Chapter 488 An Excuse For Not Love
It was early in the morning when Jin Lin arrived at Yuan's house.He exhaled heavily, and then rang the doorbell.

Soon, he was warmly welcomed in, leaving only the early morning light at the door.

Lin Zisu was in the car, looking at the man's back, suddenly felt envious.Laughing at himself weakly, he still spent the night here after all.I don't know which window belongs to Shu Yue, let alone how she is.

He took out his phone, found Diana's number, and called, "Nana, are you awake?"

Diana’s pleasantly surprised voice came from over there, “Zisu, you finally contacted me! Woohoo…” Diana’s voice was suppressed in pain, mixed with obvious surprise, “I’m awake! I’ve been Waiting for your call!"

"Nana, your attending doctor called me last night, and she said that you haven't gone to the follow-up visit for a long time. I'm sorry, I'm busy with work, and I don't always remember to accompany you to the follow-up visit. Today, I will take you to the follow-up visit, okay Is it?" Lin Zisu spoke cautiously, fearing that Diana's reaction would be too extreme.

Unexpectedly, Diana just said calmly, "No need, Zisu, my personal doctor in Paris often comes to see me in Jiangcheng! Because he doesn't like to get along with people, so he didn't introduce you to each other. I took my medicine on time, Do not worry!"

Lin Zisu breathed a sigh of relief, "Nana, I..."

"Zisu, will you marry me, right? Or, you are very concerned about your missing memory when you are getting married?" Diana's tone was a little nervous at this time, and her breathing became short of breath.

"Nana, don't think about it! Your dress is being made, why are you worried? However, I don't want to lie to you, I really care about that missing memory." Speaking of this, Lin Zi Su's heart ached, his mind was full of Shu Yue's charming appearance under him, as long as he thought of this, he longed for that woman again.He clenched his fists and forced himself to be calm.

Diana's mood dropped instantly, "Zi Su, you have been with me for so long, and you have never let me stay overnight, and you have never even let me go to your house. Zi Su, I am very disturbed! Boyfriend and girlfriend , shouldn’t we live together? Why can’t I live with you and take care of you?”, Lin Zisu never touched Diana, and treated her politely. This was the source of all Diana’s uneasiness.

"Nana, I... I'm really not used to living with people now! I hope you can give me time!", Lin Zisu laughed helplessly at himself.Everything is an excuse, this is an excuse for not loving.Even though he doesn't remember anything about Shu Yue at all, his body and mind are so familiar with everything about her that he is crazy.

Some ambiguous pictures are always inserted into my mind, driving me crazy.Looking at the Yuan family in front of him, my heart has already flown in.He would jealously think, what would the two of them do now after seeing each other for so long... Thinking of this made his heart ache.

Thinking of what Shu Yue said again, my heart felt as if I was being tortured one by one, the pain was unbearable, and the pain was dripping with blood.

"Zisu, you don't love me, right? Everyone tells me that you are pitying me when you are with me! But I don't believe it, since I am the only one who can be by your side for seven years, how can you not love me? Even if I raise a dog, I have feelings in seven years. What's more, I am a woman! For you, I learned Chinese, learned to cook, and learned a lot of things. You don't know, when you are willing to associate with me I was so happy when you were willing to marry me! But, it was the last step, and you still refused to take it. Zisu, I am in pain and uneasy! I am so scared, you..." Diana cried softly When he got up, his voice was filled with infinite pain.

"Go to Paris! I'll accompany you back to Paris! Don't you always want to go home? I'll accompany you back!" Lin Zisu clenched his fists and made a decision that he didn't know whether it was right or not.

"Really?" Diana exclaimed in surprise. Over the years, it wasn't that she didn't miss home, but she didn't dare to go back.She didn't dare to leave Lin Zisu's side, she was willing to give up the inheritance of the Caroline family, and she was willing to stay by his side and be an ordinary woman.

"Really! We are engaged, and we should go back to get your parents' blessing! It's my fault. You haven't gone back all these years, and I refuse to go back with you! This time, I will go back with you!", Lin Zisu's eyes flickered Bright and dark, the mood suddenly became clear again.

Perhaps, he doesn't need Shu Yue to give him a reason to give up, he needs a reason for himself.Go to Paris, maybe everything can be solved!After comforting Diana a few more words, she hurriedly hung up the phone and dialed Tina's number.

"Tina, book two tickets for me. Remember, I want to book the same flight near Shuyue, you know, do you understand?" Then he hung up the phone and curled his lips.Shu Yue, it's over, it's not what you say.My feelings are what I say.

Yuan's
When Jin Lin saw Shu Yue's sleeping face, he relaxed.She curled up like a cat, but the expression on her face was tense, and she seemed very unstable in her dream.

