goodbye ex

Chapter 16 You don't want me first

When I stopped crying, Xinteng said disappointedly, "I've wanted to come back to you for a long time, but can I come back?"

I can't answer, after all...

It was agreed at the beginning that the two of us would study abroad together.

Decisions are made by us together.

However, Xinteng went abroad first, but I failed to keep the promise.

That's right, on the way to study abroad, Xinteng can't come back.

Even if he wants to come back, I will not agree...

Xinteng looked at me who was silent, and continued, "The year after we broke up, I went back to China for the New Year. On the night of the New Year's Eve, I wanted to get back together with you...but I was downstairs at your house and saw you and Other men hug each other upstairs..."

That was years ago, right?
I explained excitedly, "How long have you been watching it? Did you see it? Then I pushed him away! He is my college classmate. Whenever I am sad, he is always with me and guides me. .That night he sent me home, hugged me, and confessed to me...but I pushed him away! I said, I still can't let you go..."

It was Xinteng who misunderstood me. He turned his head away and said aggrievedly, "I didn't see you push him away. I thought you didn't want me anymore... I thought you already had a new boyfriend. Little scare, do you know ...I don't want to be separated from you, I miss you! I love you! I never want to leave you!"

Such a strong Xinteng couldn't help but have red eyes.

But I still...don't want to forgive him!

"It's you who don't want me first!"

I pushed his strong chest angrily, and complained angrily, "That year, I thought I would go to your house to find you after twelve o'clock. I want to tell you, I don't want to be separated from you, I want to be with you You start over...but what about you?"

From that day on, the misunderstanding between us became deeper and deeper...

Recalling that night a few years ago, Xin Teng clenched his fists and said, "That New Year's Eve was the most painful New Year's Eve in my life. I thought I lost you completely, so I left home, and Friends go to the bar to party and get drunk..."

Thinking of it, I couldn't help but feel sad, and gritted my teeth, "Are you just getting drunk? You're riding a horse and dancing next to a strange woman! It just so happens that... a classmate in your class took a photo and posted it on Weibo!"

That night, I wanted to get back together with Xinteng, but I couldn't find him...

Later, it was past twelve o'clock on New Year's Eve.

The New Year's bell is ringing, and it seems that the whole world is blooming with gorgeous colorful fireworks...

However, only minecraft is black and white.

In the cold wind, I looked at my phone, and there was a photo of Xinteng in a bar with another woman...

To me, that photo is like a black and white photo.

That Xinteng of mine died in my heart just like that.

I will never forget that New Year's Eve, that New Year!

There was a strong contrast between the cheers around me and my calm and dead heart.

What does it feel like to be broken in love?
Is it heart-piercing pain...

No, maybe you don't know it.

After the pain, you will give up, and after you die, you will be numb.

Numb in pain, completely lost consciousness.

I'm like a fool, I'm like a ghost wandering the cold streets with nowhere to go.

Although, today I heard Xinteng's explanation, and found that this is a big misunderstanding between us that has been inseparable.

But I still feel that after breaking up with me, it's so ridiculous!
There is a misunderstanding between us.

Xin Teng originally wanted to get back with me, but saw me being hugged by another boy.

So he misunderstood me, so he went to the bar to have fun in a decadent manner.

And I also wanted to get back together with Xinteng, but I saw the photos of him having a carnival in the bar, so I was heartbroken and disappointed...

(End of this chapter)