Dote on the wife first: President, love after marriage!

Chapter 264 This Isn't Reality!
The vague words in their mouths were blown away in the wind. I stood on the edge of the cliff and watched the two of them fall into the rushing water one after the other. , leaving nothing but air, my heart felt as if it had been hollowed out, numb with pain, and tears washed down my cheeks like a flood that had been unloaded.

"No, don't, Jiang Moyan, how can you give up on me, Moyan, can you come back, okay..." My mind was blank, and I could only lie on the edge of the cliff and mutter to myself, rolling up quickly. The waves stimulated every nerve in me, I got up suddenly, and my feet moved towards the edge of the cliff.

"Are you crazy?"

"Let me go, the sea is so icy, I want to go down to accompany him, I want to go down to accompany him!" I frantically swung the arm that Lu Ming grabbed, and the gravel under my feet kept sliding down the edge of the cliff because of my movements, with a loud sound The sound of collision hit my numb heart. I love you so deeply, how could I accept you leaving my world so resolutely.

"Song Xiaoxi! Be sober, you have already contacted the search and rescue team, maybe he still has a chance." Lu Ming clasped my shoulders tightly, his angry voice full of distress.

Hearing this, I tore his arm away and ran down like a lunatic. He was right, Jiang Moyan is omnipotent, he won't die so easily, I have to find him as soon as possible Yes, there are fallen leaves and gravel under my feet, and I fell and got up again, and the pain on my body was less than one ten-thousandth of my heart.

"Xiaoxi, don't do this." Lu Ming, who had been following me all the time, pulled me up and inspected my blood-stained hand with the broken stones.

"Let me go, I'm going to find him."

"You are torturing yourself!" Lu Ming, who had never spoken loudly to me, growled at me.

"This is my business, don't worry about it!" Dou Da's tears kept falling, and I only wanted to go to the place where he fell into the sea.

"Because it's your business, I will take care of it!" Lu Ming pulled me into his arms, picked me up, and walked down the mountain quickly.

I stuck to his arms, sniffing the strange breath, and burst into tears again.At this moment, how much I miss his familiar embrace, how much I want to hear him call me Xiaoxi again.

Standing at the edge of the sea, the sky was covered with black, my focusless eyes fell on those people who had been searching and rescuing, watching their fading figures, my limbs were cold, like falling into an ice cellar.

I couldn't help wrapping my hands around my body, squatting on the soft sand, and my messy footsteps were burned into my mind like terrifying seals. Losing my remaining consciousness, I couldn't hold on any longer, and slowly fell down.

"The creek..."

The glare of the sun made me unable to open my eyes, and the glaring white made me dizzy for a moment, and the memory before coma gradually came back.Silent tears slid down the corners of my eyes, and I covered my painful chest with my hands, and I struggled to get up.

"Wake up, let's drink some water." An Qing'er, who was standing in front of my bed with her head on one hand, hurriedly pushed the wheelchair to the bedside table, opened the thermos, tested the water temperature, and handed it over.

My throat was dry and angry, but I didn't care at all. I pushed the cup away and quickly lifted the quilt to my feet.

"Xiaoxi, you are not in good health, where are you going?"

An Qing'er's tone was full of anxiety, she rocked the wheelchair and followed me, I held down my throbbing temples, held back the headache, and walked forward quickly.

"Lie back."

As soon as I opened the door, I ran into Lu Ming who was standing outside. While his eyes flashed joy, his eyes fell on my bare feet, and his face was slightly cold.

"Tell me, is there any news?" I grabbed his collar hard and asked with red eyes.

"No news at the moment is good news." Lu Ming didn't dare to look at my tear-stained eyes, his Adam's apple rolled slightly, "The search is still going on."

"I'm going to take a look." I couldn't help loosening his skirt.

"The road is bumpy, you can't help much in the past, it's better to take care of your body here."

"I said, I'm going to have a look." It doesn't matter if I'm headstrong or unreasonable, I just want to get closer to him, even if I can't see him, my heart will still feel better.

"Xiaoxi, you're not in good health yet, you need to take care of yourself. I'll leave the matter of Mo Yan to Mayor Lu, okay?" An Qing'er held my cold hand, her words were full of distress.

"No, get out of the way." I pushed Lu Ming who stood in front of me, and walked outside barefoot.

"I'll take you there, but we have to put our shoes on first, don't we?" Lu Ming grabbed my arm, his soft voice seemed to comfort a violent child.

Hearing this, I realized that I was barefoot, quickly entered the ward, put on my shoes, looked at An Qing'er with complicated eyes and walked outside.

"The creek..."

"Auntie, she feels bad, just go with her, I will take good care of her."

The jeep swayed from side to side like a dry boat, and I began to lie on the window and retch, Lu Ming silently accompanied me and patted my back. People seem to have experienced hell-like torture. When they came to the beach, their bodies were already limp and weak, and their feet fell to the ground.

The salvage work here has ended, and the search and rescue team has already started working in possible areas. The fishy sea breeze blows over my face, drying the tears that just fell on my face.

