goodbye ex

Chapter 38
In the wedding car, I cried my heart out...

Listening to Xin Teng's choked up voice on the phone, he couldn't hold back his tears...

I want to speak, but I can't utter a word...

I can only listen to Xinteng's hoarse voice, comforting me, "Don't cry, the bride will not be beautiful if she cries... Today you get married, let me send you the last part of the journey..."

How can anyone comfort people like this?

The more he told me not to cry, the more I couldn't help but want to cry...

He continued, "Xiao Scary, we grew up together. It's a pity that we can't grow old together...From now on, I won't bother you anymore. Xiao Scary, my favorite Xiao Scary... ...I...I will let you go, I wish you happiness!"

This time, does he really want to let go, let me go...

And is he really going to leave me...

Crying hard, I leaned helplessly on the seat of the sports car, making the groom next to me feel at a loss.

Yang Huan can probably guess my complicated mood, but in this situation, he doesn't know how to comfort me.

After all, he is my groom...

And I, an incompetent bride, let the crazy tears break the embankment.

My cry was mixed with Xinteng's cry on the phone.

Xin Teng also cried, and the tears of a big man like him also flicked...

Sadness pervades and has nowhere to go.

Xinteng was like this, driving the car all the time, following behind my wedding car.

Followed a long way, sent a long way.

In short, I think the road to marriage is very long...

I couldn't cry, at the end of this journey, I said the last words to Xinteng, "Don't send it off... goodbye..."

God knows, when I said this, I exhausted all my strength...

"beep."

The phone is disconnected.

The phone slipped, Xinteng and I drifted apart...

My vision, blurred by tears, became more and more hazy and darker.

I couldn't see clearly, couldn't see anything.

My heart is about to break and my body is about to collapse.

It turns out that this feeling is called heart-piercing crying...

I closed my eyes in pain, I almost forgot that I was still on my way to marry Yang Huan.

marry?

who cares……

I don't want to get married anymore.

All I know is that I'm in so much pain right now, I'm going crazy in pain...

I guess, Xinteng is the same as me.

Crying heartbreakingly, heartache, collapse...

I kept crying and crying until I finally felt like I was going to pass out from crying.

If I faint, there will be no way for the wedding to continue, right?
Well, then let me pass out.

If, I have no way to escape, this is not everything I want.

Then, I would rather sleep forever, sleep forever...

Sorry, please forgive my selfishness.

I regret it, regretting that I was so arrogant and stubborn at the beginning.

In my heart, I clearly know that the person I love is Xinteng.

But I just can't let go of my self-esteem, and have been running counter to my heart...

In the end, what was the result?
Am I happy, am I happy...

No, this is not the result I want.

I regret it, I really regret it!
If God can give me one more chance to start over...

I will no longer cling to that worthless self-esteem, I will no longer hurt Xinteng who loves me deeply, and I will no longer push Xinteng away against my sincerity...

(End of this chapter)