Derailment era

Chapter 52

Because I met a few old friends, drank white wine and beer, and changed places to eat meat skewers after the wedding banquet. After such a toss, Jin Ge drank a little too much, rejected the kindness of others, and called a car taxi.

After getting out of the car, Jin Ge felt dizzy when the wind blew, Xin Yi, I don't know what she is doing at this time?A strong impulse surged into his heart along with the alcohol, without thinking much, he took out his mobile phone and started dialing, hey, daughter-in-law, what are you doing?The phone was connected, and Jin Ge stabilized himself.where is it?Drank too much?Xin Yi, who was shopping in the mall with her friends, asked.Me, Jin Ge looked up and looked around, I was downstairs in our house, and I met some old buddies.

Listen to me, hurry upstairs!Then don't talk, take off your clothes and go to bed, do you hear me?Xin Yi shouted loudly.I know, don't worry, I'm fine, by the way, where are you putting it?Jin Ge laughed.You drank too much!Don't say it's useless, go upstairs!immediately!immediately!Now!Speaking of this, Xin Yi hung up the phone.

Why are you still angry?Jin Ge shook his head and stubbornly called Xin Yi again, daughter-in-law, when are you coming back?He said quietly.okay!Are you downstairs in our house now?Don't move there, I'll go over right away, Xin Yi sighed.Okay, so what shall we do after going upstairs?Jin Ge subconsciously looked left and right, squinted his eyes and asked with a playful smile.Don't talk nonsense, just wait there honestly, do you know?Knowing that he drank too much, Xin Yi was neither angry nor angry.Don't, I'm joking with you, it's not against the law, is it?Don't come here, just go about your business, I'm fine, I, I'll go upstairs right away.Although he drank a little too much, Jin Ge knew Xin Yi's character and knew that she always kept her word, so she would come back immediately if she said it, wouldn't that delay her work?Hearing that she said that she would go shopping with a sister in the afternoon--thinking of Jin Ge sobering up a little, and at the same time, she blamed herself for being an asshole and shouldn't have made this call.

Daughter-in-law, I'm sorry, I'm really fine, you don't need to come back, thank you, Jin Ge shook his head and said stiffly.Listening to him speaking in a different tone than before, he seemed very sober, Xin Yi secretly sighed, you can really do it yourself?Then, slow down when you go upstairs, she reminded.Don't worry, daughter-in-law, I'll call you when I get upstairs, Jin Ge hangs up the phone.

At this time, the strength of alcohol was getting stronger, Jin Ge couldn't stand still, he staggered two steps, raised his head to look upstairs but couldn't see anything, and looked around in a blink of an eye, feeling very blank and strange, as if he had come to another place. The world, where is home?Where is home?He was a little dazed.not good!He knew that if he didn't find the door of his house, it would be over. If he couldn't find it, he would pass out drunk on the street, but where was his home?There was really no other way. In desperation, he took out his mobile phone and dialed Xin Yi's number. As for how he dialed the number and how he dialed it, he forgot all of it afterwards, and only vaguely remembered that the phone rang a few times. Someone picked me up, daughter-in-law, I really drank too much, I can't find my home, come back quickly, he said loudly before the other party could speak, and then put down the phone.

I don't know how long it has passed, Jin Ge felt that someone was holding him up the steps with one deep foot and one shallow foot.Wait a minute, wait a minute, I need to pee, he stops and reaches for his belt.It's really annoying, pointing this way, Xin Yi's helpless voice came from my ear, and then I suddenly felt my pants loosen, at this time Jin Ge's consciousness recovered a little, and he felt that there was the iron handrail on the road that he usually passed upstairs. In the corridor, he didn't care much, he urinated against the fence, and yelled a few times while urinating.What are you doing?Xin Yi looked around and patted him hard.Daughter-in-law, do you know that I didn't drink too much?Those boys can't drink me, don't you believe it?All... all the fuck got me down, he was babbling drunkenly.

All right, stop talking, when he finished, Xin Yi pulled up his pants for him, then supported him and staggered forward again.After a lot of effort, Xin Yi managed to get her husband back home. As soon as she fell down on the bed, Jin Ge yelled to vomit. When he got to the place, Jin Ge vomited up, all over the bed and all over his body.

What are you doing?Come on, spit into the basin, Xin Yi frowned and put the basin near Jin Ge's mouth, Jin Ge held the washbasin and vomited several times, Xin Yi brought a mop, toilet paper and began to wipe the floor, Wipe the bed and Jingo's body.Daughter-in-law, I'm still throwing up, but Jin Ge is holding on to the basin and doesn't move.Put it on the floor, and if you want to vomit, you can spit it in. Xin Yi hates it, knowing that he is drunk and can't care about it.No, I get confused when you move. Jin Ge held the head of the basin with both hands and buried it motionless.

