you are so nice lady

Chapter 1219 He is my life

She opened her mouth, and the words of persecution were on her lips, but she couldn't say anything.

She felt so pitiful and sad, and finally said helplessly, "I didn't know it was so complicated to do a paternity test."

Her self-deprecating tone made Huo Shishen's face suddenly darken, and her tone was a little cold, "Xiaohai is very important to me, it is countless times more important than your paternity test, you just want a result, but you Don't care about little harm at all."

Although his words were still the same as before, without any emotional waves, they hit Ning Xiaoman's ears like a heavy hammer.

She looked at the man in front of her with a frozen expression, she didn't speak and didn't know what to say.

Her silence became more and more sad in Huo Shishen's eyes, and he suddenly sighed, "Xiao Man, don't force me, it's my life to harm him now."

His voice suddenly became hoarse to the extreme, he was never willing to say such things to Ning Xiaoman, but until now he could only show his fragility.

He looked at the little boy on the hospital bed, Ning Xiaoman didn't know how he survived on the two of their children during the time she forgot about him.

If there is not even this little blood connection between them, he doesn't know if he can persevere, watching her go to a new future in a world without Ning Xiaoman, while he himself stays in the same place forever, he thinks he might There is no way to bear that kind of loneliness and loneliness.

After hearing his words, Ning Xiaoman stood up immediately and looked at him suddenly, "Don't say such things."

She heard other meanings in his tone, never thought that Huo Shishen would have such a negative side, she couldn't help hugging him, hugging him tightly, wanting to feel his temperature, "Don't say In this case, both of you will be fine, I don't want you to have an accident, as long as I live for a second, I will not let you have an accident."

Compared with her own illness and life, she cared more about Huo Shishen, Huo Shishen was her light, she could extinguish it by herself, but her world couldn't live without Huo Shishen.

Regardless of whether she has forgotten him or not, she must live well in a certain place in this world. In this regard, the two of them are strikingly similar, but they have never exchanged their thoughts with each other.

Ning Xiaoman wants Huo Shishen to live well, and Huo Shishen also only wants Ning Xiaoman to live happily. There will always be an invisible barrier between them.

Maybe it was because of being shocked by Huo Shishen's words just now, Ning Xiaoman murmured in his ear again and again, and kept saying to him, "You will be fine."

Huo Shishen's eyes became darker and darker, and he subconsciously pulled her out of his arms, his movements were very light, "I don't agree with the paternity test, he is still very young, and I don't want him to take such a big risk."

Ning Xiaoman calmed down, and suddenly sneered when he heard what he said, "This is your point, right? Did you just say so much just to pave the way for this sentence?"

"So are you afraid that he will be hurt, or are you just afraid of facing the result? Are you afraid that I will rob you of the child if you don't let him do the paternity test?"

Suddenly there was a mist in her eyes, she walked up to Huo Shishen, looked straight at him, and her whole body became cold, "Or you just don't want to see me anymore and want to withdraw me from your world , so that you can continue to take care of Qin Qingqing?"

This name hadn't appeared between the two for a long time. When Huo Shishen heard it, his eyebrows twitched fiercely, and he looked at Ning Xiaoman with a complicated expression.

If the matter of the two children caused Ning Xiaoman's collapse, then Qin Qingqing was the last straw that broke the camel's back. She lost her child at that time, so she put all her thoughts on Huo Shishen, as long as he If there is a trace of performance that does not satisfy Ning Xiaoman's wishes, she will think wildly.

While controlling herself not to doubt him, she couldn't help but think about it suspiciously, always fantasizing about things that wouldn't happen and turning herself into a dead end.

When she said that name, Huo Shishen had already noticed, and she got into the corner again.

Sure enough, Ning Xiaoman's expression was different from before, as if he had changed suddenly, "Are you just reluctant to part with him?"

The man lowered his voice, looked into Ning Xiaoman's eyes and said word by word, "Don't always blame others for everything. This is between us and has nothing to do with anyone. There will never be a third party between us." personal."

Huo Shi looked down at her deeply, "It's been so long, I hope you can look forward and never look back, Xiao Man, you should keep going forward."

As soon as he finished speaking, Ning Xiaoman suddenly grabbed his wrist and looked at him more and more coldly, with a trace of blood in his eyes, "Say what you just said again, say it again, Tell me to leave!"

She almost gritted her teeth and looked at the man in front of her, wishing she could tear him apart in the next second, a thick chill reflected in her eyes.

But where is the hate without love?The intertwining of love and hate made her more contradictory and unable to extricate herself. She wanted to go to hell with the man in front of her, even if it was the most painful place, she was unwilling to let go.

Huo Shishen looked at her suddenly becoming a little crazy, and looked at her more deeply and steadily, trying to wake her up, "Your illness is not cured yet, and you will only be controlled by your own emotions. There is no other way but the past, Xiao Man, don't force me, for you, there is nothing I can't do."

"Stop being so grandiose here!"

Ning Xiaoman interrupted him without even thinking about it, the resentment in her heart made her say something that hurt him easily without going through the brain, "You are all for yourself, you just want to live a new life by yourself, so You want to push me away so that your conscience will not be condemned, you don't love me at all!"

After she finished speaking, she was stunned for a moment, and looked at the man in front of her in a panic.

How did she suddenly become aggressive like before, even wanting to turn her words into a knife to stab the man in front of her?
Why did she become that annoying look again, she is not like this.

"That's not what I meant." She stretched out her hand to grab his arm, but he dodged it in mid-air.

Huo Shishen didn't seem to care about what she said just now, and looked at him deeply. . , "I know, you don't need to explain, I understand."

But the more calm he became, the more heartbroken Ning Xiaoman was.

(End of this chapter)