One thought in love

Chapter 806 Do you want to be like Feng Jiewei? 1
"It's because I despise myself. It's because I don't know how to cherish myself, which makes you think I'm easy to get started..." Fang Jiaran said while crying, tears blurred his eyes, and Wenren's expression became particularly ugly when he didn't see it.

"Stop talking!" Wenren said in a deep voice.

"I'm the one who's a bitch..." Fang Jiaran didn't hear what he said, and continued.

"I said, stop talking! Shut up, you know it's not like this! You're not like that, don't belittle yourself like that! I'm an asshole, don't talk about yourself like that!" Wenren grabbed her arm and said angrily.

When Fang Jiaran stopped talking, Wenren held her face in both hands and wiped away the tears on her face.

"It's not your fault, you don't have to do this." Wenren said hoarsely.

"Then are you willing to admit it?" Fang Jiaran raised her head and looked at her with teary eyes without blinking. Even when tears welled up, she didn't blink.

"You said it wasn't my fault, but you don't like me anymore. It doesn't matter if it's my fault or not. No matter what the reason is, you don't want me anymore!" Fang Jiaran looked at him.

"So, I'm so unworthy of being cherished by others, so treat me well, right? One or two, it's all like this. At the beginning, they liked me very much, but after a while, they all got tired of them again."

"You tell me, why? If I didn't do anything wrong, why don't you guys like me for long? Why, I'm so easy to be annoying?"

"Don't force me." Wenren held her face in his hands and said contradictoryly.

"Did I force you?" She chuckled, "I just want to know why, I don't want to keep doing this, the third and fourth men treat me like this."

"If one doesn't even say goodbye, but just relies on alienation to break up with me, it can be said that there is a problem with his character. But if two people are like this, then it can only be said that there is a problem with me! I want to find out, my What's the problem, I don't want to continue like this, I don't want to be alienated by the other party after a short period of time in every relationship, and I don't even know why they don't like me anymore."

"Others break up, at least there is a reason, the personality is not compatible, the relationship has faded over time, or because of each other's conditions, the two can't get along together. But what about me? No one has ever given me an explanation for breaking up, just Started to alienate me and let me know our relationship was over."

"I know, you are afraid that another accident will happen to me, like being kidnapped to get revenge on you." Fang Jiaran took a deep breath, "You don't want me to get hurt because of you, so you would rather alienate me and end our relationship !"

Seeing that the man was silent, Fang Jiaran narrowed her eyes slightly, and said in a deep voice, "Are you denying it?"

"No." Wenren finally spoke, and said heavily, "I don't deny it."

Just when Fang Jiaran's eyes were full of hope, Wenren said: "So, I hope you can leave me. You are right, I don't want you to have an accident. Originally, I was too self-confident. I really thought I could protect you in every way, but Now I know I was too arrogant."

"I'm lucky this time, I can get there in time, but what about next time? I can't let you fall into this kind of danger because of me. You could have lived a peaceful and comfortable life. I have no right to drag you into this kind of danger." in the world."

He is light.Caressing her face: "Do you know? The night I rescued you, I saw you sleeping, very vulnerable. I thought, I almost lost you. I don't want to go through this feeling again , I don’t want to watch you fall into danger because of me.”

"Just treat it as selfish. I don't want you to be hurt because of me. Since you can be safe, why should you be implicated by me?"

"But have you ever thought about my wish? Am I willing to leave you?" Fang Jiaran asked back, "If you are implicated by you, I am happy! As long as you love me, then I don't care about anything!"

"Do you think I don't know?" Wenren also raised his voice, "It's because I'm afraid that you will be like this, that you will be so determined, so I dare not meet you! Because when I see you, I can't hide my feelings , How can you leave me like this!"

"You are willing to be implicated by me, but I am not! Jiaran, think about it for me, how do I feel when you get hurt because of me! I would rather die than you get hurt because of me. You understand this kind of pain ?"

"Can you guarantee that without you, I won't be injured in an accident?" Fang Jiaran asked back, "There are so many accidents in life, and there are still people who die when traveling. There may be car accidents when going out, and I may die due to accidents." .”

"Since there are accidents everywhere, why are you afraid of implicating me? You can't just push me away and refuse to let us be together just because of such illusory things that may or may not happen!"

"Besides, have you ever thought that even if we broke up, everyone knows that you care about me! Anyone who is smart will know that you are staying away to protect me!"

"In this way, if we are not together, I will be kidnapped more easily without your protection and use me to threaten you." Fang Jiaran chuckled, "If I am captured again, can you tell them that we have It doesn't matter, let them kill or cut them, and do whatever they want, Mom?"

"I'll let those people believe that we're alright!" Wen Ren clenched his fists and said.

"Coward!" Fang Jiaran scolded unceremoniously, "Just to make you feel comfortable, are you forcing me to leave? Wenren, I never knew that you are such a coward!"

"You are no different from Feng Jiewei! Both of you are for yourself!" Fang Jiaran scolded angrily.

Wenren let her accuse, and when she finished speaking, he did not defend himself.

He just paused for a moment, took a deep breath, and said, "That means, you agreed?"

Fang Jiaran looked at him angrily, the anger in his eyes seemed to squeeze out the eyeballs, there was too much anger, there was no room for other things.

Knowing that he wasn't sincere, but his impatient and relieved performance still stabbed her, causing her to die of pain.

"I didn't promise anything!" She gritted her teeth and said like a rascal, all because she had given up all her self-esteem at this moment.

Wenren forced himself to stiffen his expression, and said nonchalantly, "You don't need to leave in a hurry, you can slowly recuperate here. To be honest, there is nothing safer and more suitable for recuperation than Lanshan Compound."

"It doesn't matter how long you want to live here." Wen Ren said, it is best to live for a lifetime.

He knew it was selfish, but he still couldn't control his thoughts.

"Snapped!"

Wenren's face was tilted to one side, and there were obvious five fingerprints on his left cheek, the red was slightly swollen, which also made the white between the fingerprints look paler.

Between the two of them, no one expected Fang Jiaran's sudden slap.

Even Fang Jiaran was frightened. This was a reaction that came out of anger without thinking.

The movements of her hands reacted one step ahead of her brain, and by the time she felt the pain on her palm and saw the finger marks on his face, it was too late.

She was petrified, no one had ever slapped Wen Ren, let alone a slap like this!
Slapping someone across the face is tantamount to insulting.disgrace.

Although, she didn't think Wenren would be angry with her because of this, at least she wouldn't attack her.

But the slap print on Wenren's cheek still shocked her, the fingerprint was so red, it was so obvious floating on his cheek.

And Wenren didn't raise his head for a long time, and always maintained the posture after being beaten, his hair blocked his eyes, making her unable to see his expression clearly, which also made her uneasy.

Coupled with the pain in the palm, it also reminded her how hard this slap was.

Her palm was hot, and when her palm curled up and her fingertips touched the palm, it was even itchy and painful.

The previous shock was replaced by heartache, she raised her hand, wanting to touch the mark on his cheek.

Wen Ren raised his head at this moment, although he didn't say anything, "It's okay" was written in his eyes.

Seeing his expression, Fang Jiaran became even more angry for no reason.

"Since I'm going to be driven away by you, do I still have the cheek to live here? You sacrifice yourself so much, and you want me to occupy the magpie's nest here?" Fang Jiaran said sarcastically.

(End of this chapter)