There is a big sister in the harem

Chapter 180

It turned out that the emperor was not confused. Feng Feiyue tightly clasped the man's fingers. His denial was because he could no longer give Li Yan what he had promised. Maybe, if he could give her a title, he was doomed to imprison her for the rest of his life. In the palace, nothing else can be given.

"However, this is too unfair to Li Yan." Feng Feiyue shook her head, "Since you have already..."

"Yue'er..." Gu Yezi sealed her small mouth with his big palm, "I don't care about so many people, and I don't want to pursue what happened back then."

"Zi, you are too conniving." Feng Feiyue pulled his hand down, "If it was the past, I would never believe that the heart of respecting the king would be so weak. In order to protect one person, you disregarded other people's lives. Shi Jie You are half of the fault for why Yu is here today. Knowing why her health is getting worse and worse, it is because she has been taking tiger and wolf medicine for a long time. On the night I hunted Suoyi, I accidentally found those medicinal materials in her closet. Let me ask, if a person can fight herself, what else can she be afraid of? And all of this is because you are too protective..."

Concubine Feng's reading hit the nail on the head, and she got up and stood in front of the man, "You saw her risking her life to get back the imperial decree for you, can't you see anything else?"

Facing her questioning, Gu Ye was speechless, and after a while, he slowly came to her, "If she can save Li Yan, I'm still willing to protect her."

Concubine Feng put the imperial decree back into the secret compartment in a muffled voice. She turned her back to the man and lowered her head, "If it wasn't for me, Li Yan would have left the palace early in the morning, so there is no need to get involved in these disputes. Since we are talking about this, let her leave Bar."

Behind him, the man nodded heavily.Feng Feiyue let go of her hand, turned around, and walked out of the hall.

Wandering all the way, she had never been afraid of anything in this deep palace, but now, the footprints of going out step by step filled her with fear.Just like when we faced Jun Yi back then, both she and she deserved happiness, and this was never the place they should come to.

Back in Fengyu Palace, Li Yan was standing outside the palace with lowered brows. Hearing the sound of footsteps, she raised her head subconsciously, "I have seen Eunuch Yue..."

Concubine Feng Yue came to her in a few steps, looking at her peaceful and gentle face, she became hard to say.She remembered what Li Yan had done to keep the secret when Gu Ye was in a coma, "You have served me for so long, don't you recognize me at all?"

Li Yan was surprised, and stared at her face carefully. After a while, her mouth opened wide, "Huang... Huang..." The last word was forced back, her expression was surprised, and then turned into joy, "Great, great."

Concubine Feng saw that there was no one around, so she simply walked to the stone steps and sat cross-legged. Li Yan didn't dare to speak loudly, so she had to take small steps to follow.

Feng Feiyue didn't speak for a long time, she patted her side with one hand, "Sit back with me."

Li Yan nodded, looked at her dignified side face, and cared for Qiyin, "What's wrong with you, Ma'am, I'm worried."

"Li Yan..." Feng Feiyue turned her head, and after hesitating, she still spoke, "If you hadn't met me back then, you should be living well at this time. Immediately, a group of servant girls will be sent out of the palace, I think Let me ask you, do you want to leave?"

Feng Feiyue just stared at her for a moment, Li Yan was a little surprised, but she held it back very well, the woman's eyes were too complicated, but there was something true, she was sincerely doing it for her own good, "Thank you, Ma'am... ..."

"Li Yan." Seeing that she was still strong, Concubine Feng felt a little admiration, "This palace has already taken up too much of your time."

"Your Majesty, please don't say that." Li Yan clasped her knees with both hands, the moonlight was sparse, and she couldn't even see the other person's face clearly, "During these days, I am very happy, really happy, Your Majesty is a good person, and it is worth it." The emperor treats people well all his life. I couldn't let go of many things at the beginning, but now I choose to let go. In fact, it's really easy..." The woman looked at Concubine Feng beside her, "I haven't seen it for a long time. Look at the outside, the sky at home, I wonder if it is the same as here, can you see so many stars?"

Concubine Feng put her hands on her sides, raised her eyes and looked towards the sky, "Yes, as long as your heart is open, the sky outside will be wider."

Li Yan agreed, there was no need to mention many things, and she didn't want to worry about it, otherwise, she would be too tired.

Concubine Feng looked at her side from the corner of her eye, swallowed back what she wanted to ask, she smiled slightly, how could such a woman have hatred?

Li Yan withdrew her gaze and looked at Shangfeng Feiyue's eyes, which were still crystal clear, but... no longer clear.

The cloudy eyes covered the clarity of her eyes, her lips trembled slightly, her white teeth clenched her lower lip, and she smiled, "When can I leave the palace? I can't wait..."

Concubine Feng Yue's pupils were sour, her mind was empty, and she felt a little uncomfortable. A strand of hair hanging down from the woman hit her shoulders, she was alone, and suddenly... felt a feeling of loneliness.

