Feminine idle prince and handsome husband

Chapter 23 28. Little Attendant Liu Ruxue ([-])
Originally, there were prepared quilts in this wing room, but they pressed the quilts on the bottom floor, filled with various things, and now the candles in the room were blown out.

The room was dark, and I couldn't see clearly. I could vaguely feel that the quilt was being pressed underneath, but it was really difficult to move the things on the upper bunk down one by one and take out the quilt.

She was also afraid that she would make too much noise and wake others up, and the pile of tall personal belongings was also precarious. In the end, Liu Ruxue had no choice but to choose to sit curled up against the wall by herself.

Only after this did he feel his own insignificance. He sat quietly, watching everyone else lay down and fell asleep, and the whole room was quiet, so quiet and scary.

In the vast sea of ​​people, no one will care about him, no one will care about him, no one will care about him, everyone only cares about themselves, and may be overwhelmed by themselves.

It turned out that I was used to holding the moon from the stars again, and never experienced the warmth and coldness of these people. When I was a child, my family was always pampered and loved, and the personal servants around me also served me wholeheartedly.

Liu Ruxue has never seen such a side of human nature, and the cold and dark night made him feel a little scared and miss him, thinking of his father and mother.

He sat leaning against the wall, tears ran down the corners of his eyes, and slid to his mouth. After tasting a bit of bitterness, he realized that he was crying. Although he was a man, he also knew that there were things to solve and things to think about. , can not cry all day.

He seldom shed tears since he was a child. On the day when his family members were dispatched to the frontier and dragged to the execution ground, he cried so hard that he couldn't stop. His mother and sister were going to the execution ground. There is a personal servant who grew up with him. The old and young in the family will be dispatched to the border together. The border is so cold and the summer is so hot. As a prisoner, I am afraid that I will be alone all my life. My brother is not in good health. I'm afraid it won't last a few years......

Until now, he still remembers the way his elder brother looked at him at that time. In the prison car, his eyes were full of hope and hope. He nodded while watching him. His head was fixed and his hands were fixed. Except for his eyes and eyelids, other things , couldn't even move, it was that look in his eyes that he would never forget.

He was kidnapped, went out to buy Chuye, and early the next morning, when the people from the brothel Chuguan wanted to take him away, he cried pitifully and without dignity. At that time, he was terrified, and he himself lost Dignity, however, has no right to commit suicide, because he does not live for himself, but for the entire Liu family...

This is the third time, after growing up, he has cried three times in total, all within this short period of one month, because, in this silent night, he suddenly found himself so helpless, powerless, he lived In this world, for the sake of the Liu family, and also for the sake of the entire Liu family...

It can also be regarded as the only reason for him to live, the motivation to persist, but all this is not easy, it turns out that the warmth and care of his family has never made him feel the cruelty and coldness of this world.

This kind of night, the cold night, makes him regret, makes him miss... makes him cry unstoppably...

Liu Ruxue was sobbing and sobbing, but he tried his best not to make a sound. He didn't want to wake others up, and he didn't want others to see himself in a mess. He now understands that even if he wakes up others, no one will be serious if they see him. I care about you a lot, but what I get in return may be impatience and blank eyes.

In the future, he should be stronger, live on, and have all hope, even if the future will be very difficult, but he can't give up, because he is the only hopeful person in the Liu family.

He wiped his tears, he hated his disappointment, and wiped his face with his sleeve vigorously, but the image corresponding to the word hope appeared in his mind.

What Mingming thinks in his heart is that only by staying by her side will he be able to get closer and more hopeful, because her identity, especially the prince, has rights, identity and status that no one else has, and can help herself.

But why don't you know, thinking about it, the whole train of thought went astray.

Nangong Wan...

In this way, Liu Ruxue herself felt unbelievable, and even a little shy. Her eyes were so clear, and her cheeks outlined a beautiful outline. It seemed that her movements and expressions were all engraved on her. In Snow's mind.

Thinking of this, Liu Ruxue's heartbeat started to speed up, thump, thump, thump, beating very fast, he could hear the sound of heartbeat with his ears.

His face was already red, reaching the base of his ears...

That night, I was tied up, and then the woman who came in had a coquettish smile, a smirk, and was rude...

Early the next morning, her eyes were actually calm, like a lake, as if she wasn't her last night...

Which one of her is the real her, but a person who is calm and still, seems cold, but will also be moved with compassion and redeem him... Why is her mind full of smiles now? , And thinking about it, my whole heart was affected.

It seemed that when she was questioning, her eyes were full of wisdom and suspicion. When Liu Ruxue knew that Nangong Wan was not the second princess, he seemed to be able to guess that she was the third prince.

Liu Ruxue, judging from her age, the fourth emperor daughter died young, the fifth emperor daughter, and the sixth emperor daughter should all be young.

Princess, if you want to live in the palace all the time, you are not allowed to come out and build a mansion...

Liu Ruxue, remember, about two or three years ago, my mother would also have some friends from the officialdom to come to the house, and he accidentally bumped into their small gazebo where they were playing chess and chatting.

At that time, that is, the time when I inadvertently broke into the gazebo, I occasionally heard the adults' evaluation of the princess in the palace.

"Your Majesty's second princess seems to be a little ambitious. She spends all day with the princess."

"Hey, don't say such things, we as courtiers, don't talk about these things."

"Okay, come drink tea and play chess."

However, it is obvious that the woman who speaks out loud is also a general, very reckless.

"What's the harm in talking among the few of us? I think you are just afraid of offending the second princess. Normally speaking, you three foolish princesses talk a lot."

The third princess, in their mouth, is an ignorant and useless idiot.

(End of this chapter)