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Chapter 1170 He Just Missed Her Too Much

Huo Shishen paused for a moment, walked in as if he hadn't heard his words, passed him and sat beside the hospital bed, raised his hand and rubbed the little boy's head, "Will you call Dad today?"

The little boy looked at him with his eyes open, blinking his eyes, not knowing what he was talking about.

Looking at such a pair of eyes, Huo Shishen suddenly couldn't stand it anymore, turned his head to the side, got up and went to the balcony.

The atmosphere in the ward made him a little out of breath. Those eyes really resembled Ning Xiaoman. They said that the facial features of the two children seemed to be carved out of his mold, but only those eyes were the same as Ning Xiaoman's. Ning Xiaoman's is exactly the same.

Every time the children looked at him with those eyes, he had an indescribable illusion, as if they were seeing their mother through him.

Ning Xiaoman.

Every time I think of the name, I can't breathe, and even if I move, there will be a burst of uncontrollable pain in my heart.

Huo Shishen closed his eyes and leaned against the balcony, not daring to go in.

I don't know how long it took before he calmed down, turned around and opened the balcony door, walked to the bed and asked the doctor, "How is he doing recently?"

"The young master is in good condition. The nurse is already teaching him how to speak, but..."

The doctor seemed hesitant to speak, and Mr. Huo on the side quickly said: "If you need anything, please tell our parents directly. Our family members will definitely do our best to cooperate."

The doctor said directly: "The child is still so young, it is time to learn, and the language environment is very important to a child's language system. Now the young master refuses to speak. We first ruled out the reason of intelligence. The IQ of the young master is even higher than that of ordinary children, but the young master seems to be a bit introverted, he is not very accepting of the nurse's teaching him to learn, and he doesn't trust strangers so much, so the effect is not very good..."

Mr. Huo understood what he said, which meant to let the children go home with them.

In fact, he had wanted to do this a long time ago, but Huo Shishen kept stopping him.

He understood what Huo Shishen meant, he knew that Huo Shishen loved him and Ning Xiaoman's children very much, but he couldn't keep looking at them, because whenever he saw them, he would keep thinking of Ning Xiaoman.

This was a cruel thing for Huo Shishen.

He originally thought that Huo Shishen would refuse, and was about to ask the doctor if there was any other way, but he heard a hoarse voice from a man beside him saying, "Okay, I see."

Mr. Huo froze for a moment, looked at him in surprise, hesitated to speak, but in the end he just sighed deeply, shook his head, and said nothing.

Li Yuan at the side also sighed inwardly seeing their low looks.

Since Ning Xiaoman left, the entire Huo family and the company have completely become lifeless. Even if the Huo family has stepped out of the shock and shadow brought by Simmons, it is more and more like SIYI's model back then, and has even surpassed Simmons in this world. Of course, he has rarely seen a smile on Huo Shishen's face due to the contribution and scale made by his age.

He paralyzed himself in his work and spent a lot of time trying to keep himself from thinking about Ning Xiaoman. Li Yuan could see that he was working so hard just to prevent himself from having any free time.

He arranges all his time fully without leaving any gaps, but sometimes Li Yuan will see him suddenly distracted, and when he concentrates on his work again, he can see the expression on his face. A rare fragile expression——

He knew he was thinking of Ning Xiaoman.

Every time he wanted to see her, Huo Shishen restrained himself and never brought any embarrassment to Ning Xiaoman.

Li Yuan clenched his fists, for a moment he didn't know what to say or do to make the current situation better.

He suddenly thought of Qin Qingqing. In fact, she is not the culprit of these things, but she can be regarded as one of the triggers. He has long forgotten the love and hatred of those years, although it has only been a year. But he has been very indifferent to Qin Qingqing. Now, to him, Qin Qingqing is just a stranger he once liked, and Qin Qingqing has also received his due punishment. Now she has become a vegetative state, because she had a relationship with Simmons before Their family didn't dare to come to Huo Shishen to ask for an explanation for the things they had done, and Huo Shishen would be very good if he didn't trouble them.

And Li Yanzhouyan was locked up in a nursing home. His mental state was very poor, and he was crazy. Every time he shouted to see Ning Xiaoman, he finally calmed down a bit. I don’t know where I heard that Ning Xiaoman is getting engaged recently. After hearing the news, he began to get restless again and said that he wanted to see Huo Shishen.

Naturally, Huo Shishen would not go to see him, he wanted to exclude all these unstable factors for Ning Xiaoman from her world, and let her start a new life in another brand new world.

But Huo Shishen didn't intend to start over at all, he didn't want to meet new people, and he didn't plan to get out of the past relationship, it seemed that he stayed at the moment when he and Ning Xiaoman separated.

Sometimes Li Yuan could even see Huo Shishen talking to the air, with such a gentle expression on his face that he only had when facing Ning Xiaoman.

Li Yuan was afraid that he might be delusional, so sometimes he would hint euphemistically whether he wanted to see a psychiatrist, but Huo Shishen refused.

His condition was normal, and Huo Shishen knew it in his heart.

He looked at the child on the hospital bed, his eyes became darker and darker, he was just too lonely and missed her so much, that's why he acted like that.

Ever since Li Yuan saw him once, he never let anyone see his frail appearance. In front of outsiders, he is always invulnerable and able to carry everything.

But no one knows, and no one cares, he is just an ordinary man who lost the one he loves.

……

"By the way." After coming out of the ward, Mr. Huo would think of one thing, "I haven't named the child yet."

It doesn't matter that outsiders always call him "Little Young Master", but the child is already one year old and is starting to learn to speak, so he must not have an official name.

At the beginning, Mr. Huo was unwilling and unwilling to talk about this topic, because Ning Xiaoman was not here, and he subconsciously thought that such a matter of naming should be complete only if Ning Xiaoman was present.

But now that Ning Xiaoman was about to get engaged, he knew that he might not be able to wait until that day, so he put this matter on the agenda.

Sure enough, Huo Shishen's footsteps paused, his back was a little stiff, Mr. Huo looked at his sudden frozen emotions, sighed, and knew that he shouldn't make things difficult for him, so he said, "Forget it, if you..."

"It's called Xiaohai." Huo Shishen interrupted him suddenly, and said, "It's called Xiaohai."

Mr. Huo frowned all of a sudden, "Why is it called this name?"

The corners of the man's mouth were stretched into a straight line, and his jaw had a cold arc. He didn't answer his words, but there was a flash of sadness in his eyes.

He remembered a joke that Ning Xiaoman told him: "If you give birth to a boy, you will be called Huo Nai, and if you give birth to a girl, you will be called Huo Shui."

It was just a joke, but now it has become all the fragments of him absorbing her breath, and he recalls all her tenderness.

(End of this chapter)