I just stood there like a puppet for a long time, from the sun to the sky until it fell to the top of the mountain, the bloody afterglow scattered on the blue sea, the tumbling waves were like blood boiling, stimulating my vision, I looked at the top of my head The sky is as blue as washing.

God, how cruel you are to me, after going through so much pain and twists and turns, you still treat me like this, do you dare to be more cruel!
"Go back, we will be notified if there is any news here."

Lu Ming put his coat on my shoulders, "Yaya is still waiting for you."

"You go back first, I will stay here for a while."

I was very scared, extremely scared. I wanted to hear news from him but was afraid of hearing the news, and I was afraid that I would not be able to bear it.

Lu Ming waited by my side silently, until the night gradually diffused, I moved my stiff limbs, took a deep look at the place where he fell into the sea, and walked towards the shore.

Back to the hospital in silence, Yaya, who didn't know anything, was chatting with An Qinger, I glanced at Lu Ming, the reason why Yaya came here was probably arranged by him.

"Mom, you're back. You must have been sick again because you didn't eat well. You are not a good boy!"

Yaya pouted her small mouth, and her facial features similar to those of Jiang Moyan were slightly wrinkled. I quickly squatted down and hugged her tightly, Yaya's mother was so scared, so scared, maybe only your small body can Make my hollowed out heart a little more comfortable.

"Mom, what's wrong with you?" Yaya, who was pressed tightly by my shoulder, tried to turn around.

I tried my best to bear it, but tears still came out of my eyes, and the slight sobbing made Yaya struggle even more.

"Mom, why are you crying? Are you sick and uncomfortable? Yaya will give you a whir, a whir will be fine."

She pouted her mouth and blew lightly in my ear. Her heart-warming words and actions made me cry louder.

"Don't scare the child." Lu Ming patted my shoulder lightly as a reminder.

I quickly wiped away my tears, and smiled at Yaya in front of me. I didn't know what to say to the ignorant Yaya, so I just pulled her wordlessly.

"Mom, you haven't eaten yet. This is made by grandma in the hospital kitchen. Come and taste it." Yaya broke free from my hand, picked up the lunch box on the bedside table, held a spoon and stood on tiptoe like a little adult Feed me.

Facing her hopeful eyes, I slowly opened my chapped lips without any appetite, swallowed the food she fed, slowly chewed the bitter food, tears raged in my eyes again.

Yaya didn't ask anything, took a tissue and gently wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes.

"Yaya knows that she doesn't want to eat when she is sick, but the teacher said that only by eating can she strengthen her resistance and avoid getting sick." Yaya once again filled a spoonful and put it next to my mouth. The room was quiet except for Yaya who spoke from time to time.

There was no news for three days in a row, and I was like a walking dead. I went back to the beach every morning, maybe because I was afraid that I would collapse and lose control. Lu Ming would bring Yaya along every time.

As night fell again, Yaya had already fallen asleep in Lu Ming's arms. Looking at her tender face, I felt mixed emotions in my heart. I am not a good mother, and sometimes I really did not fulfill my responsibilities as a mother to her. .

I took her back into my arms.

"You should be very busy. As you said, I still have Yaya. I won't do stupid things. You don't have to stay with me anymore."

Lu Ming is the helm of Wencheng City. He should have endless meetings and unfinished work. It is really inappropriate to waste time with me here.

"I have already resigned, and the handover is almost done."

Hearing this, I stood where I was, took a deep look at Lu Ming who was standing beside me, and pressed my lips together tightly.

"You don't have to do this to me."

"You think too much, I just feel tired and want to take a rest." Lu Ming smiled at me, "I didn't like that kind of life in bondage. If it wasn't for my father, I wouldn't have set foot in politics either. I'm tired now, I just want to find an easier job, spend time with Lu Qi, and enjoy life."

I lowered my head speechlessly, I haven't eaten well these days, it's still a little hard to hold Yaya, Lu Ming stretched out his hand to me, I shook my head at him, and hugged the sleeping child in my arms , Although my shoulders are weak, I can still hug you and wait with you for your father to come back.

On the morning of the fourth day, Lu Ming knocked on the door of the ward.

I didn't sleep all night, my eyes were covered with bloodshot eyes, and I silently looked at Lu Ming who was standing outside the door with a hint of worry.

I frowned slightly, a bad feeling welled up in my heart, and I grabbed his clothes excitedly.

"Is there any news about him?"

"It doesn't count."

"I don't have the patience to play word games with you, hurry up!" My heart was beating wildly, as if my chest was about to burst due to the rapid heartbeat in the next second.

"I found some belongings, follow me to check."

I nodded quickly, pulled him and walked towards the elevator.

"Where are you going? What would Xiaoxi want to eat in the morning?" An Qing'er, who was coming to meet me, frowned slightly when she saw my anxious expression.

"Help me take care of Yaya." I moved my mouth, but didn't tell her the truth.

