Minister, good morning!

Chapter 203 Deng Shuang's Death

She is like a kitten, she doesn't say a word, just snuggles up so obediently, that person is her god, she feels so safe in her arms.But she didn't dare to close her eyes, as long as she closed her eyes... it was Deng Shuang's smiling face.

She wanted to talk to him, but standing in front of his tombstone that day, she couldn't speak a word, not even tears.She thought that Deng Shuang would understand her mind in heaven, he must want to see her happy smile, right?

"I know you're sad, but you can't do this, otherwise, shall we go out and have fun, with Chenxi and Xinyi?"

Hear, Chenxi and favorite names.Shangguan Rui's heart suddenly tugged.I still have two lovely babies?They must miss themselves very much, right?
What would have happened if the bullet hit him at that moment?Never see the children again, never see dear little Feather again, what will happen to them?But Deng Shuang left for himself.How sad his mother was!

She just closed her eyes like that, and her thoughts kept churning. Whose fault is all this?Who can make up for it!
"Xiaorui, don't blame yourself too much. I don't think Deng Shuang doesn't want you like this in Tianzhiling. He must want to see your baby together happily."

Gao Yufan's eyes were so gentle, looking at the little girl's face that changed a lot and her frown, he knew that she had finally changed and had something to say.

"Deng Shuang died for me? Husband! Wuhu—" She finally spoke, and then she lay on her stomach in his words, crying hard, crying loudly.

Gao Yufan knew that it was her way of venting.She had too much pressure in her heart, and Deng Shuang's death in front of her eyes was an unimaginable blow to her!Beyond almost everything.Shangguan Rui who has never experienced the fall of a young and healthy life.It is impossible to face all this.And that innocent life was still a bullet for her!
"Cry, cry." He just patted the sobbing shoulder like that, comforting him, and he only had enough crying to vent out the depression in his heart.People can return to normal life.Otherwise she can't face herself!

Once the pressure in the heart is too much, the consequences will be serious. It is unimaginable to live there every day and not be able to get out!

When she was tired and confused from crying, Gao Yufan picked up Shangguanrui and went to the bathroom, put her in the bathtub, and took off her clothes.

"Take a good bath, take a soak, and you'll be fine when you come out." Leaving her alone, she closed the door and came out. You still have to face what you should face alone, and you still have to overcome the problems in your heart.If others want to help, that is also external.

Shangguanrui just soaked in the warm water quietly like that. Everything flashed like a movie these days. From the beginning of knowing Gao Yufan's mission to leaking the news to that person, until he was arrested, everything happened. I went through it in my heart.

Whose fault is it all?She doesn't even know?Is Gao Yufan pushing too hard, or Deng Jingtian is too bastard, but he can't get out, because the villain is already dead and punished, and at the cost of sacrificing his young son's life!
So what's wrong with Gao Yufan performing official duties in the name of eliminating harm?That's right, if you are lying on the ground at this moment, so what?No!When she thinks about it, her heart aches. People are selfish, and she is reluctant to part with the two treasures.baby.Yes, she still has two lovely babies to take care of.

Finally, she woke up.Deng Shuang, please forgive my selfishness, I want to live a good life, you hope so, for the sake of the babies.I also want to live well.

Finally figured it out, with a long-lost smile on his face, the scene of being locked in a dark room full of rats' screams suddenly broke into his mind miraculously.She suddenly cried out in fright.

"Gao Yufan"

The cry was so shrill in the quiet room, the minister was so frightened that he pushed open the door of the bathroom one step at a time.What he saw left him stunned!
She stood up screaming, the snow-white skin was moist with crystal water, so transparent, and the bulge was plump and delicate, standing upright.

Gao Yufan came as soon as he opened the door, and saw such a blood-swelling scene.But then his gaze slowly descended following Shangguan Rui's trembling body.There was wireless tenderness and distress in his eyes.

"Xiaorui, everything is over." He hugged her wet body tightly in his arms, then picked up the bathrobe beside her and wrapped her up.Carried back to the bedroom.

His firm chest brought Shangguan Rui back to reality.She regained her senses, what happened just now was just a momentary illusion, because she fell too deep.

"Husband" she called her husband sweetly and softly.He dried her off, put her on the bed, and pulled the blanket over her.

"Sleep, have a good rest, and you'll be fine when you wake up." She lay on the bed obediently, but kept holding his hand and refused to let go.Only then will she feel at ease.

Holding his hand, I told myself to relax, and slowly fell asleep, seeing that she was in a deep sleep.He was relieved, not to mention that Shangguanrui couldn't bear it, even the people he passed through the storm couldn't bear it, such a young life was suddenly lost, and it was so innocent, dying at the gunpoint of his father Down.

