Because I love you

Chapter 2 Pure Love

I shook my head and smiled helplessly, because of her liking, "He said that you have good grades and you are also good-looking."

She felt relieved, "So that's what he said about me. I thought he would hate me very much."

I watched her seriously, waiting for her to tell her story.

"Are we childhood sweethearts?" She smiled self-deprecatingly, "Maybe not, and Zou Yuxiang would not admit that I was his childhood sweetheart. I feel like a failure. I have liked someone for so long, but I still don't know what he is. What do you think, and I don't know what he thinks of me. If you hadn't told me what he said just now, I'm afraid I would never know what he thinks of me in this life. "

"Actually, I don't like this feeling very much, but I have no way to deal with it. And I came to you this time because Zou Yuxiang told me that someone wants to write a novel, so he wants to know my story. "

I nodded, "To tell you the truth, I want to write a novel called Because I Love You. Speaking of which, I am a very strange person. I value family and friendship, but love is an important thing for me. Nothing. You may not believe it when you say it, I have never liked anyone for so long, even if I tried to let myself accept that I wanted to like myself, I couldn’t do it.”

"I am a person who is very particular about eye relationship. Once I have no way to like someone at the first sight, then I will never like him in my life. It's just that the person who made me feel the eye edge at the first sight is still there. Didn't show up."

I opened my hands to her helplessly, "So I wonder why many people can be so kind to someone who they like but not like themselves..."

I gestured with my hand, "I don't know how to start, or should I say infatuation? Or something else."

I smiled calmly, "But I feel that whether it's secret love or unrequited love, it's the kind of pure love without any impurities. So I want to know your stories. Maybe I will write it badly, because After all, I am not the person involved, and I have no way to understand your emotions. But please trust me, I will describe the story very plainly. "

I feel that I have to make this clear to her. Even if I accept this task, I may not be able to write well.And this may be because I never have that feeling of liking or love.

She nodded at me, and she was no longer nervous. "Actually, our story is very simple. Zou Yuxiang's neighbor is my relative. It can be said that this relative is very close to our family. When I was young, my family often took me there to play. Then I got to know him."

She raised her head thinking about something, with a smile on her lips, "I saw him for the first time, or rather, I met him for the first time. It was a very splendid weather."

There was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and she looked like she was remembering, "The weather was very sunny that day, and it was a bit outrageous. My mother and I went to a relative's house to play, and the whole family talked together, and I was just... "

She thought for a while, "I don't remember how old I was at that time, but I just remembered that I hadn't started school at that time. It's just..."

She smiled softly, her eyes dazzled, "I feel that is a very distant thing, so far away that I don't remember how long it has been."

I watched her get excited slowly, and I couldn't bear it, "Then, do you still like him now?"

She shook her head with a bitter smile, "Actually, I don't even know if I like him or not, maybe it's just the feeling of being together when I was a child. I don't even know if I really like him. "

I took a sip of tea, "I heard that if you like someone for more than three months, you really like it. Then you must really like it."

There was a trace of fatigue in her smile, "Maybe."

She paused, "The weather was fine that day. The adults were standing together and talking, and I was playing by myself. That's when I saw Zou Yuxiang. Speaking of which, he was a little fat when he was a child, but he is not as fat as he is now. Exaggerate, then. Anyway."

She made a gesture, and a wicked smile rose from the corner of her mouth, "It feels like a chubby."

I lowered my head and laughed, and she smirked for a while before raising her head to look at me, "He was walking with a group of children, but I saw him right away. Maybe he is destined to be in my heart." It’s very special, seeing him feels different. Zou Yuxiang’s expression and complexion give people a simple and honest feeling that they will trust him. It’s probably still like this now.”

She raised her head and looked directly at me, I smiled and nodded, "That's right, when I saw him, I felt that he was a special kind of guy who didn't have any thoughts and could be regarded as a buddy, a very good buddy." Friend. According to what you said now, I’m afraid it hasn’t changed in more than ten years.”

(End of this chapter)