Seeing his posture, Xin Yi was really angry and funny.Then you can't keep doing this, come on, when you get up, I'll change the sheets and your clothes before going to bed, she persuaded.No, I don't, I just like this, Jin Ge shook his head.Okay, you can do whatever you want, but in desperation Xin Yi turned around with a towel and wanted to leave.Daughter-in-law, you can take it away. Unexpectedly, Jin Ge loosened the basin with both hands, and fell on his back on the bed.

Xin Yi glanced at him and sighed. After wiping Jin Ge's face and hands, she took off her husband's coat with great effort. By the time she put on the clean sheets, she was already sweating and panting. After two breaths, she turned her head and silently looked at her husband who was lying quietly on the bed at this time. Looking at this face that was so familiar, a complicated feeling rose from the bottom of her heart. In fact, she was very disgusted with her husband drinking. , not because he was afraid of smelling alcohol and waiting to clean up, but because he was worried about Jin Ge's body that had suffered from pleurisy.Alas, this is the man I love and love the most in my life?Can I really spend my whole life happily with him?Before she knew it, she was in a trance... Forget it, I should take the time to wash the dirty sheets and clothes. Thinking of this, she was about to get out of bed, but the daughter-in-law—Jin Ge grabbed her just as she was leaving. She, but she didn't say anything, but her head tilted outwards, and she stopped talking. Xin Yi sighed and slowly covered him with the quilt, put a towel on his forehead, and then got up and walked into the bathroom.

When Jin Ge opened his eyes, the bright moonlight was shining on him through the gap in the curtains. There was only himself covered with blankets on the huge bed. Where did Xin Yi go?Turn on the desk lamp and see that it's past twelve o'clock in the evening, my head hurts and I feel dizzy, I'm drinking this wine!He removed the towel from his forehead and sat up. Some events during the day vaguely appeared in front of his eyes. Although they were very vague and incomplete, he still vaguely remembered some episodes. He drank a lot of wine, took a taxi and called Xin Yi... Afterwards, I seemed to be back home, and now I only remember these things, and I forgot all about the other processes.

Is the daughter-in-law not at home?He turned over and got out of bed, searched, and saw Xin Yi sleeping in Tiantian's room, glanced around, and walked into the bathroom on tiptoe, when he saw the sheets hanging on the pole and his own clothes, he blamed himself More touched, brushing his teeth and washing his face... He washed his feet specially, then sneaked into the room, lifted the blanket and lay down next to Xin Yi.

What are you doing?Xin Yi leaned in.Daughter-in-law—I didn't expect that she was still awake, so Jin Ge couldn't help but go around when he was happy.I felt a little uncomfortable, Xin Yi threw his hand aside.Daughter-in-law, don’t you meet old buddies now, okay, you’ve worked hard, thank you, I won’t dare to do it again next time, Jin Ge knew that his daughter-in-law was angry, so he went around with his hands twice.

Jin Ge, I'm not against you drinking, but your body can't drink big alcohol, you don't know, Xin Yi sighed.I know, I know, Jin Ge hurriedly responded, while reaching out to take off Xin Yi's pajamas.Enemy, what are you doing in the middle of the night?Are you wearing a condom?Xin Yi felt a bit coy, and touched Jin Ge's lower body.It's okay, I ejaculated outside, Jin Ge didn't care much, and pressed his mouth to Xin Yi's lips...

Up and down, left and right, up and down, up and down, I don't know how long it has passed, the two finally stopped.How do you run so much?Xin Yi touched the bed sheet and frowned.Wouldn't it be nice to have more?Firstly, it proves that your husband is capable, and secondly, it also proves that your husband is not messing around outside, Jin Ge half-smiled.What is good?Wetting the mattress, Xin Yi strung a string towards Jin Ge and pinched him at the same time.In this way, laying a foundation for the next time and withdrawing after finishing the work, Jin Ge thought of the way to be with Qu Wenhong.Don't, use a condom next time, it's insurance and there are not so many things, what if you get pregnant?Xin Yi shook her head.Give birth as soon as you get pregnant, Jin Ge said with a smile.Jin Ge doesn't like wearing a condom, and it doesn't feel good at all. He wanted to suggest that Xin Yi go to the hospital to wear a ring or take some medicine, but considering Xin Yi's past, he never said anything.Although he didn't say it, he really couldn't accept that way of making love in his heart. Tonight was really vivid and joyful.Raising two children is hard work now, it's going to be fatal, Xin Yi gave him a blank look.

