Old love and new love: The president loves his wife too much

Chapter 253 The Significance of Akikawa

Seeing that An Shaoxuan was really angry, An Shaoli's face also became gloomy: "Shaoxuan, we are brothers, brothers, is this how you speak to your brother?"

He didn't want him to have a sense of distance from him, not at all, but An Shaoxuan avoided him like a snake, this feeling made An Shaoli very upset.

Sighing helplessly, under An Shaoli's scrutinizing eyes, An Shaoxuan had no choice but to back down, but he still did not lose his principle: "Brother, you are the elder brother, so I respect you, but this does not mean that you can do anything to me recklessly. matter."

"Reckless?" An Shaoli raised his eyebrows, with a sneer on his lips: "Tell me, what is reckless?"

He just wanted to get closer to him, so why did it become reckless?

Seeing that An Shaoli's face was not looking good, An Shaoxuan had no choice but to say again: "It means that although we are brothers, I have my own thoughts and feelings. You don't have to accept it, but you have no right to hinder it. Just like I love Qiuchuan, Although you don't like her, you can't force me to give up, and I won't associate with you as you wish, because I can't do things against my will."

"Against your will?" An Shaoli narrowed his eyes, a dangerous light flashed in his eyes, he put down his slender legs, and leaned forward slightly: "Is it against your will to like me?"

Unexpectedly, his elder brother was such a man of words, An Shaoxuan felt irritable, he didn't want to discuss these irrelevant topics with An Shaoli, so he unceremoniously issued a eviction order.

"Brother, I'm going to bed, you should go to bed earlier."

After finishing speaking bluntly, An Shaoxuan lowered his head and was about to take off his shoes. Although he couldn't sleep, he didn't want to hear An Shaoli say something that made him unhappy. It was already enough to upset him, but...

"Xiao Yu sleeps in that room." An Shaoli said lightly

, What he meant was that he had no place to rest, and he let An Shaoxuan figure it out.

His movements froze, and An Shaoxuan, who understood what he meant, raised his head and looked at An Shaoli, with a very calm tone: "In that case, I'd better go back to the hotel."

As he spoke, he got up from the bed and took his coat and mobile phone from the chair beside him.

An Shaoli stared at him silently, without saying a word, but just as An Shaoxuan was fully dressed and walking towards the door, he rushed forward, taking advantage of his unpreparedness, and pushed hard.

"..."

An Shaoxuan, who was caught off guard, was pushed back by the sudden huge force, his eyes widened in surprise, and after he stabilized his staggering body, he hit the backhand and pushed the tall An Shaoli far away.

"Brother, what are you doing?" An Shaoxuan said displeasedly, staring at An Shaoli with anger and confusion.

Because just now An Shaoli clasped his shoulders to exert strength, so now An Shaoxuan felt a little pain in the bones in his shoulders.

Pressing the armrest of the sofa, An Shaoli squinted at An Shaoxuan. He was panting lightly, his chest rising and falling chaotically.

Originally, his intention was to push An Shaoxuan onto the bed, but he forgot that he was not as weak as Xiao Yu, and the man in front of him was just like himself, strong, strong, tall and powerful.

However, this is not a reason for him to give up.

Taking a deep breath, An Shaoli said in a deep voice, "Tell me, in what way am I inferior to that woman? Could it be that our blood is thicker than water than an outsider like Qiuchuan?"

He refused to accept, let alone reconciled.

"Qiuchuan is not an outsider." Simple and clear, An Shaoxuan's attitude was very firm: "Brother, my relationship with you is family affection, but to Qiuchuan, it is love. Both of you are equally important to me, and both are indispensable."

"Bullshit love." An Shaoli scorned: "What do you say that love is great and indestructible, but in the end it just becomes a habit and family affection, Shaoxuan, we are already such a close relationship, why do you bother to like another one?" people?"

"You don't understand what Akikawa means to me."

An Shaoxuan closed his eyes, his expression softened, and when he opened his eyes again, his eyes became gentle and affectionate, but An Shaoli knew that his eyes were definitely not because of him.

"Brother, do you know? Before I found you, I used to feel inferior because I was an orphan, and I was depressed and unhappy all day long." An Shaoxuan looked at An Shaoli, and slowly said: "Since elementary school, I I have no friends, because I feel that I am not in the same world as them. They all have parents, but I don’t. At that time, I was very good at studying. living like normal people.”

"..."

