One thought in love

Chapter 705 You Won't Let Go? 1
She didn't know what she was afraid of, anyway, she was afraid.

As a bedside lamp, the bulb has an insanely high wattage, enough to brighten her bedroom.

At this time, the room was as bright as usual, allowing her to see herself in the mirror clearly.

She has never seriously looked at herself in the mirror, so she doesn't know whether her face has always been so pale, or because what happened tonight made her mentally weak, so she became so pale.

The eyebrows of the woman in the mirror have not undergone much modification, and still retain their original shape. At best, they have shaved off the messy parts around them.

Fu Dill raised her hands and pinched her cheeks, pinching the cheekbones red. Now her face looks a little rosy, but with the still pale skin around her, it looks sickly red.

The woman in the mirror opened her mouth slightly, she looked demented, her eyes were also dull, her eyes didn't blink, and her pupils were projected in the mirror with no focal length.

The oval face is not big, and the chin is pointed, but other than that, she is not a beauty.

Fu Dill pulled her lips, reckoning it was considered to be upper middle or average?
The only thing that makes her happy is that her eyes are big enough and she doesn't need any surgery like canthoplasty.

The nose is a bit small, not very tall.

The lower lip is slightly longer than the upper lip, which makes the corners of her mouth slightly curved upward even when she is expressionless with her mouth closed, as if she is smiling.

She was absent-minded for a while, then frowned again.

She's not particularly good-looking, but it's not like no man wants her, right?

But immediately, she became depressed again.

If so, then why, all these years, has she never encountered a single courtship?
She watched the friends around her being chased away one after another, engaged, about to get married, and even married, but no one gave her a second look.

Fu Dill pulled her lips miserably, even though the corners of her mouth that were expressionless and smiling, now drooped sadly.

She really couldn't bear to look at the miserable face of the woman in the mirror anymore, if she continued to look at it, she would cry.

Her eyes were already wet now, Fu Dill blinked, sniffed and stood up, lay back on the bed, and buried herself in the pillow.

Even so, she still couldn't restrain the desire to cry.

She felt inexplicably sad, she had never thought about why she was always single before.

If those people are afraid of the Fu family, why are so many people reluctantly marrying her because of the Fu family?
In the final analysis, if she didn't have such a background, I'm afraid no one would take a second look at her in this life.

She doesn't like Gong Xiangyu, but she has to admit that maybe Gong Xiangyu is right.

The more I think about it, the more I feel that I am useless, and I don't even have any charm at all. Is it possible that I will die alone in the future?

Fu Dill began to cry incessantly in sorrow, once she cried out and vented the depression in her heart, she couldn't stop it anymore.

She cried more and more fiercely, since there was no one else in the house, she simply cried loudly, the sound of "woo woo woo" was miserable and unpleasant.

Fu Dill stared at her puffy eyes, which were swollen from crying, and her double eyelids disappeared, and sadly found that her big eyes, which she was most proud of, had also become terribly ugly.

She looked at her watch, it was only six o'clock.

She forgot when she fell asleep last night, anyway, she fell asleep when she was tired from crying.

Maybe it was because I had something on my mind all the time, so I woke up early today.

Up until now, she still felt the depression and panic in her chest.

Fu Dill washed her face, deliberately turning the temperature to the lowest, but the cold water didn't make her eyelids swell.

She gave up saving her inflated eyelids in frustration, and estimated how long it would take her to drive to Xu You's house.

She should have gone earlier, so as not to delay Xu You's time, maybe he has other things to do today.

So after tidying up, Fu Dill took the car keys and went downstairs.

She didn't even eat breakfast, and she had no appetite anyway.

Fu Dill drove carefully, and if she could, she even wanted to stabilize the speed at twenty miles.

However, even at the current speed of [-] mph, the vehicles behind her still got angry and kept honking their horns.

Every time a car passed behind her, the driver would turn his head to see which [-] was driving like that.

But Fu Dill didn't care. She might have been a little embarrassed at first, but after a lot of times, she became numb.

Anyway, those people have nothing to do with her, she doesn't know them at all.

The most important thing she has to do now is to protect Xu You's car.

If you protect this precious car, you will also keep your job.

So Fu Dill was concentrating on it, and gradually she couldn't even hear the horn.

It wasn't until she drove the car into the community where Xu You lived that she relaxed a bit.

At first the security guard stopped her, but she gave Xu You's name and building number, and the security guard recognized Xu You's car, so they let her go.

Even if it was not the first time to come, Fu Dill could not help but be surprised that Xu You would live in such a low-key place.

The security of the community is good, the environment and various hardware facilities are very good, but it is still not a top-notch community.

With Xu You's worth, he should live in a more expensive place.

When Fu Jiluo drove slowly to Xu You's parking space, she stopped the car and wiped the sweat from her forehead.

"At last we delivered you safely." Fu Dill patted the steering wheel, as if talking to a living body.

She took a deep breath, as if she was going to complete the most difficult task, and said with a very serious expression: "Okay, now..."

Fu Dill swallowed: "The only thing left is to pour you in safely!"

Because it is Saturday, although it is already 08:30, most people in the community are still sleeping at home, and the cars are parked in their own places, making the parking spaces look particularly crowded .

There were cars parked on both sides of Xu You's parking space.

Fu Dill blinked, not sure if she could park the car in one piece.

At an extremely slow speed comparable to that of a snail, she reversed the car into the parking space, reversed to stop, reverse to stop.

"boom!"

A loud noise stopped the car from falling backwards.

Fu Diluo froze, dripping with cold sweat.

She tried to drive forward a little, then backed up again.

But this time, there was a "squeak..." friction sound.

"Dead..." Fu Jiluo hurriedly got out of the car, and saw Xu You's rear bumped against the rear door of the car next to her.

And what's even more tragic is that the opponent's back door was dented in such a small way that it wasn't obvious, but it was definitely dented.

And next to the inconspicuous depression, there was a shallow silver scratch.

Fu Diluo looked at the rear of Xu You's car again. The rear of the car was not dented, but the scratches were obvious.

Fu Dill pursed her mouth. If she squeezed out two tears for Xu You, would Xu You forgive her?

She got into the car dejectedly, telling herself that she must be careful this time and succeed.

But the more nervous you are, the easier it is to make mistakes.

When she finally drove the car carefully within the stop line without bumping into the vehicles on both sides.

"boom!"

A louder sound hit her heart heavily.

Fu Diluo really felt like she was going to collapse, the car was so upright, how could it still hit something?
She got out of the car with a sad face and found that this time the car hit the wall behind.

And what is even more tragic is that the rear of the car was not dented before, but this time, the rear of the car was indeed dented.

The protruding design at the rear of the car was dented by the impact, not deep, but obvious enough.

Moreover, it hit a wall made of cobblestones and cement, and the stones knocked out small nests one by one at the rear of the car.

Fu Jiluo's eyes widened, and she gasped, she didn't expect this time to be so lethal!
"Woo..." Fu Diluo covered her face with her hands, lowered her head and sobbed, "I'm dead! I'm dead! Woo..."

After a long time, she opened her eyes again, looking around at the rear of the car.

"Actually...it doesn't look very serious!" Fu Dill comforted herself.

"Woo... what am I thinking! I must be dead! I can't keep my job!" Fu Diluo buried her face in her palm again.

After a while, she took a deep breath and let it out heavily.

(End of this chapter)