Hey, why are you like that when you run?No way?After a while, Xin Yi stabbed him again.Jin Ge knew what she was referring to. When he was about to shoot at the last moment, he always gritted his teeth and shook his head vigorously from side to side like a beast. Making love is like that, an instinctive reaction.what is wrong?Be happy, are you not happy?he asked with concern.No, I can’t say it, Xin Yi sighed secretly, and to tell the truth, she was really not used to Jin Ge’s last appearance, everything before was as beautiful as poetry and dreams, but the shouting made her She immediately returned to reality, wanted to say something wrong, but didn't know how to say it right, Jin Ge noticed the change in Xin Yi's mood, but didn't know what to say, both of them fell silent for a while.Some living habits of each other have been cultivated for many years, even if you want to change it, it can’t be done overnight, and the process of changing it will be very uncomfortable. Jin Ge, who originally wanted to talk for a while, lost his interest for a while, go to sleep, sleepy Yes, he deliberately yawned and turned away.

Life still goes on.One night, Jin Ge had dinner with several friends who were younger than him. Since Xin Yi didn't like drinking by himself, he drank beer from the beginning.Brother, let's have a drink. After drinking for a while, Shi Qiang from the city's criminal police raised his glass to Jin Ge, okay, why don't we drink alone?Jin Ge glanced at the table and picked up the cup.Brother, I must drink this wine with you, really!Shi Qiang said sincerely and seriously.What's the matter?Drink, Jin Ge is a little confused.

You don't know, do you?The little brother is fastidious, and he is definitely good enough, and Shi Qiang nodded to the table full of people through Jiu Jin.what is wrong?Mysterious and mysterious, everyone was curious for a moment, and thought it was a little funny, Jin Ge put the cup back on the table.We are not outsiders, are we?Shi Qiang looked around, looked at Jin Ge again, and coughed lightly. Isn't my brother's current sister-in-law Dr. Xin from the Municipal People's Hospital? She and my brother will come together later. too much?Why did Shi Qiang say this?
Speaking of this, Shi Qiang also felt a little regretful, and immediately felt that the complaint he raised today was wrong, but at this time there was no reason to retreat, so he bit the bullet and told about Xin Yi's selling the house and paying the money.You said, if the little brother doesn't agree to the sister-in-law, can he do this?Sister-in-law is great, brother-in-law is even greater, right?Should I drink this wine?After finishing speaking, Shi Qiang raised his glass again, it's time to drink!Others responded one after another.

But at this time, Jin Ge's mood became more and more complicated as he listened to it. It stands to reason that Xin Yi did the right thing, with great affection and righteousness. According to the words of the few people in front of him, it was great, but why didn't he tell himself before and after?As a husband, I have been kept in the dark, but instead listened to people talking about it at the wine table, ashamed!This is a bit, something is wrong, he forcefully raised his glass to deal with the crowd, and then left the bar early by reasoning that he had something to do.

Other small things in life are fine, just let it go, but don't talk about such a big thing, it's not obvious that she doesn't have one heart with her, and she went to prison to visit her ex-husband, what on earth is Xin Yi trying to do?Sitting in the taxi, the more Jin Ge thought about it, the more uncomfortable it became, no, this matter must be asked clearly in person, after being depressed and annoyed, Jin Ge secretly decided to pay attention.

When I got home, I saw Xin Yi sitting on the bed wiping tears, with a lot of tissue balls thrown on the floor, what happened?Did Ningning get into trouble again?Jin Ge was startled, why did he cry?What happened to the daughter-in-law?Not caring to say anything else, seeing this, he hurriedly walked forward, Xin Yi turned her head away when she saw him enter the door.

Not all because of your old man!Upon hearing the question, Xin Yi turned her head back and began to cry.What's wrong with the old man?In two days, it will be my mother's 66th birthday. I have discussed it with Xin Yi long ago. Then the whole family will go back to celebrate the old lady's birthday. Xin Yi has prepared all the gifts for going back last Sunday. Could it be that What went wrong again?
What's wrong with my dad?Jin Ge asked cautiously.Jin Ge, I don't know what happened to your family, is there such a bully?Xin Yi said while crying.No, stop, who in our family bullied you?If you make it clear, Jin Ge, who was already full of anger in his heart, was a little unwilling to listen.What is unclear?Xin Yi cried and told about the phone call from Father Jin just now.It turned out that Jin Ge's parents agreed that Xin Yi would go back this time, but they could only participate in the activities as ordinary friends of Jin Ge, and they were not allowed to live in Jin's house during the period.What do your parents mean?If you don't come to get married, you will be kicked out when you go back. This time, you can't go back with good intentions. And your precious girl, do the math, what has she done since we were together?Jin Ge, who is your family?Are they all your relatives?Thinking of all the past, Xin Yi's words were somewhat unbearable.