I leaned against the cold elevator wall, and my pale face was reflected on the wall of Guangjian. In my world, it is impossible for me to accept this fact in this life.

I can see that An Qing'er is just forcing a smile, but I'm too selfish and can only take care of my own feelings.

Looking at the watch in the sterile bag, this is the latest Omega model. Jiang Moyan is a person who pays attention to the details of life. His watch is changed almost every quarter, but he will not take the time to choose it by himself. , Qifeng is helping to take care of it.

Just now Qifeng had checked the serial number of the watch and confirmed that it belonged to Jiang Moyan.

"Have you found anything else?" Lu Ming asked the search and rescue personnel as he held down on me who was on the verge of losing control.

"No more. Generally, it is very difficult to search and rescue in such a situation, and the possibility of survival is not high. Do you think we should continue?"

"Of course we have to continue!" The result of not being able to see people when they were born and not seeing dead bodies was undoubtedly an endless torture for me.

"Go on." Lu Ming said to the search and rescue personnel who looked a little troubled: "Anyway, there must be an answer."

"General, I mean general, I have experienced so many similar search and rescue, because the sea water is not stagnant water, it is difficult to salvage the bodies of the victims..."

"How did you know that he must be killed! I tell you absolutely not! No!" The word corpse was firmly fixed in my mind like a steel needle, the pain made my whole body start to convulse, and I lost my mind yelled at him.

"I understand how you feel. Family members usually react like this, but you have to accept the reality." After being yelled at by me, the search and rescue personnel also looked a little unhappy.

"The reality is that he won't die, did you hear that? He won't die!" I shouted hysterically, with a tearing pain in my throat.

"Okay, you go out." Lu Ming cut his mouth off again with a cold face.

Constantly comforting my emotions, "Yes, he won't die, he won't die."

He echoed my muttering, the room was too small, his words just now echoed in my mind, I felt as if I was suffocating, so I got up quickly and ran outside like crazy.

Standing on the road, I put my hands on my knees, lowered my head and panted heavily, the tears in my eyes slid down to the ground and rolled into the dust.

Lu Ming, who followed after him, raised his hand and never put it on my back.

It was so uncomfortable in my heart, as if a knife was stabbing at it, I didn't care about it, and squatted on the ground and cried.

He knelt down slowly and silently accompanied me.

"If it makes you feel better, you can cry as much as you want."

"Why? Why? Why does it slip away from my hands every time I want to grasp happiness? I know the pain of life, it should be enough after going through so much."

"There is no absolute fairness in the world at all, and there is no way to escape the arrangement of fate. Go back. If you still believe that he is alive, you should wait for him with Yaya. If he comes back to see He will feel sorry for you being so haggard."

Kuji smiled back, I knew it was just his words to comfort me, four days had passed, how slim the possibility of life was, my heart was like a mirror.

Getting up with difficulty, I walked forward like a walking dead. When I returned to the hospital, I fell headlong on the bed, and Yaya ran over worriedly, her eyes were full of worry, and she was even a little scared. My heart ached and I told I can't go on like this, but I still can't control what I do.

"You help me take care of Yaya for a few days first, and leave me alone." I pulled the quilt over my head and muffled.

The sound of wheels pressing on the ground sounded, and An Qing'er came to my side.

"Son, it's painful to lose, but sometimes people can't live with their lives, and you still have to know how to let go."

"He is your son, can you let go?"

I tore off the quilt and looked at An Qing'er who seemed to be a few years older.

"It doesn't matter if you can't let it go. After so much, I understand that what should go, he will go, and what should stay will stay. My child, you are still young, and the road ahead is long, and you will still meet someone who is right for you. good person······"

"I don't want anyone, I just want him."

Telling me these things at this time was really stimulating me, so I turned over and faced the inside.

"Your state is not suitable for getting along with Yaya. I will take her back to Wencheng first, and we will wait for you there."

"Mother······"

I turned around and forced a smile at Yaya, waved my hand, "Yaya, good boy, go back with grandma first."

Yaya lowered her head, took An Qinger's hand and left the ward.

I stared blankly at the glaring whiteness of the roof, lying down for a whole day.Lu Ming brought food in, but I didn't eat it, I didn't want to be disturbed, I locked the door behind me, my mind was mixed, I don't know what I was thinking, I just wanted to lie like a dead body like this, maybe that's the only way Only then will it not hurt.

I don't know how long it took, the sky outside was once again black, and Lu Ming, who had been guarding outside, couldn't help knocking on the door a few times.

"Xiaoxi, I know you're sad, no matter what, you can't spoil your body like this. Open the door, or I'll find a way to get in."

I squatted in the corner, leaning against the wall, numbly listening to his anxious voice, not wanting to care about it, nor responding.

There was the sound of unlocking the lock, and Lu Ming stood in front of me angrily.

"Look at your current appearance. Is Jiang Moyan the only one in your world? Song Xiaoxi, don't be such a little girl!" He shook my shoulders a few times, "Look up at me !"

(End of this chapter)