goodbye ex

Chapter 36 I'm Getting Married Today
The night before my wedding was probably the most difficult night in my life.

Who would hide in the room and cry on the night before the wedding like me?
I am crying bitterly, what should I do?
I'm really scared, if I answer Xinteng's call, I will regret it, and I will run away from marriage...

No, I'm getting married tomorrow!
Everyone knows, tomorrow is my wedding, and Yang Huan is my groom...

If I really run away from marriage, the consequences will be serious!
So, no matter how uncomfortable I feel, I must hold back!
Xinteng, I beg you, don't bother me again, okay?

Xinteng, please let me go...

I hid in a dark room, with tears streaming down my face alone, and the other giving up on myself!

I have known Xinteng since I was a child, and it has been more than ten or twenty years.

In the childhood that I can remember, Xinteng spent with me.

And without the memories he spent with me, I almost forgot all of them.

Before the age of 19, all my love was given to Xinteng.

However, it only took Xinteng three years to destroy my love for him.

Although later, he spent a year to redeem my love, but it was of no avail.

I am very tolerant to others, but I am very harsh on Xinteng.

I am gentle to everyone, but I am only cruel to Xinteng.

In front of Xinteng, I have too much self-esteem and too much resentment.

It's all my fault, love him so much.

I was wrong, I loved him so much...

Sometimes, loving someone too much is not a good thing.

That night, I lost sleep.

The next day, I woke up numb and turned into a beautiful bride by everyone.

My wedding basically does not require me to do it myself...

Because, I am not very concerned about the wedding.

Marriage is just a ceremony, just a process.

What is important in marriage?

At that moment, in fact, I was also confused.

Does it matter who you marry...

Alas, that doesn't really matter to me anymore.

My wedding with Yang Huan was very grand, the wedding ceremony was very cumbersome, but also very lively.

My home is full of wedding reception teams, and luxury wedding cars are parked outside my home.

The world in front of my eyes is decorated with festive bright red and romantic pink...

However, those gorgeous and soft decorations and the word "囍" are dim in my eyes...

The wedding reception team was huge, and the groom official Yang Huan had a happy and handsome smile on his face.

After the wedding was successful, Yang Huan carried me into the wedding car as he wished, and looked at me in the posture of a princess hugging me with pampering eyes...

Immediately, colorful bright golden fireworks flying all over the sky fell on our heads, and our ears were full of blessings and praises, and laughter...

My mother said to me with tears of happiness, "When you get in the car, don't look back."

But before I got in the car, I couldn't help but take a look at the direction of Xinteng's house...

When I get married, Xinteng will definitely not come to join in the fun.

But I know that Xinteng must be hiding in his room, and those deep eyes must be watching me from behind the dark curtain...

I don't know how I feel at the moment.

That complex feeling that cannot be described in words is heart-piercing pain and sadness.

It feels like my heart has died since then.

The lover's heart will no longer move, nor will it hurt anymore.

Today, I am getting married.

Today, I'm leaving here.

Goodbye, Xinteng.

Goodbye, first love.

Goodbye my love.

(End of this chapter)