The school grass wants to marry me

Chapter 386 Xiaochai She's Gone ([-])
"She died..."

"died?"

"Yes, she died a week ago."

Xiaochai's mother's words were like a bolt from the blue, and instantly struck Qingxin's head. How could a good person die?I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming, I must be dreaming!Qingxin didn't believe it, she didn't believe it at all... She was a little stunned.

It wasn't until Xiao Chai's mother finished talking about Xiao Chai to Qingxin and Junye with sobs, Qingxin finally understood that Xiao Chai would never come back... She was born with a disease, she died of an illness, she was born with a heart disease, because The family has no money for medical treatment. In her year, her life is over, and she will always live in her most beautiful age...

After leaving Xiaochai's house, Qingxin walked in a daze, and unknowingly came to the Lugang Junior High School where she and Xiaochai had lived together for three years... The familiar environment, the familiar people seemed to be in the Yesterday, but life is so fragile, it may disappear in that instant.

Once, I thought that the word death was far away from me, but when the important person around me lost, you will find that the breath of death surrounds you, it is not just a kind of sadness , is still a kind of deep fear, but also a kind of vigilance, always reminding you to cherish the people around you.

It wasn't until this moment that Qingxin understood the feeling of losing an important person. Qingxin thought of Junye. When Junye lost his mother, it must be more uncomfortable than what he feels now... From now on, I must treat him better, He is so pitiful... He has lost his mother... The pain he endured must be unimaginable to ordinary people.

"Junye, I want to stay here for one night, can we go back to Xiangta tomorrow?" Qingxin asked quietly, without crying.

"Yes, I will accompany you."

"Junye, will there be a day when I won't be here?"

"When you're not here, I won't be here either."

"You are not allowed to curse yourself like that!"

"Don't worry, I will definitely not be here after you."

"why?"

"Because I'm afraid that if I leave first, someone will bully you instead of me, but you can only be bullied by me."

"I suddenly understood one thing."

"whats the matter?"

"Everything is a small matter before life and death. Xiao Chai urged me to see you during the National Day. She told me to bring you earlier. At that time, I was still wondering why she said it would be earlier... Now I finally understand. " When she said this, Qingxin finally couldn't help crying.

"Cry for a while, it's fine if you cry for a while." Jun Ye held her in his arms.

"Junye..."

"Ok?"

"My best friend Guagua is ignoring me, and my best friend Xiaochai is also gone, will you also ignore me one day?" Qingxin couldn't stop crying.

"...I won't, I won't leave you, never will."

"Why are you so sure?"

"Because there is no reason... I know I won't." Junye said resolutely.

"I'm so scared."

"What are you afraid of?"

"I'm suddenly so afraid of losing..."

"People will always lose something, the important thing is to cherish what you have now, such as me, you and me."

"Junye, I want to go home and see my grandparents. Let me cry again. I won't cry when I cry. I don't want them to see me sad."

"Ok."

(End of this chapter)