you are so nice lady

Chapter 1230 Do you have her in your heart

Said that he loved Ning Xiaoman deeply, but his approach was to push her away, and he could even watch him get engaged to another man, but he remained indifferent.

But if he doesn't love her, everything he does is for her.

Sometimes he couldn't figure out what this man was thinking. Naturally, Huo Shishen would not tell him about his rebirth, nor would he tell him what he had experienced in his previous life. He didn't need others' understanding and approval. Xiao Man is living a good life and will never explain it to anyone again.

Seeing his indifferent appearance, Si Wen suddenly couldn't help asking him, "Tell me the truth, do you still have Ning Xiaoman in your heart?"

He had just finished speaking, and before Huo Shishen could answer, another person suddenly appeared outside the ward. His position was very hidden, and no one could find him lying in the corner by himself, sneaking around, with a bluetooth headset on his ear, " Do you want to continue listening?"

At this time, Ning Xiaoman was sitting in the car, and when he heard that question, his heart suddenly arose.

She could hear all the conversations between Si Wen and Huo Shishen. She just wanted to keep an eye out, and didn't want Huo Shishen to disappear into her own world again, so she used such an insidious trick, but she didn't Thinking that Si Wen came to look for Huo Shishen, what's more, he didn't expect to hear such a question.

Ever since she remembered the past, she has been obsessed with one thing after another. She hasn't had time to ask how Lin Huanxi is doing now, but after hearing the conversation between the two of them, he already knows, Lin Huanxi He and Si Wen should be separated.

She clenched her fists, knowing that Si Wen must have treated Lin Huanxi badly. Otherwise, with Lin Huanxi's character of loving Si Wen so much, she would definitely not break up with him. Okay, that's why I let her down. Before she had time to express her anger at Si Wen, she heard his question. He asked Huo Shishen if he still had her in his heart.

This was actually a question she wanted to ask, and even though Huo Shishen hadn't answered it yet, it was enough to make her lose her mind.

What will be his answer?Will there be one of your own?It's still the same as the changes of time, even if they are in love, even if they have her in their hearts, they have already changed beyond recognition, with too many complicated emotions mixed in, is the relationship between them still pure?
She didn't even notice that her hands were shaking when she was driving or the steering wheel, and the steering wheel on it was almost scratched by her. It was a long time before he heard Huo Shishen's voice, saying, "I don't know."

He doesn't know...he doesn't know...

His words rang in her ears like a magic voice piercing her ears, almost shattering her eardrums. He said he didn't know, which was more hurtful than his direct denial, before the people over there responded , Ning Xiaoman directly turned off the Bluetooth.

The person hiding in the corner outside the ward frowned, and shouted into the Bluetooth headset in doubt: "Why is there no sound? Why did it suddenly hang up? Then should I continue to listen?"

Ning Xiaoman drove the car with the accelerator pedal to the bottom, speeding crazily on the road, only the extreme speed can bring some relief to her words, she thought that she had cultivated enough to at least not show it so outwardly. The emotion of letting go, but now still because of Huo Shishen's words, the heart of fear has leaked out, and he has no image of himself.

He said he didn't know, why he didn't know, what does he mean, is he confused?

She would rather he directly deny it than say that he doesn't know, because the answer of not knowing is too true. If he directly denies it, Ning Xiaoman will still feel that he is being stubborn, but if he says he doesn't know, it is true have no idea.

He's no longer so sure that he likes him.

Why doesn't he know?How could he not know.

Ning Xiaoman kept circling these words in her mind, and her eyes became red. At this moment, she suddenly felt that it was not a bad thing to lose her memory, at least she would not feel such pain.

……

The difference from that side is that the atmosphere here is just a little gloomy.

The wind in the ward blows the curtains open and blows in. It is already deep winter, and the wind is bitingly cold.

Si Wen went to the window and closed it tightly. Seeing that Xiao Hai was still asleep, he walked up to Huo Shishen and glanced at him, "I don't know what it means? If you care, you just care. If you don't care, you don't care. Why? have no idea?"

He always thought that a man like Huo Shishen would never see clearly his own heart, but at this moment he saw hesitation on his face, so he clenched his fists.

He knew that the injury must be serious, which made this man show such fragility. He never showed his weakness in front of others, but he saw that his defense line was about to collapse.

Si Wen felt a little heavy in his heart, and only after he finished speaking did he realize that he had crossed the line, so he lowered his voice and said to him, "I don't necessarily want an answer, I just ask, and you don't have to give me an answer."

Huo Shishen frowned and looked at the person in front of him, and suddenly sighed, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain, he closed his eyes and said, "Si Wen, you know, since I made that decision, I and her There is nothing in between."

"Why isn't it possible? As long as you still have her in your heart and have nostalgia for her, you can get back together. She should still love you, otherwise it would be impossible to come to you so eagerly, and it would be impossible to be so excited Emotions, as long as you take the initiative to remove the barriers between you, why can't you be together again?"

He said this for Huo Shishen, but in fact he also said it for himself.

He will never let go of Lin Huanxi, even if he knows how stupid things he has done before, even if he knows that Lin Huanxi may never forgive him in this life, but he is still unwilling to let go, he still wants to try, because once The beauty of is so intoxicating that it is impossible to forget once you taste it.

After he finished speaking, he didn't realize the deep meaning in his tone. Huo Shishen frowned and shook his head, interrupting him coldly, "Even if it's for the child, I can't let her come back to me. It's impossible between us, and I'd rather see her have a better life than being with her."

"Then you have to watch her with someone else? Even if you hurt each other, you can at least be together for a lifetime. Why do you have to push her away?"

(End of this chapter)