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Chapter 1282 Do You Want This Child?

Many people say that it is better for children to be fed by their mothers. At the beginning, Lin Huanxi thought so too, but due to her physical condition, she had no choice but to feed her children with milk powder.

Because of this matter, she has always been a little guilty towards the baby, but when she saw his big flickering eyes, she suddenly felt that all the hardships and tiredness were worth it.

Children have such a miraculous ability to make you feel that this world is not worth it all of a sudden, wishing you could close your eyes and die immediately, don't listen or don't want to look, nothing can arouse her interest, but sometimes you just need to look at him Smiled, and felt that everything vanished into thin air. At that moment, all he could see was his beautiful eyes and round face. Even if he looked wrinkled and looked a little yellow and ugly, in Lin Huanxi's eyes it was The most beautiful baby in the world.

After he finished crying, he started to feel sleepy. Lin Huanxi didn't know what his expressions meant at the beginning, but now he can see what needs each of his expressions represent. Now he is obviously sleepy. She looks small, her eyes are getting smaller and smaller, they are slowly closing, and she is snoring a little.

Lin Huanxi showed a gentle expression on his face, and slowly put him in the cradle, and after he fell asleep, he was relieved and walked out of the children's room.

The reason why she didn't contact Li Yuan during this time was because she gave birth to a child, a little boy, her and Si Wen's child.

She was only three months old, so she was a little pitiful.

When she first found out that she was pregnant, Lin Huanxi was also at a loss, because she had never had such experience, so the night with Si Wen was the only memory in her life that was so intimate with the opposite sex. In addition, her experience in this area is zero. Even if her father and mother would educate her in this area since she was a child, she seldom thinks about it due to her natural shyness, and she doesn't have enough experience. knowledge and sensitivity.

Her menstrual period was very unstable during that time, but she thought she was just a little tired, and she thought it was because she was not acclimatized, so she didn't think about it.

It wasn't until three months that she felt something was wrong. In addition to the irregular menstrual period, she felt that she began to feel nauseous, drowsy every day, and couldn't eat anything. This is for her who has always had a good appetite It's a very strange thing.

But at this time, she didn't think about it, but thought she was sick, so she went to the hospital to see, only to find that she had been pregnant for more than three months, and the child had already formed.

Lin Huanxi was shocked for a long time at first, and then she thought that she could not stay. She never thought that she could conceive herself in just one night, and felt that fate was playing a joke on her.

At that time, the doctor saw her in a daze, and there was no joy on her face, only bouts of daze, and he knew it in his heart, frowning and asked her in English, "Do you want this child?"

Only then did Lin Huanxi come back to her senses, and looked at him in horror, not knowing how to respond to his sudden question.

They have seen many girls who came to have a miscarriage at a young age. Lin Huanxi is not the first, let alone the last, and those girls who decide not to have children, most of the expressions on their faces at the beginning are like her. So confused, panicked, and overwhelmed, at the end he would tell him tremblingly, "I don't want the child anymore."

Lin Huanxi took a deep breath. When she heard what the doctor said, she also had negative thoughts at the time, but when she saw the child's little hands and feet obediently staying in her stomach on the screen, she suddenly felt She felt a strange feeling, and when she thought that this child would leave her and never be able to appear in this world, a sharp pain came from her heart.

Lin Huanxi still had no way to make a decision. Her rationality told her that she could not keep this child. She and Si Wen were over. Even if she wanted to stay, she had to discuss it with Si Wen.

But she has already decided not to have any contact with him anymore. Can this child really stay?
She was struggling to make a decision amid repeated entanglements, and she didn't know what to do.

At the end, the doctor told her that if she wanted to abort the child, it was the last period, and it would have a great impact on her body if she grew up again.

At that moment, Lin Huanxi really came to her senses, she had his child in her stomach.

In the end, she made up her mind and decided not to have this child, because one of her decisions could affect the child's life. She didn't want her child to be born in a single-parent family, and she didn't want her to have an immature mother.

She herself is still a child, how can she raise a baby?
After she made such a decision, the doctor didn't seem surprised, and just asked her to call her parents to accompany her.

Lin Huanxi was stunned for a moment, "I'm already an adult, I can make my own decisions."

The doctor was a little surprised and believed her only after seeing her ID card.

I thought she was an underage girl who made a mistake, but I didn’t expect that she is really an adult and has the ability to make her own decisions. She looks so young. I didn’t expect that she is in her 20s. Foreign countries are generally more open , so it is normal to start a family at this age.

Even so, the doctor still dutifully told her what the whole abortion process was like.

At first Lin Huanxi was able to make up her mind, but when she heard him tell the story, she suddenly felt a chill down her spine.

She heard the doctor say that at the beginning, she had to take a medicine to kill the child in her stomach, and after it turned into a pool of dead flesh, she would take it out bit by bit. As soon as she heard it, she felt Creepy.

How can there be such a terrible thing?How could it be so... She couldn't even listen to it, it was hard to imagine how much pain the child in her belly would have if she really did this?

No, maybe you can't even feel the pain, can you feel it?It's just an embryo.

Lin Huanxi was constantly struggling in such back and forth thoughts, she didn't know what to do, she only knew that her heart hurt and it was difficult to make a decision.

Finally, when she was lying on the cold operating table, she suddenly ran down, unable to accept the result, and said to the doctor, "I want to keep this child."

When she said those words, she knew that something had changed, and those things that had changed could never be restored.

When she decided to bring a little life into this world, her identity has already changed, and there is no way to reverse it.

Children are not toys. When they come to this world, they can be recycled because they are unqualified. This is a decision that can never be regretted.

(End of this chapter)