The two of them never said a word. When Li Yan left, Concubine Fengyue sat where she was, watching her sparse silhouette walk out of Fengjuan Palace step by step.

She asked herself if what she did was really fair to Li Yan. Concubine Feng lay down along the long steps, thinking deeply.

Li Yan walked all the way back along the corridor. The place she walked every day was a little strange now, and she lost her way after walking for a long time.Looking at the colorful clouds, there was still some nostalgia in the palace. She was walking on foot, and before she knew it, she raised her eyes and came to the gate of Jingye Palace.

She stood there, only seeing the woman's beautiful shadow projected on the west window, Li Yan hesitated for a moment, and then walked in.

Shi Jieyu was sitting in the garden, on the stone table under the wisteria, there was a lantern carved with a hundred birds. When she heard the sound, she looked up, and when she looked at Li Yan, the embroidery needle accidentally stuck in her hand. ,"what……"

The woman strode forward and said in a panic, "What's the matter, did you get your hands stuck?"

"It's okay." Shi Jieyu sucked her middle finger into her mouth, frowned slightly, and put down what she was doing.

"When I was in Huansha Palace, you were the best girl." Li Yan picked up the embroidery frame she put on the table, "After all these years, the lilies you embroidered are still so beautiful."

"This is for you." The woman raised her head, her eyes fell on her hands, "It's not so easy for two delicate flowers to depend on each other."

Li Yan could hear the helplessness in her words, Lily should be pure and elegant, and shouldn't be stained by the world, "Yi Ting, I'm leaving."

The woman's lowered eyes trembled slightly, and the look on her face was complicated, with relief, relaxation, but also reluctance, "Leave, where are you going?"

Li Yan caressed those delicate stitches with her fingers, one by one, just like the despair she had experienced for so many years, sentimentality flashed in her pupils, and she forced herself to smile, "Go to a place that belongs to me, there is a mountain , it would be better to have a place with the sea.”

There were tears in Shi Yiting's eyes, which were sparkling at first, but now, following her words, tears flowed down her face, "Sister..."

Li Yan lowered her head, her broken hair hit the corners of her eyes, covering the coldness in her eyes.

"I really want to go to such a place like you, sister, how much I want to get out of the palace on this day, I'm so tired, so tired..." Shi Yiting covered her face with her hands, her shoulder resting on the woman's She moved and trembled slightly, "In this palace, you are the only one who treats me sincerely. Sister, please forgive my selfishness... All of this was caused by me, and I have to blame for what I have ended up like now."

Li Yan put one hand on the back of her hand and patted it lightly, "Yi Ting, do you know that people and people can't be missed. Once you really miss it, you can never get it back. God gave us the best chance." , It’s just that we lost ourselves.” She looked at the red plums that were about to bloom in the garden, and said bitterly.

Shi Yiting looked at her little face, she asked herself why she couldn't do what Li Yan did, otherwise, she wouldn't have to be so tired.

"In a few days, a group of court ladies will leave the palace. At that time, I will leave, Yi Ting... Take care of yourself." Li Yan couldn't bear it, but she had to speak.

Shi Jieyu concentrated, this should have been a major disaster, but why, her heart felt empty.That Li Yan, who only protects her and wholeheartedly for her, is going to leave like this?From now on, I am afraid that I am really the only one in this deep palace, right?She was suddenly panicked, and even more uncomfortable. Cold tears flowed from her palms, overflowing her entire face, "Sister, I'm sorry, I'm sorry."

Li Yan thought of the scene in Huansha Palace in the past, and her heart was inevitably touched. Looking at it now, things have changed, "Yi Ting, don't say sorry."

When the woman heard this, she lifted her head slightly, and her eyes fell on her face, "Sister, I never understood, why are you being so nice to me? I'm not worth it!"

"Yi Ting, what's the matter with you?" Li Yan got up and pressed her excited shoulders with both hands. Shi Jieyu shook her vigorously, staggering and staggering, "You know, I have many opportunities to talk to the emperor. I was able to bring you out of Huansha Palace more than once, but I didn't... When I saw you for the first time in Fengyu Palace, I even thought...thought about it." She covered her mouth with her hands, and never Unable to continue, "I call you sister, not pretending, but really treating you as my family..."

Listening to her incoherent words, Li Yan froze in place motionless.Although she had imagined this before, she still refused to believe it. She convinced herself again and again that Yi Ting just didn't find a chance, and she wouldn't leave her alone.Tears streamed down her face, Li Yan glanced at her, and then cried, her whole body couldn't stop shaking slightly, her internal organs seemed to be forcibly backlogged together, and it hurt to the heart even if she moved.

"Sister..." Shi Yiting couldn't say anything else. Today, she surprised herself so abnormally. Maybe it was when Li Yan said she was going to leave that she gave her all her trust.She didn't want to keep this secret in her heart for the rest of her life, Li Yan should know.

(End of this chapter)