"Although the teacher often praised me and my classmates envied me, they only saw the brilliance on the surface, but they never knew the loneliness and sadness in my heart." Thinking of himself many years ago, An Shaoxuan's heart Bitterness and sourness appeared, and after a pause, he continued: "During that time, books became my only friends. Every time I was sad, I would read the texts and do the papers. I often fantasized that I was an article." The protagonists in the novel, together with them experienced ups and downs of fate, sweet and touching moments, and the pain of life and death, I experienced them one by one, and felt them with my heart. I can’t extricate myself from this world, and I haven’t told anyone about this, because I dare not, I’m afraid they will laugh at me.”

"It's hard for you." An Shaoli sighed, and when he heard the emotion, he felt like countless fine needles were pricking his heart.

Shaking his head, An Shaoxuan smiled mischievously: "This kind of life lasted until the first year of high school. I still remember that sunny morning. That day, when I was doing the paper, a girl greeted me warmly, because before No one ever took the initiative to talk to me, so I thought she wasn't talking to me, so I didn't pay much attention to it. Later, she snatched my pen in a fit of anger and angrily taught me a lesson."

"That girl is Qiu Chuan, right?" An Shaoli regained his indifference: "Reckless, she doesn't have the quietness and upbringing that a girl should have at all."

"You're wrong." An Shaoxuan retorted, "It's because of her carefree and unrestrained attitude that infected me."

"Why?" An Shaoli asked suspiciously, "You like uneducated girls?"

"Qiuchuan is not uneducated." An Shaoxuan became serious: "At that time, I thought she was so happy, she must have a happy family, her father loves her, her mother loves her, but when I learned that she was also an orphan , very surprised, to be honest, at that moment, I envied her, envied her lively and cheerful."

"That's stupid." An Shaoli said in a low voice.

"It's not stupid at all." An Shaoxuan gave him a white look, and continued: "After getting to know her gradually, I asked her, aren't you sad? Nobody loves anyone, lonely, alone, Qiu Chuan said , Sad, how can it not be sad, but what can be done to be sad? Rather than being sad by yourself, it is better to be happy, because happiness is contagious, and when everyone is happy, the sadness will not be so obvious. Qiu Chuan also said that since If you are alive, you cannot always be bound by negative energy. It is not terrible to lose something. What is terrible is that you will no longer accept new things because you are afraid of losing. Her words are the driving force behind my change. I think, if there is no Qiuchuan , there would be no An Shaoxuan today."

"So, you agreed to date her?" An Shaoli frowned
: "Shaoxuan, this is gratitude, not love, please stop deceiving yourself like this, okay?"

"I'm not deceiving myself." An Shaoxuan said earnestly: "Maybe it was because of gratitude at the beginning, but in the later relationship, I found that I loved her more and more, and I couldn't help myself. Years of parting made me more clear about my heart, I love her, I really love her."

Speaking of this, An Shaoxuan suddenly thought of some things that he said before that he would ask his brother face to face. He originally wanted to wait for An Shaoli to return to China. Since he had the opportunity to come to the United States this time, he might as well ask him in advance.

"Brother." An Shaoxuan asked before An Shaoli was about to speak: "You saved Qiu Chuan back then and let her disappear for four years. What is the purpose?"

"You asked about this?" An Shaoli curled his lips in disdain: "That girl told you all this, right? Well, since you asked, I'll tell you."

An Shaoxuan didn't speak, and quietly listened to An Shaoli's explanation.

"I went to your school to participate in several academic exchange meetings. During the period, some teachers mentioned you. They said that you are both good in character and learning, and you are a very good seedling. So out of curiosity, I asked them about your class address and told them I have been observing you secretly for a long time, you know that I am gay, so I am particularly interested in good-looking boys, I see that you are handsome and extraordinary, so I have a heart of admiration for you."

"..."

An Shaoxuan's back felt chills when he heard that, An Shaoli looked at him, and smiled ambiguously: "Because I want to pursue you, I learned something about you, and because of this, I learned that you have a girlfriend. "

"And then?" Seeing that An Shaoli didn't speak, An Shaoxuan urged: "Then you want to get rid of her?"

"You're really smart." An Shaoli snapped his fingers approvingly: "I wanted to get rid of her at the time, but when I found her, I found that she was being forcibly taken into a car by several men, so, I just followed."

"A person from Fengyu?"

"That's right!" An Shaoli replied, "I didn't expect that there would be so many rivals in love, but I think so, you are so outstanding, even I, as a man, are in love, let alone those ignorant high school students?"

"You..." An Shaoxuan was speechless for a while, but he already knew a little about An Shaoli's purpose.

(End of this chapter)