One thought in love

Chapter 251 Do You Still Know About Coming Back? 2
"Moreover, knowing that I'm fine, Xiao Yunqing won't know how to be afraid, won't know how to reflect on herself, and will still give Jianing a chance to hurt me and the child." Ning Wan said.

"What happened to me was because I was useless, and I don't blame anyone, but I can't let Qingqing have trouble with me, and I can't let her be implicated by me because of my incompetence." Ning Wan said, "So I endured, I If I don’t come back, I’m training myself outside.”

"Besides, when I was pregnant with Qingqing, I suffered from depression. I couldn't eat anything, and I vomited after I ate. In the end, I vomited when I smelled the food. I couldn't even touch my mouth, let alone eat it. In such a state, he almost killed two people." Ning Wan said.

Ning Chengxu visibly trembled: "I'm going to kill that bastard Xiao Yunqing!"

Ning Wan shook her head: "So, because of this, I can't come back either. When I come back and see these people, I will be stimulated by them, and my illness will not be cured. The doctor told me to relax, then I must stay in a place far away from the past, and have a good time." to heal."

"If I come back and I have to deal with Jianing, I'm afraid I'll never get better." Ning Wan said in a low voice.

"So, I chose to stay in City B. I helped Wei Ziqi, so he promised me to let me enter 'Wufeng', so that I can support myself and my children."

"Although I know Wei Ziqi, he didn't give me any convenience because of it. The hard work of these three years was all done by myself, gritted my teeth and persisted."

She brushed the hair next to her ears, and smiled: "Being Wei Ziqi's assistant is really a training, and I understand why both Luo Yi and Xu You cherish the opportunity to work by Xiao Yunqing's side so much. "

"Working beside people like them, I don't feel how capable I am when I'm around them. My light will always be blocked by them, but once I come out alone, I will show my ability to be independent."

"I need this ability so much. I may not be as cruel and full of tricks as Jianing, but now I am not afraid of her tricks against me!"

"No matter what tricks she tries on me, I will be able to block it openly! When I am able to protect Qingqing and myself with my own ability, now, I dare to come back!"

"Brother, I'm sorry, I just came back now." She whispered.

Ning Chengxu was still the same as before, always treating her like a little baby, and gently stroking her hair.

"It's good to be back, it's good to be back..." Ning Chengxu said hoarsely.

"Mom, I'm hungry!" At this time, the little baby ran over and tugged at the corner of Ning Wan's clothes, "I want to eat big crabs and lobsters!"

"Little ghost girl, open your mouth so big as soon as you come back!" Ning Wan pinched the tip of Xiaowa'er's nose.

"Haha!" Ning Chengxu laughed loudly, and lifted the little boy up high, "Go, uncle treats you to big crabs and lobsters!"

"After dinner, I will take Qingqing to choose furniture, and Qingqing will choose what she likes!" Ning Chengxu said.

"That... I want Mickey Mouse's bed!" Xiaowaer immediately said happily, "I also want pink furniture!"

Ning Chengxu let out a "puchi" laugh: "As expected of mother and daughter, your mother also liked pink the most when she was young."

Ning Chengxu took them to "Yipintang", and actually ordered crabs and lobsters for Xiaowa.

The little baby was holding the crab in both hands. Compared with her small hands, the crab looked extraordinarily huge.

The little baby stared at it in distress, not knowing what to say, so Ning Chengxu took the crab and removed the shell for her, revealing the white crab meat, before handing it over to the little baby.

She crushed the crab claws with tongs, took the meat out of the crab claws, and put them on her plate.

"Would you like to meet Xu You? Over the years, he has matured a lot." Ning Chengxu said, "Ever since you left, Tong Pinzhi thought you were dead, and has been blaming himself."

"I heard from Xu You that she has nightmares every night, and when she wakes up in the middle of the night, she clamors to find you. When she sees a woman of your age during the day, she thinks you're back."

"Xu You was busy with school and work, so he didn't have much time to take care of her, so he had to entrust her neighbors to take care of her. As a result, he didn't find out until Tong Pinzhi had mental problems."

"Later, Tong Pinzhi's illness got better, but his body collapsed, and he has been hospitalized now." Ning Chengxu said, "I don't like Tong Pinzhi's previous actions, but I appreciate Xu You, a young man. .”

"In those days, he was going to school and working at the same time, and he had to take care of Tong Pinzhi. An ordinary person would have collapsed, but Xu You persisted. His complexion is getting worse every day, and I can see it."

"Besides, when he thought you were dead, he was no less sad than any of us. Fortunately, now that he has graduated, he can concentrate on working and taking care of Tong Pinzhi, so it is finally easier." Ning Chengxu said.

"When I come back this time, I just want to see him." Ning Wan said, slightly pursing her lips, "I didn't expect Xu You to be my half-brother. No wonder I felt kind to him the first time I saw him. Treat him like a younger brother."

"As for Tong..." Ning Wan bit her lip, "I can't call out that mother, but I don't blame her. After all, she has something wrong, but she is also a poor person."

"I think I'll meet her too, hoping to make her let go of her self-blame, get better, and save Xu You from being so tired." Ning Wan said.

Ning Chengxu paused, and then said: "Xiao Yunqing, he went to City B. All these years, we have believed that you are dead, but he still doesn't believe it."

"In the month after the explosion, he insisted on getting people to find you in the sea. Even though we all knew that even if we found it, it might be your body, he still insisted."

"It's just that after persisting like this for a month, he still couldn't find you, even if it was a corpse. Then, he believed that you were not dead. From the beginning to the end, he was the only one who persisted, and you were not dead."

Ning Chengxu laughed at himself: "Just the day before your birthday, I told him to let him face the reality and stop holding on to the illusory hope that you didn't die and live like a walking dead. Then the second day God, he went to the clothes tomb that Dad set up for you, and he was very drunk when he came back."

"Actually, every year on your birthday, he has to get drunk, but he got really drunk that day." Ning Chengxu said.

"I heard that he went to your tomb. I thought he finally accepted the fact that you died, but I didn't expect that after he woke up, he still stubbornly believed that you were fine. He was just angry with him and didn't want to come back."

"Then, someone said that he met you in City B, and he just notified me, and immediately went to City B." Ning Chengxu said.

"When he said that someone met you in City B, I still didn't believe it." Ning Chengxu smiled, "Because almost every once in a while, there will be news about you, saying where you met .”

"Every time I receive a message, Xiao Yunqing will always go there."

"Even if the news is false every time, it makes him happy for nothing, but the next time when the news comes from you, he seems to have forgotten the previous disappointments again and again. Looking for you."

"Just like this again and again, his heart doesn't seem to be tired." Ning Chengxu sighed.

"Sometimes, I think he is also relying on false news again and again to support himself, weaving a hope for himself, relying on this false news to convince himself that you are still alive, and to give him the courage to continue living."

"Originally, I also hated him and resented him. I handed you over to him, but he didn't know how to take good care of you. But after so many years, seeing him like this, I can't hate him anymore, even I feel sorry for him."

"You are dead, he is alive, but life is worse than death."

Listening to Ning Chengxu's slightly hoarse narration, Ning Wan's heart also throbbed in pain.

Thinking about these years, in city B, she may not be living materially like before, with a lot of money and good food, and everything depends on her own hard work.

But from the bottom of her heart, she was relaxed. Apart from missing Ning Chengxu and others in T City, she didn't have any burden in her heart.

(End of this chapter)