The big and small pistils will meet.It's been a long time since he slept so peacefully. Seeing that she was sleeping soundly, he gently pulled out his hand and left.When Shangguan Rui opened his eyes, the room was already filled with soft lights.And there were two little heads lying beside him, looking at him quietly.

"mother"

"mother"

Seeing Shangguanrui open his eyes, the two children shouted loudly and kindly.Gao Yufan immediately opened the door and came in, "Xu! Don't make noise."

The two children just laughed, "Dad, you are so boring, Mom is already awake." They made fun of Dad's nervousness, and Shangguanrui looked at Gao Yufan like that.My heart is full of happiness, there is such a person who cares like that, it is really happiness.Those hazy things disappeared with that sleep.To be inaccurate, it is to try to forget and learn to cherish the happiness in front of you!

The eyes of Shangguanrui and Gao Yufan met in the air, and she smiled gently.He is also smiling, but a little silly.That's the kind where you don't know why when you see her smile.

"Let's play, I'll cook." He smiled and closed the door, and the children's laughter sounded in the room, it was so happy.

The days finally came back to the original point again, and the family of four was ready to go out to play in the wild on weekends. This was carefully planned by Gao Yufan for Shangguanrui.The little girl's heart is dark and needs love, sunshine and rain to nourish her.

"Baby, hurry up and take all your things." Gao Yufan told his son and daughter while taking out the big and small bags.The little guy shouted immediately.

"It's all in the bag." The family of four got in the car and set off.The awesome military vehicles are easy to use, and they are unimpeded along the way.The car was going fast.

"Wow! More than one!" Chen Xi clapped her hands happily, a kind of pride from the heart.The kid has been very competitive since he was a child!Shangguanrui noticed it, and he liked it better. He didn't care much about anything, as long as he had something to eat and play, he didn't care about anything.Only in this way will life be easy.Looking at his son, Shangguan Rui, he couldn't help but feel worried.

"Mom, look at the beautiful flowers!" The wild flowers on the side of the road are blooming golden, and there are a large area, which is really comfortable to see.

Finally arrived at the destination, it is the endless green, the long grass, the green is so sweet, so soft, with the breeze blowing gently, they sway gently, it is a kind of feeling close to heaven beautiful!
The children were playing on the grass, and Shangguanrui was standing there facing the wind. At this moment, his heart was so clear and transparent. The blue sky and green grass were so comfortable under the bright sunshine.

Suddenly, a golden yellow flower popped out of the green grass, "It's so beautiful!" Shangguanrui found it in surprise, and then ran over excitedly like a teenager, squatted there, lowered his head, Sniffing close to the little yellow delicate flower.

"Well! It smells so good." It was a fresh fragrance with earth.She was a little intoxicated by it, but she didn't have the heart to take it off.Such Shangguanrui is undoubtedly pure and beautiful.The beauty is dazzling, not unique, and the beauty is distressing.

All these seem to be so ok, making people around her think that she is living happily and happily, but in fact, she still can't forget that nightmare moment!Gao Yufan could really understand the sadness in her heart, the more he could understand and see through it, the more his heart ached.

"I think Deng Shuang must be living well in heaven, and he will also look forward to your happiness, because that is the woman he cares for with his life."

At some point, Gao Yufan had already stood beside Shangguan Rui, staring at the endless green. "It's so beautiful! It's like heaven, Xiaorui. The world is actually clean like this. It's just that after people have the seven emotions and six desires, they become white and colorful."

Shangguan Rui also got up slowly, and stood side by side with him under the green sunlight, they complemented each other so well, the two of them stood like that and looked into the distance, while the two children beside them were running, chasing the dancing grass in the grass Butterfly.What a happy picture!

"Husband, what is the purpose of life? Is it really fame and wealth? Is money so important? People are gone, what is the use of money?" Shangguanrui really doesn't understand, maybe only a simple little woman like her can do it. Will think so!

"But people are alive, and money is gone. For some people, that is even more tragic. So some people will desperately want to get wealth, but personal pursuits are different. Shangguanrui, you should learn to adapt to this actual society instead of For the society to adapt to you, some things must be ignored, otherwise if you are unhappy, the person you transform will also be sad with you, Xiaorui, do you understand?"

This is the first time for Gao Yufan to talk about society and human nature with Shangguanrui like this. In fact, she does not want the simple Shangguanrui to become a reality, but if you blindly live in the dream you wove and cannot see the darkness of society, then, You can't see many things clearly.

(End of this chapter)