What kind of kiss?Why do you say everything?At the beginning, Jin Ge, who still felt sorry for his wife, felt a little embarrassed.I just said it!what can you doXin Yi raised her head high, as if swearing to compete with others, Jin Ge's heart suddenly turned cold, and for the first time, the face in front of her was no longer as beautiful and pleasant as before, and replaced by something strange and nonchalant.A big man can't even solve this little family matter, you're right, Xin Yi twitched her nose twice and tears flowed out again.I didn't let them treat you like that. Besides, it's not much better now than before. They will accept it sooner or later. Jin Ge's heart softened for a while.

How early?How late is it?Jin Ge, tell me?You say you didn't tell them what, who proves it?Who knows what you said to them behind your back!Xin Yi said angrily.Are you being unreasonable?Jin Ge's anger rose again. He wouldn't be angry at ordinary times, but not tonight.What's wrong with being unreasonable?Your parents, including you, are unreasonable anymore. Do I still have reason to tell you?Xin Yi shouted, when she sees herself angry on weekdays, Jin Ge will rush to coax her, what happened to him today?Xin Yi also became really angry.

Well, well, well, Jin Gelian said three good words, patronizing and opening his mouth to talk about others, how about yourself?Selling a house behind her husband's back to give people money, and even going to prison, is this what a woman should do?In desperation, he finally said what he wanted to say most tonight.What happened to selling the house?Does that house and money have anything to do with you?What happened to the inspector?I didn't do anything to apologize to you!Xin Yi was taken aback for a moment, then realized immediately, she thought that she walked straight and well, and did nothing wrong at all.

The house and money have nothing to do with me, but don't you have something to do with me?You should at least tell me if you are emotional or reasonable, right?Besides——

Forget it, stop talking!Jin Ge, I have always thought that you are a magnanimous gentleman, but I didn't expect you to be so narrow-minded, I just like that!Live it if you can, divorce if you can't, you can figure it out, before Jin Ge finished speaking, Xin Yi, who really didn't want to continue talking, snatched the words away.What?Jin Ge was stunned for a moment, divorce?He never expected that Xin Yi would say these two words. He came to his senses in an instant, couldn't help his nose sore, and tried not to let the tears fall. At the same time, Xin Yi immediately regretted it. I didn't expect to say these two words, and it was too late to take them back, so the room was silent for a moment.

Such unfeeling words can be said, okay, okay, Jin Ge glanced at Xin Yi and turned around silently with his bare eyes. At this time, Xin Yi wanted to call him, but he opened his mouth but said nothing. Ge felt that the air around him was so dull and oppressive. He was a little heartbroken, put on his shoes and walked out of the house.

Why?Why?Why did things become the way they are now?Could this be the love and the life I longed for after all my hard work?What a joke, what a big joke!If I knew this earlier, why did I have to suffer so much?I always laugh at others for being stupid, but I am actually the biggest fool in the world!Jin Ge burst into tears the moment he walked out of the unit door, and he walked aimlessly along the road under his feet.

Divorce, is what Xin Yi said true?If it's not true why say it?If it was true, why did you want to be together again in the first place?Is life playing tricks on people?Or did man create an illusory life?For a moment, Jin Ge felt a sense of hopelessness, and his mind began to become a little chaotic... I don't know how long it has passed. When he looked up, he found that he had come to the downstairs of the Telford Hotel without knowing it. He couldn't laugh or cry with these big neon characters, at this moment a man and a woman came out of the hotel, Qu Wenhong!Jin Ge almost jumped up, shit!A scene that only appeared in movies appeared in life. Afraid that he had read it wrong, Jin Ge rubbed his eyes vigorously. It was indeed Qu Wenhong. She was thinner than before, and she seemed to look better with a new hairstyle.Jin Ge hurriedly hid aside for fear of being seen, Qu Wenhong seemed very happy, holding the man's arm tightly, and said something with her face upturned, the man called a car, opened the door and waited for Qu Wenhong to get into the car Then he followed, and with a bang, the car drove forward. Jin Ge slowly came out from the darkness, looking at the direction the car was leaving, somehow he had a desire to cry...

All conditioned dharmas are like dream bubbles, dew and electricity, and should be viewed in this way.

——Excerpt from "Diamond Sutra"

(End of this chapter)