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Chapter 594 Feelings For You

Gu Jinwan looked at her and said: "I thought that as long as I stay by your side, I can protect you, guard you, just like before, but now I realize that I was wrong, you are no longer someone I can protect, You have Ling Youxuan by your side, no matter how I deceive myself, it is useless, I am not qualified..."

"Jin Wan... why do you think this way? We are friends and relatives. We have our own way of protecting each other. It doesn't have to be the same as Ling Youxuan." Bai Yinxi said.

"But I feel that I will never be able to surpass him. I always thought that I was the most important person around you, but now I suddenly realize that I am not. I can't tell, but I feel that something has changed. " Gu Jinwan said dejectedly.

"Jin Wan... I have never changed towards you. I have always regarded you as a friend and a relative. Maybe I have never considered your feelings." Bai Yinxi said.

"I don't blame you, it's just me being passionate." Gu Jinwan said with his head down.

"Jin Wan, don't do this, don't ruin our relationship for so many years, okay?" Bai Yinxi asked.

"Xixi..." Gu Jinwan looked up at her suddenly and asked, "If there was no Ling Youxuan, would you choose to love me?"

Bai Yinxi paused for a while, she was thinking about this question very seriously, but...

If there was no Ling Youxuan, she would only have the feeling of a friend and relative to him.

love?

If it was possible to have a relationship with him, it would have been there long ago, why wait until now to make assumptions?

"No, to me, you are just a family member and a friend." Bai Yinxi replied very simply, and didn't want to let Gu Jinwan have any extravagant hopes in his heart, otherwise, it would only harm him.

Gu Jinwan smiled mockingly, and said, "I knew it."

"Jin Wan, you will meet girls who love you and girls you love in the future, and you may not really love me now." Bai Yinxi said.

"What is true love?" Gu Jinwan asked.

"If you really love someone, you can't wait, you can't wait to be with him, you are probably just a habit to me, but now, there is someone who is closer to me than you, and you feel left out Now, this is not necessarily love." Bai Yinxi said.

"I don't know." Gu Jinwan said sullenly, he had never loved anyone, he just felt that he wanted to stand by her side and be her only one.

But now, he felt that he was redundant, and beside her, there was already Ling Youxuan.

"You will know after a long time. I didn't know the difference between love and family affection before. I also thought that I liked Brother Gu Tian, ​​but after I met Ling Youxuan, I realized that it is not love, but a kind of dependence. This kind of family affection that I long for. I have misunderstood it for so many years."

"Maybe..." Gu Jinwan muttered, then stretched his waist and went back, lay on the bed with his arms open, sighed and said, "Ah, actually, I knew this would happen a long time ago, a little I'm just depressed, Xixi, I'm fine, thank you for coming to see me."

"Jinwan, no matter what, you shouldn't let auntie worry about you like this." Bai Yinxi said.

"I'm fine...my mother just exaggerated." Gu Jinwan muttered.

"It's good that you can think clearly." Bai Yinxi looked at him.

Gu Jinwan lay on the bed with his arms crossed, his arms covering his face, as if he still couldn't think clearly.

(End of this chapter)