you are so nice lady

Chapter 1240

Ning Xiaoman's mood is not stable at all now. Although she has always been sure that Xiaohai is her child, she still has a trace of doubt in her heart. She just deliberately deceives herself and wants to maximize the development of her hope.

Before she was completely sure, she was already so out of control. He was afraid that if she really knew about Xiao Shui's existence, she would completely lose control, just like when she lost her two children before, she was in a state of panic. This kind of mental vortex can't be excused. If she knows that Xiao Shui is still unconscious, or even may never wake up, it will be another blow that cannot be healed.

Maybe she will put all the mental pressure on Xiaohai again, pin all her hopes on Xiaohai, and even put all her feelings on Xiaohai. Both will be worn down by this heavy shackles.

He can no longer take any risk to let Ning Xiaoman be exposed to mental illness. Depression is a difficult thing to explain. It is very possible that a sunny and extremely optimistic person may also be plagued by this disease, so he must be careful Be cautious, and control all the factors that can make Ning Xiaoman's mood fluctuate, otherwise the success will fall short.

Ning Xiaoman stopped in his tracks, feeling a force pulling him back, subconsciously looking back, he saw the man's handsome but somewhat indifferent face, with a burst of light behind him, covering his entire facial features A shade.

"Don't go." He opened his thin lips lightly, and said two words lightly, but the volume increased.

Ning Xiaoman watched him walk in front of her, and the strength of her grip became more and more intense, "It should be that Xiaozai had a nightmare. If there are strangers present, he will be even more afraid."

Ning Xiaoman frowned, feeling an inexplicable strangeness, twisted his wrist, trying to break away from his hand.

The man didn't move at all, but increased his strength even more, making it impossible for Ning Xiaoman to break free——

"Let go of me first!" A strange feeling rose in her heart, and Xiaohai's crying still lingered in her ears. She didn't have the heart to argue with the man in front of her, so she just lowered her voice and said to him: " Then I will stand at the door and not go in, you go in and coax Xiao Hai, he sounds very scared..."

The worry in her eyes was not hidden at all, as if she could see her distress for Xiaohai.

Huo Shishen was touched by something in his heart, and an inexplicable emotion rose up, making his breathing a little heavy.

He had no position to stop Ning Xiaoman, but... he closed his eyes, and settled those complicated emotions, leaving only cold reason.

"Don't go there." He repeated again, and then walked out of the room to close the door.

Ning Xiaoman was stunned for a moment, then his eyes widened immediately, and he subconsciously stretched out his hand and placed it between the door panels, "Wait!"

Huo Shishen didn't see her sudden movement, but when he almost caught her hand, his expression immediately sank, "What are you doing?"

He snapped, "Release!"

Ning Xiaoman was naturally unwilling, and lay tightly at the door and looked at him coldly, "Why don't you let me go? I can't just stand at the door?"

Suddenly her face sank, as if thinking of something, "Is there something you are hiding from me?"

She looked back, Huo Shishen clearly came straight to this room just now, but when she scanned the room, it was empty, indicating that Xiao Zai was supposed to be in this room but went to another place, and Hearing Xiaohai's cry, something must have happened. Logically speaking, Huo Shishen should have gone there in a hurry and wouldn't be so scruples. Although his emotions would not be shown on the surface, she could tell that he He is very concerned about Xiaohai, whether it is in the hospital or from his usual performance, Xiaohai is definitely a very important existence to him, but at this time he is still here to stop himself, just It means that he should have something that he doesn't want to let himself know...

And this matter is even more important than appeasing Xiaohai right now.

What kind of thing is it?
Ning Xiaoman put her hands in the narrow gap, she saw that the man outside the door did not let go of his hand, the door had already pressed against the back of her hand, leaving a red mark, she frowned, feeling There was a piercing pain in my hand, but I didn't have the slightest intention to back down. Instead, I looked at the man in front of me more and more unwilling to give up, "What happened? I have to go and see for myself to be relieved!"

Huo Shishen's eyes became colder and colder, he took a deep breath, and originally planned to use the pain to force her to let go, but seeing that the back of her hand had turned red and was about to swell up in the next second, she was still stubborn Refusing to let go, his eyes trembled, and finally he was defeated, let go of his hand, "Ning Xiaoman, you don't even know it hurts?"

"Do you have to make me worry?" Huo Shi growled in a low voice, looking at her with deep eyes, his eyes were dark, thicker than this night.

Ning Xiaoman shook her hands indifferently, but was surprised to see a faint distress flash in the eyes of the man in front of her, which was fleeting, but she still had some feelings in her heart when she could see such emotions.

After all, for a man like Huo Shishen, he is used to restraining his emotions. If there is even a trace of it leaking on the surface, it means that his heart is already full of turmoil.

This shows that he is not so cruel at all, and he often has no way to control his surging heart when facing himself, but why does he pretend to be so indifferent?Why must she be kept away thousands of miles away?

She knew that he must have his reasons, and he must have his difficulties, but she would rather not get better in this life, would rather be swallowed by those black emotions, and she wanted to be with him and with them.

Even if they are going to fall into darkness, the four of them will live in hell forever, isn't it good?What's wrong with that?

A trace of black stuff suddenly leaked out of Ning Xiaoman's eyes, slowly crawling up the entire eye socket, and the red part of the heart also began to be entangled by some black wrists, taking root in the deepest place.

When she realized it, she suddenly took a few steps back, looking at the man in front of her with trembling eyes, it was hard to imagine that the thought just came out of her mind.

How could she have such an idea?

She actually wanted to go to hell with Xiaohai and Xiaoshui just now... She actually wanted to...

Ning Xiaoman suddenly pressed his forehead, and Xiaohai's crying sounded in his ears, as if he was accusing her, accusing her of being such an unqualified mother.

(End of this chapter)