Feminine idle prince and handsome husband

Chapter 126 138. Small Actions ([-])
On the contrary, things slowly changed in my heart, and some things gradually deteriorated. On the contrary, it was not as pure and transparent as when I first entered the palace to serve.

As the saying goes, if the human heart is not enough, the snake will swallow the elephant. People will change, become more and more greedy, and have more. Instead, they are not satisfied, but want endlessly and have more.

Many years have passed in a blink of an eye, and he is no longer the boy he was back then. Concubine He still retains his original intention. He only wants to be a couple for the rest of his life. He knows that the emperor's family is the most ruthless.

Therefore, he was so demanding that Nangong Wan only needed to keep her true feelings, a sincere heart, asking her heart, and having no regrets.

I just hope that in this harem, I can get a share of love and a sincere treatment, but I don't know that everyone will not be like him, the simple request.

Moreover, for the men in this harem, the simplest thing is also the hardest to get, and the most extravagant thing is a sincere heart, a true love.

The emperor's favor is easy to get, and the emperor's reward is even easier. Pearl agate, real gold and silver, like autumn leaves, are rewarded to the beauties of the palaces, but who can really fall into the eyes of the emperor, and who can really fall into the eyes of the emperor? It is very rare to win the emperor's heart.

The big tree attracts the wind, but this is the truth... Keep the most sincere and simple people, but instead become a thorn in everyone's eyes, and the concubine is the one who was targeted by everyone and envied and hated by everyone.

"What the emperor said, the concubine is a bit confused, I don't understand, the emperor should not stay outside for too long, it will be colder when it snows, let's go inside early, drink some hot tea, and warm up."

Xiao Yuying changed the subject. What Nangong Yuquan said just now was like a heavy punch in his chest. How could he not understand, how could he not understand?Just pretending to be confused.

Yes, he has indeed changed. Back then, the 18-year-old boy didn't have so much in his heart. He was so proud of plotting and scheming.

What made him change?The ruthless years, the backyard of the palace, life and death, jealousy, even I can't say it, the specific reason, maybe it has been baptized and polished by time.

In the past, he was just a boy in white clothes, he wanted to be pure, he was used to being pampered in the Xiao family, and he was also pampered when he grew up, so he was naturally domineering.

It's different when you enter the palace. In the Xiao family, you are the only one. You have never experienced what it means to be jealous. When did you start to change?If you have to think about it carefully, it may be the first time to frame someone else.

It was the same at that time, playing small fights, not wanting you to die, but because of the jealousy in my heart, coupled with the arrogance in my heart, and not admitting defeat, that’s all. I didn't let others surpass it, and I couldn't accept it for a while.

But then slowly, wanting to climb up, the palace can live in peace at the time, but later, when the prince became the emperor, the harem was full of drafts, and there were many, many concubines, not compared to the palace, when the two accompanied each other.

In the past, the royal residence was surrounded by rain and dew. After entering the harem, all kinds of beautiful flowers were displayed, making Xiao Yuying's jealous eyes reddened, jealous hatred, and his heart itchy...

Xiao Yuying, in her bedroom at night, soaking in milk and bathing in flower petals, thinking about all the things she did in the past, it has indeed changed, but she doesn't regret it, and she can't go back.

His hands were stained with blood, that is, after the child was born, Nangong Feng came to this world, and he realized that the child was so important to him.

Everyone says that the women in the harem are all rich in virtue of father and daughter, but you only know when you give birth to a child. No matter what the child brings to you, you want to give her something better, and you want to exclude it for him. Dissidents, overcome all difficulties, and don't want others to fight with her again, and make her suffer the slightest grievance.

From the moment his hands were stained with blood, it was a road of no return. From now on, he would go through thorns and thorns for this child, no matter how despicable things he did, he would take it for granted, and then he would become numb.

"Beloved, you follow, I have been in this palace for so many years, you know best, there are quite a few people who died in this palace in these years, this palace, kill and kill decisively, you say.

Whether or not there will be retribution in the future is up to Ben Gong. "

"Your Majesty, why do you think about these things all of a sudden? How many people in the harem are clean? People are not for themselves, and heaven and earth are destroyed. Besides, Your Majesty sometimes makes plans for our second princess.

God will turn a blind eye to some things and close one eye... Madam, stop thinking about those unlucky things, how to behave well, and only think about those unhappy things. "

"It's nothing, it's just a sudden emotion.

Today, the emperor and I went to see Plum Blossoms, and the emperor mentioned to me that he was a concubine, and she asked me, do you know the difference between me and concubine...

She said, Concubine He, I don't have much thought, but I think too much. He sees mountains as mountains and water as water, but I see mountains as mountains and water as water.

Sometimes I really envy him, he is dead, he has been dead for so many years, His Majesty still looks happy when he thinks of him occasionally, remembering his kindness.

The bitterness in my heart can only be told to myself occasionally. If I tell you, who else can I talk to?
I’m so jealous now, if I said I killed him at the time and didn’t regret it later, then my answer must be, I don’t regret it a hundred times, if he didn’t die, I guess I would think about it every day and night I want him to die, want him to die. "

"Imperial Concubine, you said that you are still with me, why are you angry with a dead person, how can he compare to you, empress, you, now sit on an equal footing with His Majesty, and share the eternal peace.

The children and grandchildren will be around their knees, and in the next ten years, they will enjoy the family happiness, concubine, what can I compare with you."

"It's because you can't compare, it's because you don't need to compare, Bengong, you have a talent in your heart, Beloved, there are some things you don't understand.

He has no thoughts, but I have exhausted all my efforts to flatter and give birth to a daughter, but he is dead, and he still has a place in His Majesty's heart.

Now beauties, one crop after another, each has its own merits, surrounded by flying swallows and thin, your majesty, you love everything, but who really fell into your majesty's heart?Now ten beauties are not as good as back then, one concubine.

Even Ben Gong doesn't have enough confidence to compare with him, in His Majesty's heart, whether they can really be evenly divided. "

(End of this chapter)