goodbye ex

Chapter 18 But You Still Come Back Late
"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..."

Xinteng hugged me in a panic and kept apologizing.

After I calmed down, he explained in a hoarse voice, "I shouldn't have broken up with you impulsively, I shouldn't have misunderstood you, I shouldn't have done things that are sorry to you, I shouldn't have betrayed our love...Little Scared, I was wrong... I was really wrong!"

Yes, he was wrong.

If you miss it, it is really over.

I stayed in his arms with an indifferent face, looking so numb and heartless.

Xinteng hugged me tightly and continued, "If I hadn't chosen to study abroad, hadn't quarreled with you, hadn't broken up with you easily, hadn't misunderstood you...if, I could have told you earlier, I still love you You...then, do you still want me?"

"Xin Teng, are you still a child?"

I nestled in his arms and couldn't help sobbing, "You know that in this world, there is no if... and no medicine for regret... If you can't go back, you just can't go back..."

"No, you can go back!"

He lowered his head, his deep black eyes were covered with tears.

A drop of hot tears fell on my face, and I heard Xinteng's sincere voice, saying to me, "I'm back now, I'm never leaving again...you come back too, okay?"

My brain, after thinking about it for a while, asked him in an ugly way, "Where are those girlfriends you had?"

"I don't even like it, let's break up."

Xin Teng explained nervously, "I thought that if I accepted another girl, I could forget the pain of breaking up with you. But after being with someone else, I realized... I still love you, only you! I In my heart, I only have feelings for you. My mind is full of you, and I can't wait to graduate and return to my country immediately, to find you when I return!"

I also knew in my heart that maybe Xinteng and other girls were just playing house.

But after hearing his explanation personally, I was relieved a lot.

However, this explanation came too late.

It's too late to say this now...

I looked at him blankly, and my voice became hoarse, "But you are still late... I already have a boyfriend..."

My heart has become so cold-blooded and ruthless.

Feeling Xinteng's hand, it hangs down from my side feebly, and finally let go of me gradually.

I also left his embrace, controlled my emotions, and looked cold.

I know that what I just said has broken Xinteng's fiery heart.

That's right, Yang Huan is my boyfriend.

I already have boyfriends, so I can't accept Xinteng anymore...

In the past, he was indifferent and ruthless.

And now I have become the former him.

The personalities of Xinteng and I seem to have switched.

I don't know why I became like this.

Maybe it's because when Xinteng broke up with me, it hurt me too much...

As a result, the current me has become so unlovable.

I once swore, I said that in my life, I will never love another man again, and I will never give my heart to a man again!

From then on, I only love myself.

Because only you can not hurt your heart.

It was the misunderstanding three or four years ago that made us miss each other.

Now that the misunderstanding has been resolved, we should start over!

But I actually chose, pushed Xinteng away against my will, and rejected his love.

I'm scared, afraid of being hurt by Xinteng again!
Because I still love him, love him too much, and am too afraid of losing him...

I can't accept it, maybe it's not because I don't love it anymore.

On the contrary, precisely because I still love him...

(End of this chapter)