pink fox

Chapter 4 The Human World

After my sister left, I fell asleep for a long time because I didn't want to wake up.

I want to leave, but I can't leave.My heart does not want to leave the king, this man who loves me tenderly.

But my heart hurts again.

I remembered what my grandma told me. She said, Yimi, never fall in love with humans, because human hearts can change, but we foxes can't.

The younger sister loves the king, and that will never change.

I asked Wang, have you ever loved Baixi?

Wang replied to me, before I met you, I thought I loved her.But after I met you, I realized that I didn't love her, I just liked her lightly, just like liking a beautiful flower in the garden.

He hugged me tenderly, touching my ear gently with his soft lips.

My heart is both happy and sad.

Winter passed, spring came, and I finally saw the legendary green shoots...

The grass is so beautiful, they slowly grow out of the cold land, like a baby just waking up.

The flowers are so beautiful, and the buds they grow are like me in the process of transformation.I guess they must be beautiful when they open up, just like me transformed into a human form.

Spring comes slowly, leaves gracefully, and welcomes summer.

In summer, hundreds of flowers are in full bloom, and butterflies are flying among the flowers. This is a beautiful scenery that I have never seen before.

It's just that summer is so hot that I can't breathe because of the heat.

Finally, I passed out in the heat.

When I woke up, Wang was sitting by my bed, looking at me tenderly and distressed.

I smiled at him, and he stretched his brows and smiled reassuringly.

Wang is really beautiful, he is the most beautiful man I have ever seen.His eyelashes are very long, and when he smiles, his eyelashes will tremble slightly, which makes people feel excited.

My room is full of ice, which makes me so much more comfortable.

There are many servants who serve me, and they treat me with special care.Even if I coughed softly, they would immediately kneel down in fright and ask me if I was unwell, and then quickly called the imperial doctor to see me.

It's just that I'm not used to this kind of carefulness, and I even feel suffocated.

I went outside alone to have a look, and the weather was still dizzyingly hot.

When I was dizzy, an old maid helped me into the house.

While adding ice cubes to my golden basin, the old lady-in-law said to herself: Flowers are not as popular as a hundred days, and people are not as happy as a hundred days.I've lived for a long time, and I don't know why I've lived.

I asked her, how long have you lived?
She said, I have lived 50 years.

I couldn't help laughing and said, it's only 50 years.

She looked at me and asked, how long have you lived?
I said, I have lived for 3000 years.

She shook her head slowly, murmured, her life was in vain.

I asked her, what did you mean by Huawu hundred-day red?
She raised her face full of vicissitudes and wrinkles, looked at me and said, do you believe that Wang loves you?

I say, believe.

Then do you believe that the king will love you forever?
I say, believe.

She didn't look at me anymore, but continued to toss her ice cubes, whispering, there used to be a girl who believed as much as you did.

She said she was as special as you.You have pink hair and she has silver hair.But she looks more depressed... You are like a child who just came to this world and doesn't know anything.At least she knew that one day she would lose the king's favor and that she would leave.

My heart was pounded again!

I grabbed the old lady's sleeve and eagerly confirmed to her, she said she knew she would leave?

The old maid got rid of my hand, stood up and looked at me like a poor puppy.

She said she knew.Moreover, Wang once treated her better than you!She was the first woman Wang fell in love with.

I sat paralyzed on the ground, my heart was like the sea in a storm, confused and frightened.

The old lady's voice was getting further and further away, but I could hear it clearly.

She said that there is only one purest love for a man, and that is when he loves a woman for the first time.The most hypocritical and long-lasting love of a man is only once, when he meets the woman he thinks can accompany him for the rest of his life.He chose you because you are innocent enough and stupid enough to know nothing.

What he loves is your stupidity.

I don't know how long it took, but the king came.Seeing me sitting on the ground, he helped me up with distress.

I asked him, Wang, do you still love me?
He looked into my eyes and answered seriously, love, love more and more.

I am silent, it turns out that love also has a degree.I always thought that there is only love in this world, or not love.

I asked him, what do you love about me?
He said, I love your sensibility and simplicity, it's good to be silly.

I asked him again, before you met me, did you ever think about what kind of woman you will meet in the future?
He said, thought about it, just like you.

I was silent again, this time for a long time.

After a long time, I said, I heard that autumn is particularly poignant, and I think I have seen it.

I chose to leave...

Even though I still love Wang, even though I can't bear him, I just want to leave, I don't know why.

I want to go back and find my sister.

(End of this chapter)