you are so nice lady

Chapter 1217 Back to the Origin
Hearing what she said, Qin Shen unbuttoned his shirt a little irritably, "I know you feel guilty, but I'm not someone who cares about that kind of thing, don't worry."

Ning Xiaoman stopped talking, why did she feel that the more he talked, the more strange he became, she glanced at him and shook her head, "I have nothing to do, I will go first."

She really couldn't stay any longer. Now her heart was on Huo Shishen and Xiaohai, and she just wanted to fly to them.

Qin Shen nodded and looked at Ning Xiaoman hesitating to speak. He actually wanted to send her back, but Ning Xiaoman never asked him to send her back, so he didn't offer it.

After all, he doesn't want to be too active. Although he has changed his opinion of Ning Xiaoman, he doesn't mean to like her, so it's better not to let her misunderstand.

Watching her leave and the car drove out of the gate of the villa, Qin Shen looked away, and when he turned his head, he saw Lin Yaoyao with red eyes standing behind him.

He stepped forward, "Why are you standing here?"

Lin Yaoyao sniffed, didn't speak, looked at him hesitantly, her eyes were full of sorrow, but in the end she didn't say anything, just looked at him with a smile, as if she was suppressing the great pain to treat him Say something like, "You know what? The biggest wish in my life is for you to be happy."

Qin Shen's heart moved violently. Looking at the woman in front of him, he felt endless pity in his heart, but he raised his hand subconsciously to wipe her tears, but he didn't reach out.

Up to this point, he is already benevolent and righteous, and he will do his best to do what he can for Lin Yaoyao, but the two of them really have no future, at the moment when he made a choice, the past really can only pass, If you continue to entangle, it will only hurt three people.

Qin Shen took a deep breath and said to her with a suppressed voice, "This is also my greatest wish in this life, as long as you can be happy."

Lin Yaoyao closed her eyes immediately, she believed what he said, why did her heart still hurt so much?Because her happiness is no longer what he can give.

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hospital.

Although the matter on Qin Shen's side has not yet reached a result, Ning Xiaoman still rushed over here.

She admitted that she might be a little irrational now, but if she was always rational, how uncomfortable that person would be. Just now when Qin Shen reminded her to take the medicine, she subconsciously thought of the child.

The little boy named Xiaohai, the little boy who was pale because of the fever, and the little boy who glared at her angrily because she was aggressive towards Huo Shishen.

As long as Ning Xiaoman thinks of him, infinite pity and love will surge in her heart, even "he" can't control himself, it is born from the inside out, she thinks, that is her child, so she will With these instincts out of maternal love, she stubbornly thinks that he is her twin child. No matter how Huo Shishen denies it, no matter whether he will do a paternity test or not, she always thinks so paranoidly.

After sorting out his emotions downstairs in the hospital, Ning Xiaoman went upstairs.

It was still the familiar ward, when she walked to the door, she suddenly hesitated, so she could only stand outside the door and look inside.

The ward was as quiet as if no one had been there before. She scanned the empty space and saw Huo Shishen and Xiao Zai lying together.

She had never seen such a scene before. When she was pregnant before, she often imagined what it would be like for Huo Shishen to bring a child. The picture in front of her eyes coincided with her previous imagination.

This is everything in her dream.

Both of them seemed to be asleep, and they were so soundly asleep that no one noticed even when she walked in, only Xiao Hai mumbled a few words in her sleep, then turned over weakly, Arched into Huo Shishen's arms, reaching out to hug him.

She could see that Xiaozai was very dependent on Huo Shishen, especially the way he turned over and hugged his father was almost the same as when Ning Xiaoman got into Huo Shishen's arms before.

Ning Xiaoman couldn't help but curled up the corners of his mouth and smiled, but there was a hint of bitterness in the smile.

How long has it been since she slept in Huo Shishen's arms, and seeing his familiar movements, it can be seen how much time Huo Shishen usually spends with him, as a father, he also takes his mother's work together Did it, that's why Xiaohai showed such a strong dependence on him.

Ning Xiaoman's heart was a little touched, and he sat down next to them very lightly, his eyes fixed on the two of them, and his eyes were full of distress and reluctance.

"He" stretched out his hand, and gently stroked Huo Shishen's head, her eyes were full of tenderness, and only when no one was looking, could she stretch her emotions wantonly, not like when she was awake. Like him, he loves him and hates him, and if he wants to get close to him, he can only exclude him from his own world.

It seemed that there were only three of them left in the space, and they were so quiet that even the sound of the clock hand moving could be heard.

A gust of wind blew outside the window, gently blowing the curtains open, leaving only tenderness in the room.

Ning Xiaoman quietly watched the sleeping of the two of them, thinking in his heart that it would be great if time could stay at this moment forever, or it would be great if his sister was here, and the four of them would be together forever , The four of them will live happily ever after and will never be separated.

Why can't she satisfy such a small wish of hers, why must they be separated in such a cruel way, if there is such a day, she is willing to exchange everything she owns.

People are so dissatisfied. When they have nothing, they want to have fame and money, but when they stand at the top of the pyramid, they want to have sincere love and eternal relatives.

She is also a greedy person. In her previous life, she wanted decency and dignity. In this life, she wants the love between Huo Shishen and her without any disgust. She also wants children, everything, and a fulfilling life. .

It may be that she wants too much, so now she has nothing, and even has an uncontrollable disease, which directly draws a deep gap between her and those things she wants, making her unable to approach.

People always say that if you do it again, your fate will be very different, but it doesn't seem to have much effect on Ning Xiaoman. What is the difference between her today and the walking dead?
If she did it all over again, even if she would make a different choice, as long as she didn't make a real change, everything would still return to the original point.

(End of this chapter)