Jin Lin frowned, helped her tuck the quilt, and couldn't help but guess.Where was she during the ten hours she was missing?

In Shu Yue's dream, she only saw Lin Zisu chasing after her desperately, asking all the time, "Why did you leave me! Why didn't you give us a chance to start over? Why?"

I just felt that my chest was getting tighter and tighter. Seeing Lin Zisu's figure suddenly getting farther and farther away, as if he was about to disappear, he felt a pain in his heart and called out loudly, "No!" Then he sat up and saw Jin Lin looked at himself with a smile in the corner of his eyes.

Just as Jin Lin was about to speak, he saw the hickey on her neck sharply. His heart sank, and all kinds of beautiful pictures entered his mind.Put your hands behind your back, pinch your hands tightly, and maintain a smile, "Did you sleep well?"

Shu Yue rubbed her eyes, seeing that it was Jin Lin, her heart suddenly fell to the ground, and she was very relieved.He lowered his head and said with a smile, "I had a nightmare and was chased by a hungry wolf! So I woke up! But you, why didn't you wake me up? Are you hungry? Do you want me to cook for you?", Shu Yue's heart flustered so badly that she didn't even dare to look into Jin Lin's eyes.There are too many probing things in his eyes, and he is really afraid.

"No need! We'll eat together in a while! I'm relieved to see you well!" Before Jin Lin was about to say something, Shu Yue had already got out of bed.

"You must be hungry. How can you be hungry after such a long journey? Wait for me for a while, I'll get it done soon!" Shu Yue put on her clothes in a panic and went out.

Jin Lin grabbed her, then pulled her into his arms, kissed the top of her head and murmured, "I'm sorry, I offended, I fouled! But, allow me to lose control once. Shu Yue, thank you for being okay, thank you You are still alive!", Jin Lin felt that he had been confident for more than 30 years, but for the first time in front of a woman, he completely lost his confidence and completely lost himself.

"Lin, I...it's fine!", Shu Yue was so distressed that she was going crazy, she slowly hugged Jin Lin's waist, her heart ached for this man.Over the years, Jin Lin has treated her meticulously, pampering her almost like a princess, and putting all his thoughts on her and Nuan Nuan.It's not that she doesn't know his emotions, but she always chooses to escape.Her heart has been completely given to another person, and she doesn't know how to accommodate Jin Lin's feelings.

When they got married, they made an agreement that they were only a couple in name and would not interfere with each other's lives.In the past few years, they have gotten along with each other peacefully. They are not like husband and wife, but more like a pair of brothers and sisters.Shu Yue admitted that she was indeed greedy for the warmth around Jin Lin, and found a shelter for her scarred heart.

However, now when Jin Lin denounced her feelings, she was discouraged.She couldn't get it out, not at all.Before coming to Jiangcheng, she could still convince herself to be a real couple with Jin Lin for the sake of Nuan Nuan and live on.However, as soon as he saw Lin Zisu, all his thoughts collapsed in an instant, and there was nothing left.

Shu Yue's body trembled violently, her whole body suppressed the emotion of wanting to cry, her heart was already in a mess.

Jin Lin stroked her hair, closed his eyes, and pulled her into his arms again, "I can still wait! No matter how many years, I am willing! Yueyue, I never expected you to fall in love with me. Can you By your side, I am already satisfied! These seven years, I feel like I stole them from God. I don’t dare to expect how many more years there will be in the future. I just ask you to let me protect you and keep you warm .You two are by my side, is my happiness!".

Before Shu Yue spoke, he was afraid that Shu Yue would say something.Knowing that letting Shu Yue return to Jiangcheng was an adventure, he still did it.However, he now regrets it.I should keep Shu Yue by my side, and I should be a little more selfish.Perhaps in this way, Shu Yue could stay by his side forever.However, this violated his pride.He still hoped that Shu Yue would stay by his side willingly and grow old with him forever.

Shu Yue finally couldn't help it, and burst into tears, "Lin, let's go home! I miss the little lady so much! I want to tell her a story! I want to talk to her!"

"Okay! Let's go home!" Jin Lin didn't ask, didn't ask why she was so emotional, didn't ask where she went when she disappeared, and didn't ask how the hickey on her neck came from.He just needs to believe that the person in his arms is his beloved woman, and that's enough.Love is to have enough mind to give enough tolerance.

Shu Yue, I don't ask you to love me, or to respond to me.Just let me stay by your side for the rest of my life, okay?
A soft kiss landed on Shu Yue's head, and Shu Yue's cries became louder.It didn't know when it started to rain outside the window, just like the mood of the two of them at the moment, just like the mood of the person in the car downstairs outside the window.

(End of this chapter)

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