past with Hongli, the happy and the sad, and also thinking about the meeting with Mo Chen, playing with him... until it was almost dawn I was so tired that I fell asleep faintly, so the next day, I rarely slept until almost noon before getting up.

It started to rain patter outside, Luluo brought me a basin of hot water for me to wash up, I felt a little embarrassed, I used to get up earlier, these personal things, I always All made by myself.

"Miss Xiaoyun, are you feeling well today?" She asked softly.

I soaked some hot water in a handkerchief and wrung it dry, and then applied it on my face. The chill from just waking up was gone for more than half, "No, I went to bed late yesterday, and I'm sleepy today..." I said embarrassingly. replied.

Look at the text, there are one or two consolations to comfort my weak soul.
(End of this chapter)